Before the first event, I complained of being very tired and sleepy. I was at that time, April 1991, working at the Operating Room in a hospital. At a certain moment, the professor looked at me and said, 'Peter, you look so white'. I answered him: 'Yes, prof, I am just very, very tired'. He told me, to go to the coffee room off the operating room, drink a coffee, and come back. These were the last words.
I never, in my entire life, fell asleep as nicely as during that time. I felt no weight, was going wherever I wanted and there were beautiful white clouds of which I'd never seen. The feeling was amazing; it looked like freedom. Then at a certain moment, I saw a face and a body in very nice white clothes, a fresh face with black half-short hair, which started talking to me. I don't know if it is male or female, but it very friendly. This person told me, 'You have to go back, because you need to do a lot for the people, it is not yet time to come here.'
Then I immediately turned around, and I wake up on an Intensive Care Unit bed with all IV's, Electro Cardio Gram machines and a number of doctors around me who said, 'Welcome back, Peter, we thought we had lost you. You were gone for 20 minutes.' The first thing I did was to feel my body. It was very strange to have a body, which I had never experienced before the happening.
Since that time, I know there is no death. Because of my job flying an average over 350 flights a year, I am totally not afraid of death. I feel the person I saw, was one of the masters who guide our planet Earth. My second experience was just recently. As my wife and I went to bed, I told her, 'my heart is beating not in the way it should'. (Note: I had 6 cardio bypass surgeries in 2009 and was under the care of a Cardiologist.)
As my study is in the medical realm, I do understand what was going happening. I told my wife, that if I did not wake up, she knows what to do. My heart kept going strange but I fell asleep. This time, it was different. When I woke up, the next day, in the afternoon, my wife was still sitting next to me and told me I did not react to anything and she was at the point of calling my colleagues: a few doctors.
When I woke up, I remember that I saw a violet fire from my heart. Inside was a grey door, which I went through. I saw a kind of a small tunnel with a very intense strong white light where there was another door, as well. I opened it, and came into a place that was so beautiful: I had never seen such beauty! The mountains, the kind of trees, flowers, so fine from their structure to the colors: 'I never saw these colors before and cannot express it'. The small river with such clear fine water, I'd never, ever seen in my life. Then, I was in a car with three people, who were a bit bigger than we are. Again, I had never seen the car before, not even in Sci-Fi movies. The form and colors, again, I'd never seen and can't express. We parked the car, they left the doors unlocked, and windows open. I asked, 'You don't close it?' Whereas they said, 'Peter here we don't need this', they laughed kindly.
We then crossed the road and entered into a hotel or building, again, the structure, form, beautiful wood, with a structure I can't explain that was so fine and precise. After a while, they told me they had to go and I should go back, because they said, 'You, also, still need to accomplish your mission'. I returned through the same way from which I came. After telling this to my wife, she was astonished. I also discussed it with some friends who are closer to the other world than me, and they stated: 'it is you were in another world, out of your body'. The same day I checked my heart by Electro Cardio Gram, and they found rare things, which they cannot explain until now. This was last May, 2013.
Date NDE Occurred: 1991 and 2013
At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Uncertain 'Life threatening event, but not clinical death'
I did not know of my heart rhythm problems. Just felt very tired and sleepy. It was the same with my 2nd NDE experience.
How do you consider the content of your experience? Both pleasant AND distressing
The experience included: Out of body experience
Did you feel separated from your body? No
I lost awareness of my body
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? In both cases throughout the whole experience, I still can feel and see it, because it felt so fantastic in both cases. I've never seen that, never experienced it, looks like a Sci-Fi movie, but once you wake up, you feel giddy. It was a big journey.
Were your thoughts speeded up? Incredibly fast
Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Time seemed to go faster or slower than usual
I experienced there was totally no pressure, only freedom and there is no time.
Were your senses more vivid than usual? Incredibly more vivid
Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. It taught me that there is more than this life. There is no death, which made me a totally different person. What I was always thinking has come to a reality. At the other side, or dimension, is true love and peace, respect. Here on Earth it is a learning school for all to grow spiritually.
Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Same.
Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? No
Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No
Did you see any beings in your experience? I actually saw them
Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No
The experience included: Unearthly light
Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? An unusually bright light
Did you see an unearthly light? Yes The color white, which I've never seen again, I mean that WHITE. Also as in the second experience, all forms, structures and colors do not exist here.
The experience included: A landscape or city
Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm
What emotions did you feel during the experience? I felt free. Happy. A total peaceful other dimension. Great.
Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness
Did you have a feeling of joy? Happiness
Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world
Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? No
Did scenes from your past come back to you? No
Did scenes from the future come to you? No
Did you come to a border or point of no return? No
God, Spiritual and Religion:
What importance did you place on your religious/spiritual life prior to your experience? Greatly important to me
What was your religion prior to your experience? Christian- Catholic I have always thought from when I was very young, that all the masters are in another world guiding us. To me I love Jesus, Mary, GOD. I practise prayers and talks everyday twice. I respect and admire Lord Guatama Buuddha, Krisna, and Profet mohamed, although he is not a master as Jesus, etc. They hand us messages what is very good to stop the duality in people and try to learn us about our selfconsiouness, our true: I am. Through their messages we all should bring this beautiful planet to a higher energy form, peace. May GOD bless us all.
Have your religious practices changed since your experience? No
What importance do you place on your religious/spiritual life after your experience? Greatly important to me
What is your religion now? Other or several faiths As above mentioned, I see as I always have throught, the masters are all great ascended masters, directly from GOD, as we can see their eternal love for everyone on this planet. GOD's love is entermity, but he gave us a free wil,whereas we have to learn in each life. He wil not break his own law with that. This is why GOD know some can rebelate against it, but therefore the law of the universe: action is reaction, but all for us to learn. To me, as said, I believe in all layers above us for spiritual growth to come close to GOD. Let us be aware of the fact that GOD wants all his sons and daugthers to be with him.
Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was entirely consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience I have from young believed that all comes and is the same whatever religion. It has been proved to be so. Therefore I see, Jesus, etc as the masters who were transcended and ascended to guide us into a higher spritual way, to help to bring the "golden age" here by supporting the good selfconsiouness and defeat the duality.
Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? No
Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
Did you see deceased or religious spirits? I actually saw them
Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? Uncertain A very beautiful, fresh person in white, with half black hair, don't know man or woman. I believe it was one of the masters: Jesus, Buddha...
During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No
During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes Due to the encounter with other persons, it tells me there is a guidance and connection.
Did you believe in the existence of God prior to your experience? God definitely exists
During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? Yes Yes, the way they present themselves and their answers. They are more higher in spirituality, etc.
Do you believe in the existence of God after your experience? God definitely exists
Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:
During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No
Did you believe that our earthly lives are meaningful and significant prior to your experience? Are meaningful and significant
During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No
Did you believe in an afterlife prior to your experience? An afterlife definitely exists
Do you believe in an afterlife after your experience? An afterlife definitely exists Yes Yes, beause of the persons who talked to me. They say, I have to go back to complete mission and; nit yet time for here.
Did you fear death prior to your experience? I slightly feared death
Do you fear death after your experience? I do not fear death
Were you fearful living your life prior to your experience? Not fearful in living my earthly life
Were you fearful living your life after your experience? Not fearful in living my earthly life
Did you believe that our earthly lives are meaningful and significant prior to your experience? Are meaningful and significant
Did you believe that our earthly lives are meaningful and significant after your experience? Are meaningful and significant
Did you gain information about how to live our lives? Yes To complete a mission and help people.
During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No
Were you compassionate prior to your experience? Moderately compassionate toward others
During your experience, did you gain information about love? Yes You can feel the love from that world as dscribed in all religions which is the truth.
Were you compassionate after your experience? Greatly compassionate toward others
What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life Large changes in my life. A great experience and proof of life after death, proof to me of a beautiful peaceful dimension with true love: GOD's love and the ascended masters.
Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? No No
After the NDE:
Was the experience difficult to express in words? No
How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience It just changed my vision of life and death.
Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes My sixth-sense became very strong.
Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes With special friends, they understand and are very open to religious discussions.
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No
What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real
What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real
At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No