Experience Description

After my motorcycle accident, I suffered a severe head trauma, brain swelling, and multiple hemorrhages. I was in the ICU, in a coma, 12 weeks pregnant, and also dealing with several infections.

During that state, I remember feeling immense tiredness, like when you can no longer keep your eyes open. I thought: “If I close my eyes and never wake up, I will never get to meet my son.” That was the reason that pushed me to keep living.

I also had a very clear experience:

I saw myself sitting on a high terrace, in front of a small wooden door. From it came a very bright white light, with violet tones, that did not dazzle. Then a figure dressed in white appeared, similar to Jesus. He came closer, placed one hand on my forehead and another on my belly, transmitting a light to me. When that light reached my baby, we both became illuminated in the same way. Afterwards, the figure moved away and disappeared.

Since I woke up from the coma, I have felt a deep peace and a sense of being blessed. I never experienced it from pain, but from gratitude. I feel that it changed my way of seeing life, of valuing it and appreciating it every day.

And also, I want to tell you that my son was born without any aftereffects. Today he is 18 years old.

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date of NDE: 04/00/2007

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? No

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant

Did you feel separated from your body? I clearly left my body and existed outside it
During the vision, I observed myself.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? Conscious at all times. I remember everything with complete clarity and detail.
More conscious than normal because I was witnessing everything and observing all the details.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness? More consciousness and alertness than normal

Were your thoughts speeded up? No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
I don't have a good sense of time at that moment.

Were your senses more vivid than usual? No

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience My vision was always the same.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience During the experience I had no hearing.

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? Yes, and the facts have been checked out

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased beings? No

Did you see or feel surrounded by a brilliant light? A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes
In the form of a sphere, very bright white (but it did not dazzle or bother the eyes) and the edges of the sphere with violet tones.

Did you seem to enter another world? No

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Tranquility

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Happiness

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly understand everything? Everything about myself or others
Much more empathetic.

Did scenes from your past come back? No

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a definite conscious decision to return to life
I made the decision not to die in order to meet my son, whom I was pregnant with at that time.

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Unaffiliated - Nothing in particular - Religious unaffiliated

Have your religious practices changed? No

What is your religion now? No comment

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience
I am not a devout believer, I respect all religions but I do not belong to any.

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes
I value life, family, all beings in the world more.

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
A man, very similar to Jesus. Dressed in clothes like linen.

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? Uncertain
It looked like Jesus. But I knew it was not him.

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes
The connection that they knew I was pregnant and when placing his hand on my belly, it lit up as much as him.

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? No

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? No

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? Yes
I have become more aware of love and feel more fulfilled. Being able to love or feeling compassion for all beings (including animals and plants).

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life
At this moment I value the spiritual and the connection I have with the Universe. "The Universe always sustains me" is my motto.

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes
I have more self-love. I used to be more condescending with others, now I prioritize myself and seek the well-being for everyone.

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? No

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience
I remember the experience completely, but I don't know what was happening to my real body.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Uncertain
Sometimes I think things that end up happening.

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? When the figure appears and starts passing its light through me.

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes
It was shortly after, but I always also felt it was a very intimate experience and I should only tell it to someone I felt would believe me.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real
Because I always, to this day, remember it and visualize everything exactly as it was.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real
Because I still visualize it when I think about it.

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes