My skin turned red and I was having problems breathing. I tried to take a cold shower because I felt as if I was on fire. I believe the shower made it worse. I had to lay down. By the time they got me in the ambulance, I had to totally force in on breathing. The last thing I remember was telling the guys that I was having real bad chest pains. Felt like a ton of bricks weighing me down.
When I saw the light, I felt the love and wanted to go into it. Wondering who was there with so much love for me as I started to go into the light. Out of the darkness, as if it was coming from me, a big brown-eyed baby girl came to me, face-to-face; eye-to-eye. Eyes open wide as if to say, 'Hey, what are you doing?' With that I replied, 'Okay, I'll fight!' She looked one or two years old.
When I came to, I heard one of the ambulance drivers say, 'We're lucky we don't need it because it is broken.' The other replied, 'What, isn't charging?' 'Yes, but the handle is broke.'
By the time, they got me to the hospital I was so cold that I was shaking all over when I asked for a blanket. I was told that I had a fever and couldn't have one.
Date NDE Occurred: 'July 19,2007'
At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Allergic reaction Other bad reaction to medicine
How do you consider the content of your experience? Wonderful
Did you feel separated from your body? Uncertain
I lost awareness of my body
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal When I saw my baby's eyes.
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? When I saw my baby's eyes.
Were your thoughts speeded up? Incredibly fast
Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
I was in a tunnel and light that wasn't any place on earth.
Were your senses more vivid than usual? Incredibly more vivid
Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. It was backed up with a heavenly glow. And a baby I'm still waiting for.
Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? Yes, and the facts have been checked out
Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Uncertain There was a tunnel and light. But as I started to go deeper in the tunnel those big brown eyes stopped me.
Did you see any beings in your experience? I actually saw them
Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Yes A baby before reaching the light.
The experience included: Darkness
The experience included: Light
Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Did you see an unearthly light? Yes
Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No
The experience included: Strong emotional tone
What emotions did you feel during the experience? Love, peace, joy and hope.
Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness
Did you have a feeling of joy? incredible joy
Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world
Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe
Did scenes from your past come back to you? My past flashed before me, out of my control I am going to be a mother!
The experience included: Vision of the future
Did scenes from the future come to you? Scenes from the world's future My baby girl.
Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will
God, Spiritual and Religion:
What was your religion prior to your experience? Moderate
Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes Improvements - getting ready to give her my best.
What is your religion now? Moderate
Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes Improvements - getting ready to give her my best.
Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
Did you see deceased or religious spirits? I actually saw them
Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:
During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes I am going to have a baby.
Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes I know who my baby daddy is. They both have really big eyes.
After the NDE:
Was the experience difficult to express in words? Uncertain
Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No
Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? My baby.
Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes They all think I am crazy. Asking often if I had my monthly.
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Yes TV and my father said he had one but didn't want to talk about it.
What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real I feel excited still! Waiting for my baby. Happy joyful.
What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real Still excited, wondering when she will be here.
At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No