Before I went over, I said, 'Get a doctor.' The blood was flowing pretty freely. They said it won't help. I said some goodbyes in effect then again said, 'Get a doctor, I need to save my blood.' Then I went unconscious. They told me I did literally just stop right after making the statement.
I was young. My Mom was several thousand miles away and, I ran in spirit to her. She told me years later I was there as a blue light, about 5' above floor, and she knew it was me. She realized immediately that I must have died. She said I followed her around her home.
I recall following her. I could hear her words, she could get my meanings well. I said my goodbyes to her.
My experience was leaving the planet. I was very aware I was in space. I headed to the brightest area, where it all flows from. Getting closer, a group came out quickly and as I past them they called me and said they had a message.
We talked for a long time, then I was asked to go back. I did not want to go back and it was understood by all that I did not have to. One of them identified himself as a friend of one of the person who had rescued me and was in room when I went over. A woman assured me that if I went back, I would have three children...the list of things to do did not matter so much to me, but the kids did. So, I went back.
I recall looking over the body where it lay and saw those around in room. It was awful going back into the body..rotten worm filled thing.... I guess I am used to it again.
All the people I talked to were as transparent/3D Outline of naked selves in bluish/white light. Their facial features were very distinguishable.
Date NDE Occurred: May 1982
How do you consider the content of your experience? Wonderful
Did you feel separated from your body? Yes I left it.
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? No sadness and/or grief feelings
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? Fully alert
Did time seem to speed up or slow down? No All were real-time events. This is saying nothing of perceptual abilities to access vents in other time/space. Only that my experience had a very clear timeline of successive events, culminating in waking up in an oxygen tent.
Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. They were bluish/white 3D transparent outlined, facial features and individual body shapes very recognizable as such...in an energy outline form.
Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. details of conversation are confidential
Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Uncertain we belong same fraternity
Did you see an unearthly light? Yes The light was probably the center of the Galaxy of Universe. Definitely in Space. Without question, in space. Any person reporting tunnel is probably fixating on light and not looking around and taking in details of the fact that you are in space.
Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm
What emotions did you feel during the experience? You can tell everything, same as here.
Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe I introduced the word Ethos to my fraternity.
Did scenes from the future come to you? Scenes from the world's future
God, Spiritual and Religion:
What was your religion prior to your experience? None Sunday school 2 times as a child, common judeo christion knowledge, no fundamentalist core precepts at time.
What is your religion now? No Response I do not have a name for it. I see no separation between here and there..it all just is. Spirit matter appears to be the most lasting. Ist that a philosophy or a religion..probably neither.
Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes Looking back, I did, but not thtI put into words or thought in words to self. I studied physics, and lived differently. I had a diet change..I craved fresh foods, raw foods, nuts, and dont like mea tmuch at all anymore...even though I grew up on a cattle ranch... And, as said prior..I was immortal, bullet proof.
Did you believe in the existence of God prior to your experience? Absolutely
Do you believe in the existence of God after your experience? Absolutely
Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:
During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes I was immortal, such that no bullet would stop me. I was assured of certain things. I had a job to do, and it was important. I have lived since with a strong sense of purpose. It was clear that a great being existed, all the group understood that and so did I. From what I understand, if you vibe/relate at a higher level, you can go there and stay, if not, you reincarnate. I did not have to come back, I chose to.
Did you believe in an afterlife prior to your experience? Believed it probably could happen
Do you believe in an afterlife after your experience? Absolutely
Did you fear death prior to your experience? Not fearful
Do you fear death after your experience? Very fearful
After the NDE:
Was the experience difficult to express in words? No
Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes Prior abilities in abundance...tempered after experience.
Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? There was a lot of bad happened. The good part...I got to know, I had some promises and a purpose.
Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes shared with the doctor, then in more detail with a Friend. I am only now looking at the entire experience analytically. I returned to location, so I could fully process it now that it is safe to do so.
What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real My friend confirming he had known the person I referred to as having spoke with. Several events that have occurred since. The existence of my 3 children, ages 20, 22, 25.
At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No In my experience, there is no separation. The only separation is in our heads... in reality there is no this side/that side..it all just is. Spirits move freely.
Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? I mention it as there are some obvious data points to make note of. Clearly, a fear of death is a bad thing, as is a lack of respect for life. I see that due to a lack of knowledge, most people are being motivated by a fear of pain and death.