Experience Description

I was in a head-on collision where my car and the other car were each traveling about 45 mph. I went through the windshield, hitting the glass and was propelled through the air. I don't remember that happening but I had glass in my face and the windshield was missing. I was laying on the ground unconscious.

Before waking up, I remember seeing the brightest white cloud you could ever imagine. In the center of the cloud was an image of the face of Jesus. He told me, 'It's not time yet.'

After that, I instantly woke up to chaos and confusion due to the loud sounds of ambulances and police cars. My head hurt tremendously and I couldn't see straight because of the concussion.

I always remembered vividly that experience and without a doubt know that it was real. I am further emboldened by the fact that others were told 'It's not your time yet' in their near death experience.

Background Information:

Gender: Male

Date NDE Occurred: 05/22/1983

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Direct head injury. Unconscious from head trauma caused by accident

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant

The experience included: Out of body experience

Did you feel separated from your body? No. I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? Normal consciousness and alertness. It was a higher level of peace.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? It was a feeling of peace and quietness.

Were your thoughts speeded up? No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? No

Were your senses More vivid than usual? No

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Not sure what you are asking. I was in a car accident before the experience.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. My hearing was fine before the experience.

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere, as if by ESP? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

The experience included: Unearthly light

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin

Did you see an Unearthly light? Yes It was a bright cloud that it had a lot of light because it was so bright

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm. I saw a heavenly cloud. I knew where I was and who was talking to me.

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Peace and comfort

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? No

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? No

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? No

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What importance did you place on your religious/spiritual life prior to your experience? Not important to me

What was your religion prior to your experience? Christian- Catholic. I went to church only on Easter and Christmas. I attended parochial school from the first grade through the eight grade.

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? No

What importance do you place on your religious/spiritual life after your experience? Greatly important to me

What is your religion now? Christian- Protestant I am a born again believer.

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was entirely consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes Years after the experience, I found God in a more meaningful way. The

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin. I saw and heard Jesus.

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? Yes His face was in the bright cloud

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? No

Did you believe in the existence of God prior to your experience? God definitely exists

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? Yes I saw Jesus

Do you believe in the existence of God after your experience? God definitely exists

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No

Did you believe that our earthly lives Are meaningful and significant prior to your experience? Are probably meaningful and significant

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

Did you believe in an afterlife prior to your experience? An afterlife definitely exists

Do you believe in an afterlife after your experience? An afterlife definitely exists No

Did you fear death prior to your experience? I slightly feared death

Do you fear death after your experience? I do not fear death

Were you fearful living your life prior to your experience? Not fearful in living my earthly life

Were you fearful living your life after your experience? Not fearful in living my earthly life

Did you believe that our earthly lives Are meaningful and significant prior to your experience? Are probably meaningful and significant

Did you believe that our earthly lives are meaningful and significant after your experience? Are meaningful and significant

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

Were you compassionate prior to your experience? Moderately compassionate toward others

During your experience, did you gain information about love? No

Were you compassionate after your experience? Greatly compassionate toward others

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Slight changes in my life

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? No

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? No

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience. I remember the NDE much better than events after my return to consciousness.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? The experience is very personal and comforting to me. I feel like God had a reason for keeping me alive, although I'm not sure what that reason would be.

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes It was 20 years after that I shared my experience with anyone. I have only shared it with my mom, dad and best friend after 20 years. However, I remember the experience like it was yesterday.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real. It was real to me and I knew it happened after I woke up.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real. It felt real at that time and knowing others have heard 'it's not your time yet' confirms it even more so. I didn't know about NDE before it happened.

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? No