Justin G NDE

Experience Description

On June 15, 2024, I was stabbed 18 times. I lost so much blood, there was enough left to reach my brain or limbs. It was easy to die. Before losing touch with this world, I experienced an overwhelming feeling of peace throughout my entire body. There were no worries, no fear, no anxiety, no pain, nor any anger. When the paramedics got there, I could hear them talking and feel them lift my body to put me on the stretcher. I could not speak or see them even with my eyes open. I could not move my body.

Before I was put in the back of the ambulance, I had left my body on earth/ I became complete awareness in what I would describe as the darkest part of space or the universe. There was no light or stars. There was a glimmer to the blackness that had a small reflective shine to it. The blackness was darker than what we can see here on earth.

I went to a black void where there was no time or space. I had no body or feet to look down and see. I was simply an awareness. That meant I couldn't feel any of my senses. I couldn't feel temperature or smell. I had no sight and heard no sound. I didn't have a body anymore and could not move from where I was suspended.

There was a form, being, or beings of intelligence that spoke to me telepathically without words. Instead, they spoke through ideas and gave me understandings. Before I was able to put together a question, I had received my answer through ideas and understanding. The answer and my thoughts were done without words or sentences. All I needed to do was begin a thought for me to instantaneously receive my answer. My consciousness was flooded with knowledge about the universe. When I was revived, I was in the emergency room with the doctor stapling my head shut. He was also working on my other wounds.

I was allowed to remember that energy, frequency and vibration were the most important things. The intelligent beings did not come off as being feminine or masculine. About 9 months later I googled "energy, frequency and vibration" and what I found was a quote from Nikola Tesla, "If you want to find the secrets of the Universe, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration." Nikola Tesla had multiple near death experiences.

Before my experience, I had feared the process of death because I didn't know whether or not there was anything after we die. Now I know. and I can tell you that although it was completely black, my experience was more real than reality here on earth. I didn't retain any memories from my life before death. My clarity was crystal clear. After I was brought back to life, I lost that clarity. I believe the mind becomes a filter to what we understand, perceive and experience. I was also intoxicated at the time but lost the intoxication experience when I passed over. This has become the most profound moment of my life. I believe I went to a place that was before the birth of the Universe; where time, space and matter did not exist.

Background Information:

Gender: Male

Date of NDE: 06/15/2024

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant

Did you feel separated from your body? I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? I never lost consciousness, it only changed
It felt more real than real, our reality.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness? More consciousness and alertness than normal

Were your thoughts speeded up? Incredibly fast

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Time did not exist.

Were your senses more vivid than usual? No

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience There were no senses. You are just an awareness

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience You don't have ears when you're dead. Knowledge is learned through telepathy with whatever intelligence was feeding me knowledge. No "human" body, the only sense you have is your awareness. No touch, taste, smell, etc.

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased beings? No

Did you see or feel surrounded by a brilliant light? A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin

Did you see an unearthly light? No

Did you seem to enter another world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm
It was dark black and empty.

What emotions did you feel during the experience? An overwhelming feeling of peace

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Happiness

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly understand everything? Everything about the universe
The information came telepathically.

Did scenes from your past come back? No

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Other or several faiths
I grew up Christian but have always been more spiritual than religious.

Have your religious practices changed? Yes
I now know there is life after death.

What is your religion now? Other or several faiths
I am spiritual

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience
I still had Christian beliefs at the time of the incident

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes
I gambled to make money, was using cocaine and drinking. All that stopped about a year after my experience. I needed to drink to deal with the trauma.

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
I gained understandings through telepathy with them.

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes
Oneness with everything

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? Yes
There was something that knew more than I did.

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes
I was being fed knowledge of the universe.

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? Uncertain
There was no knowledge, thoughts or memories of being human.

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? Yes
I went to a place with no space, time or matter, which explains what we believe to be the time before the birth of the Universe.

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? No

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes
I cut most everyone out of my life that affected me negatively.

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Uncertain
At first it was.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience
I was intoxicated at the time of the stabbing. When I left my body I was no longer intoxicated and became more aware.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? All of it was.

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes
I have only told a few people with my dad being one. He is heavily religious in the Christian community and does not believe my experience to be true due to his strong belief in heaven and being reunited with loved ones.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Uncertain
A little

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real
I remembered right when I came back in the emergency room.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real
It was something that I did experience.

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes

Anything else to add? No