Experience Description

I was in London, one night friends brought me to a young woman that was in delirium. (drugs or alcohol, I never found out) They had met her and didn't know what to do with her. I made her lie down , she cried, screamed, and I did what I could to calm her and talk softly and stroke her hair. I was 19 years old and did not know what else to do.

After a long moment she calmed down and told me she was cold, so I connected an electric radiator. As no heat was coming forth, I met my one hand on the radiator and the other one on the socket. In that moment I was electrocuted. This is what I went through: I moved very quickly as drawn into and to a very strong and at the same time very sweet light. Then, in that light and sweetness, I was one with the other souls in total harmony.

Our collective consciousness told me that I couldn't stay because I had something else to do Being part of this consciousness, and a bit disappointed that I had to leave I went back into my body. 

The return in my body was violent: I heard someone screaming and I understood that this was I who had come back. I opened my eyes, a friend who was a fireman living in the same building had heard me and had hurried to rescue me. A friend present told me that she saw me glued to the radiator and the socket and then jump backwards 2 or 3 meters and falling down on my bed. ( Where I regained the ground).

I did not go to hospital, to me this was but a small incident. My whole body shook for several hours and the first night I found it difficult to get my feet back in this reality. Sounds, colors and sensations where almost painfully strong experiences.

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date NDE Occurred: 1976 and 1992

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Accident Life threatening event, but not clinical death. I was being electrocuted.

How do you consider the content of your experience? Disturbing

The experience included: Out of body experience

Did you feel separated from your body? Yes I was part of our collective consciousness.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? Conscious and extremely lucid.

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Yes I was drawn into a light then I was part of it.

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Yes These were no beings with bodies but souls: a collective consciousness.

The experience included: Light

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes Very white, very pure, and very sweet.

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe Yes, I will tell later.

Did scenes from your past come back to you? My past flashed before me, out of my control

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will. I left my body and became part of collective consciousness. I understood that I had to come back because I had to do something here. I was disappointed but accepted and understood that I had taken part in the decision.

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Conservative/fundamentalist aucun

What is your religion now? Conservative/fundamentalist aucun

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? No

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes The colors, the sensations, views, the communications (both in word and feeling) have no equivalent in our language to describe and explain these experiences.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Uncertain: Yes and No, I am born with psychic and paranormal gifts.

What emotions did you feel after the experience? Fulfilled, total happiness exists, no desires , no needs, of everything that makes us human.

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? The best :the sensation of being fulfilled, the worst : the first hours of my return.

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes Total incomprehension, thus I no longer talk about it.

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? Not today.