Experience Description

On August 2, 2023, I was working in my garden. I used an extension cord, that I knew had a weak spot where the insulation wasn’t perfect. The ground was still damp from watering the previous day. Despite feeling a warning deep inside, I didn’t unplug it. Something compelled me to take off my gloves and rubber boots. I began to wrap the cable around my arm, repeating to myself to be careful with the damaged area. That’s when I accidentally grabbed the exposed wires.

I don’t remember exactly how I was thrown across the garden, but suddenly I was on my back and lying between the rows of pepper plants. The cable was still in my hand. My fingers were locked around it because I couldn’t let go. My hand was tightening involuntarily against my chest, and it felt as if the cable was magnetically drawn to my body. Later, I thought it might have had something to do with the gold medallion I was wearing.

At first, I felt pure terror. I understood exactly what was happening and that there was no escape. My thoughts flew to my children. I was surrounded by swirling colors and countless spirals merging into a glowing funnel of light. I remember screaming for someone to hear me, but then I gave up. A strange calm came over me as the panic vanished. I was at peace. And then, suddenly, it was as if someone pulled the cable from my hand and I was free.

Suddenly, it seemed as if someone pulled the cable from my hand. I was free and stood up. The cable was no longer clinging to me; it lay gently placed on top of a pepper plant, as if someone had carefully set it there. I went and unplugged the cable.

Then I called an ambulance. My heart was racing, but I felt a deep calm. My fingers were badly burned and sliced open. They were blackened to the bone on the inside. But, I was alive. And something in me had changed.

If you've experienced something similar, know this: you are not alone. Sometimes, at the edge of death, we find a presence that pulls us back; gently, silently, and with grace.

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date of NDE: 02.08.2023

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely distressing

Did you feel separated from your body? No

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? Yes
No

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness? Normal consciousness and alertness

Were your thoughts speeded up? Faster than usual

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
I thought time was flying.

Were your senses more vivid than usual? More vivid than usual

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience No change

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience No change

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased beings? No

Did you see or feel surrounded by a brilliant light? An unusually bright light

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes
a glowing funnel of light

Did you seem to enter another world? No

What emotions did you feel during the experience? initially horror and panic, then deep calmness

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Relief or calmness

Did you have a feeling of joy? No

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt no longer in conflict with nature

Did you suddenly understand everything? Everything about myself or others
My thoughts were about my children, but I was calm that I had left them everything they needed.

Did scenes from your past come back? My past flashed before me, out of my control

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Christian- Other Christian

Have your religious practices changed? No

What is your religion now? Christian- Other Christian

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? No

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? No

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? No

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? Yes
I feel deeply the love for my children, love that filled me.

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Slight changes in my life

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? No

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? No

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? No

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes
Same day

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes

Anything else to add? No