In my first experience, I remember opening my eyes and seeing my husband standing a distance from me. Suddenly I had the sensation of falling. I thought I was hollering 'No!' But, my husband said I made no sound. I was met by my mother who had passed two years earlier. From a distance, I saw family members that had also passed. My mother told me to come with her. We walked down this long sandy path. When I saw a clearing, I heard a sound from behind me that made me stop in my tracks. I was told that it was not my time yet - that my husband and I had a lot to do and that many people would be counting on us. I then woke up in the intensive care unit.
The other time it happened to me was the seventh cardiac arrest I had. This time I had an out of body experience. I found myself going back to my house where the doctor had told my husband and sons to go and rest until morning. I touched each of my sons on the cheek as they were sleeping. When I went to kiss my husband, the phone rang. It was 5:02 am. Suddenly I woke up back in my hospital room with the doctor telling me in my ear that he was putting in a temporary pace maker and medical evacuating me to another hospital. I was in critical condition and not expected to make it.
Date NDE Occurred: 11-03-2003
At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Heart attack had apparent mild heart attack within 4 to six month period prior and did not know-went to cardiologist for palpitation did not do any tests before collapse Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function or brain function) 7 minutes first time and almost 7 second-cardiac arrest 7 times within a9 hour period
I have a heart condition called 'QT Interval Prolongation'. I now have a defibrillator. However, it has not gone off at all, and I have just recently had it replaced. Oddly, I have had a dream of being taken up in a ship, the device being removed and then me being brought back. I've been assured that I will be fine without it. My husband and I are supposed to lead many young people to safety when the chaos gets really bad. What began this year in the Middle East has something to do with it.
How do you consider the content of your experience? Wonderful
The experience included: Out of body experience
Did you feel separated from your body? Yes
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal As above.
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? I had blacked out that morning from my heart just wiggling and not beating properly. I had hit my head on the tile floor in bathroom and had a huge hematoma and a bad concussion. I only remember certain events that made me become very alert, such as going into cardiac arrest. I have had folks try to tell me that my experience was just a dream or that it was somehow scientifically explainable. But I know what I saw and what I heard, and I am positive that what I experienced was real. I saw chaos, smoke, fire, and destruction all around. When the eruption in the Middle East started this year, I knew that it had begun. I know that the tribulation began last year and the quickening has begun.
Were your thoughts speeded up? Incredibly fast
Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Were your senses more vivid than usual? Incredibly more vivid
Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I'm confused as to how I understood what I heard so easily, yet I can only describe it as a very ominous vibration that made me want to drop to my knees out of respect.
Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? Yes, and the facts have been checked out
Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Yes A spiral - and when I saw the Norway spiral [12/2009], the first thing I said was 'HOME.'
The experience included: Presence of deceased persons
Did you see any beings in your experience? I actually saw them
Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Yes Already explained.
The experience included: Light
Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Did you see an unearthly light? Yes Bright and warm.
The experience included: A landscape or city
Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No I have been informed that we will stay here and help Earth start again-this is HOME
What emotions did you feel during the experience? Euphoria. I did not want to come back.
Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness
Did you have a feeling of joy? incredible joy
Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world
Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe
Did scenes from your past come back to you? My past flashed before me, out of my control I was only told that I wasn't finished yet. But the experience did make me do a lot of soul searching and changing of things that I felt might not be good when I returned to him.
The experience included: Vision of the future
Did scenes from the future come to you? Scenes from the world's future So far, very much so.
Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will
God, Spiritual and Religion:
What was your religion prior to your experience? Moderate Methodist-but not bible toter-not been in many years
Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes In that I know there is a Higher Power and that there is only one religion, one history, and one God.
What is your religion now? Moderate same-have done much research and believe that Greek mythology-mayan-hopi-bible are all intergrated to be a whole of our past-question separation of each as a means to keep us in the DARK up until now.
Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes In that I know there is a Higher Power and that there is only one religion, one history, and one God.
Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
Did you see deceased or religious spirits? I actually saw them
Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:
During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes I was given a glimpse of future and foresaw a lot of death and destruction all around, but I felt safe.
Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes Much better with all relationships.
After the NDE:
Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes When told it was not my time, it was not in language. It was a vibration, and I knew that it was a most holy one, because I was instructed not to turn and look at him. I was to just return because I was not finished. I was shown some visions of future events that were not good for humanity.
Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes Sometimes I predict things before they occur - not so much WHAT it will be, but that SOMETHING is going to occur.
Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? Not really.
Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes Probably six months later, with my husband. I needed to talk about it; I felt like I was going crazy. I didn't say a lot to him to begin with, but as I began to tell him about things I was seeing before they happened, he began to believe me.
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No
What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real I knew it was real. There were too many things about it that rocked me, such as my mother telling me that I had to let go of her death and live for myself now. This had been was a problem for me before my experience.
What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real I've done seven-plus years of research and I know it is real.
At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No
Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? No.
Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? No.