At 10:00 Friday night I was combing my hair and I dropped the brush and when I bent over to pick it up I could not hang on to it. That was the beginning. I went through the panic that one experiences when faced with something terribly wrong. I also experienced the total peace that washes over you and you look at your wife and tell her you need to go to the hospital. The feeling of other presences in the room and being able to walk out to the car and feeling that you are being helped by some one on each side but somehow understanding it's alright. Then on the way to the hospital you know for certain at a specific place that you are dying and you only have a few minutes to say goodbye to your wife and son without them knowing that you know you're not coming home.
I could go on and on up to and including being in the presence of Jesus Christ and a look at what the near future holds, and of how I knew for these past few years that we were heading for exactly where we are right now......and how it will escalate unless one of the other five paths are not taken. So far we have chosen a path of great sorrow. So it was a wonderful experience and a sorrowful one to sit and see what I saw come about...
The existing situation! Milsovic will commit suicide and ground troops will start something that has such far reaching effects and on and on.... You must know that anyone who experiences a NDE always brings something back.....Unfortunately I was given an unforgettable look at these coming years..... I also saw what could be and that was beyond my comprehension.
Date NDE Occurred: February 16 1996
At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Major Stroke Clinical death Yes, I had a stroke and I was dying. I knew I was going to die but I was not alone, even just before the stroke..... the point is, you are not alone even in the moments before.
How do you consider the content of your experience? Mixed
The experience included: Out of body experience
Did you feel separated from your body? Uncertain You seem not to be particularly concerned of what you’re made of, only the energy. I really don't have an answer for this
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? Very focused and able to assimilate volumes of information and feel intense happiness and sorrow and love or our inability to know what that word involves.
Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Did your hearing differ in any way from normal? Mostly the sounds of peace and love, not sounds like we think of sounds but nevertheless audible in some way.
The experience included: Presence of deceased persons
Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Yes
The experience included: Void
The experience included: Light
Did you see an unearthly light? Yes Too difficult
The experience included: A landscape or city
Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm
What emotions did you feel during the experience? Like I said profound happiness while in the light and also profound sorrow when I felt or shared the sadness of Christ when we were together watching the joining of the times. Hard to explain, mostly.
The experience included: Special Knowledge
Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe
Did scenes from your past come back to you? My past flashed before me, out of my control
The experience included: Vision of the future
Did scenes from the future come to you? Scenes from the world's future
Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will
After the NDE:
Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes We don't know what we don't know. How do I explain experiencing the past, present and future all at the same time and many other things.
At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No