In the beginning of my experience I was in the helicopter going to the emergency room. I was in and out of consciousness. When I arrived at the hospital, I told the friends that were with me goodbye but they insisted that I stay awake. I could not. I started what seemed to be a bad dream. Full of being turned and twisted in ways I did not want to be in and had no choice in. That part seemed to settle down after a while and I became an observer of a futuristic scene.
There were trucks with shipping containers being unloaded in front of me. The first one opened and automatically began building itself into a large high rise building. With every floor that was completed another one started to build itself on top of the last one. This was done with no humans present. This continued for quite some time. Before the building was up four or five stories there were people starting to work in the lower floors. When the building was thirty or more stories tall, something jammed in the automatic workings of the building. It began to groan under stress, something snapped at the top, and the whole thing began to come down on itself killing everybody inside on the lower floors.
After a few moments, a truck full of (army men) or what seemed to be attackers. Pulled up in front of me and started shooting anyone who was left alive or was a witness to what had happened. I thought I was going to die for sure but nothing happened to me. It was if they never saw me. After a while, another truck pulled up and started all over again doing the same thing. At that point, the scene changed and there was someone with me. It seemed like they were standing to my right but a little to the rear. Not right next to me. I traveled to other dreams. In one, I was trying to buy a car and this other person was always next to me.
They seemed like I had known them a long time and I was not disturbed by their presence there. From that point, I left this plane of the body. It was like coming up through the clouds and into what seemed to be lights all around me moving at the same speed. We were close to each other but at the same time a great distance apart. When I saw the brightest light, it was like looking down a railroad track. The further away these lights were the closer they seemed to be until they became one huge bright light. There was a great lifting of my spirit, that this was my home that I really never left. I don't know how long I stayed there, it seemed like a long time, I started to sense a small voice calling to me. Very quiet but insistent to come to help them. In my heart, I said I would be glad to. The next thing I saw was many different events at many different levels going on as I passed by them going down back to my past body.
The confusing part was it seemed like I was going in reverse, Backwards, like sitting in an old station wagon where the rear seat sits facing backwards, where you can't see anything until it passes you and disappears into the distance. And then I began to smell something that really stunk. And it began to get a lot worse. The smell was revolting. And then I realized it was the ego. The personality! It was at this point I wanted to go back up but it was too late. I found myself in a great deal of pain and back in the body and with a stinky personality. I later found out that because my wife kept praying so hard for me to come back that I could not say no. To this day, we have had major problems because of this. I have seen where our home really is and my wife still wants to accumulate things of the world and believes in success. When I know now that everything you gain here gets left behind.
Date NDE Occurred: 12/03/2000
At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Accident Surgery-related Direct head injury. Life threatening event, but not clinical death The body was in bad shape.
How do you consider the content of your experience? Wonderful
The experience included: Out of body experience
Did you feel separated from your body? No I lost awareness of my body
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal There was no remembrance of the past or a body.
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? In the light.
Were your thoughts speeded up? Incredibly fast
Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning Time did not exist.
Were your senses more vivid than usual? Incredibly more vivid
Did your vision differ in any way from normal? It was not restricted to time. I saw the past, present and future as simultaneous.
Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? Yes, and the facts have been checked out
Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No
Did you see any beings in your experience? I actually saw them
Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Yes
The experience included: Light
Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Did you see an unearthly light? Yes The light was all the other angles like me together going in the same direction. When you look in front of you or in back of you the collection of angles or light beings seem to intensify at a distance.
Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm Seam to be several levels of schools takeing place, like classrooms.
What emotions did you feel during the experience? A great weight lifted off. Worry doubt fear guilt were gone.
Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness
Did you have a feeling of joy? incredible joy
Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world
Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe
Did scenes from your past come back to you? My past flashed before me, out of my control I was finished with everything.
Did scenes from the future come to you? Scenes from the world's future
Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will
God, Spiritual and Religion:
What was your religion prior to your experience? Moderate
Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes More intense.
What is your religion now? Liberal
Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes More intense.
Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
Did you see deceased or religious spirits? I actually saw them
Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:
During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No
Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes I am very confronting to the point where my relationship with everyone is like a branching of the road for the ones who want to wake up or the ones who want to stay asleep.
After the NDE:
Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes
Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes For some time after coming back i could read the Akashic record.
Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? The world I was in does not recognize the physical world.
Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes I gave up telling others because it came off the wrong way, made them more afraid.
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No
What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real. I started to understand the reason for Jesus or any great beings coming to this planet.
What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real. My total focus now is to wake mankind up to the idea that this world is not our home.
At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No
Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? It is ongoing and continues to unfold like a path.
Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? Ask more questions about if we found answers to finding our function on this plane.