Karla A NDE

Experience Description

I took too much Vicodin and overdosed in my car with my ex-husband there. I said, "Call 911, I'm overdosing" and lost consciousness. I was feeling my body; but I was also watching myself until I was in a beautiful ocean cave with the moon shining. My boyfriend had been shot in front of me and was dead. He was there in this place with me. He said that I can chill for a bit, but I have to go back. He told me I had to find my twins and my daughter needs me. I have kids waiting to be born. He said that, "You still have many things to accomplish. It's simply not your time." I saw the police giving me Narcan and then went back to my body. I was so excited that I had seen my friend. This experience was an accidental overdose and the last time I ever had opioids. I had a baby a year and a half later and even refused the pain medications. I found my twins too.

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date of NDE: 07/17/2015

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes
I took too much Vicodin and overdosed in my car with my ex-husband there.

How do you consider the content of your experience? Neither pleasant NOR distressing

Did you feel separated from your body? I clearly left my body and existed outside it
I saw my ex-husband talking to the EMS people. I saw the police lights.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? When I was with my boyfriend
There weren't any distractions

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness? More consciousness and alertness than normal

Were your thoughts speeded up? No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
It felt like time stopped

Were your senses more vivid than usual? More vivid than usual

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience Everything was clear and enhanced

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience We communicated with telepathy

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? Yes, and the facts have been checked out

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see any beings in your experience? I actually saw them

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased beings? Yes
My boyfriend

Did you see or feel surrounded by a brilliant light? No

Did you see an unearthly light? Uncertain

Did you seem to enter another world? Some unfamiliar and strange place
It was a beautiful ocean cave and the moon was very bright

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Confused, happy, unsure

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Happiness

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly understand everything? No

Did scenes from your past come back? I remembered many past events
I remember him playing music for me on his MP3 player and putting the earphones on me. We did this when he was alive.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Uncertain
Ocean cave

Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will
I couldn't go down the river Nyx because I have a soul mission, and no matter how many times I might die, it's not my time. My boyfriend was killed in 2003. We were planning on getting my first son and fleeing the state. I have died another time after the cops gave me too much ketamine, and I saw my boyfriend. He said, 'Can't talk, you know what it is. Get back in your body and roll off the gurney like Biggie did (?)' So I did that, and my ex-boyfriend was there working at the hospital, and he called my brother (who is the chief of police where he lives 45 minutes away) after I was given more ketamine in the hospital. I still don't get it. Nobody got in trouble

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Christian - Catholic

Have your religious practices changed? No

What is your religion now? Christian - Catholic

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was entirely consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience
I believe in Greek mythology and the Catholic Church

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? No

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes
We were one with each other and with God

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? No

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? Yes
I'm not allowed to pass because I haven't done my life's mission

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? Yes
His presence and him telling me I can't go to heaven yet.

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? No

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life
I had another child, a girl, and my other daughter is a trans male and he definitely needs my love, protection, and support. The Virgin Mary once told me while I was in shock that I have to live for my trans child because he is precious, loved, and protected by God and has a significant life purpose. I was in an abusive relationship so long I forgot my other two children. This man manipulated me and made me someone I do not know. I found my twins but we don't talk. I relapsed on drinking when they were growing up, and between the abuse and drinking, I became someone else. I still think of them and I feel my deceased boyfriend's presence all the time. I feel like a widow nowadays. Nobody can compare to him.

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes
I stopped watching my ex-husband's child because he is manipulative and was a threat to my ex-husband's kid with me. I started to hate my ex-husband for lying and brainwashing me.

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Uncertain
He waits for me at the river Nyx

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience
I don't understand

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? The whole thing. I miss my boyfriend so much.

Have you ever shared this experience with others? No

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Yes
My mom had tons of books on the subject

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real
I started living for myself

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real
It was so real and he told me things

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes