Jenine S NDE

Experience Description

My connection with God has always been divinely close. With no religious label, I made peace with my own experience and my connection with God. It was the beginning of the year. Nothing had gone wrong or had caused me to consider life or death other than purpose. I prayed, spoke out loud to God of my need here, what he wanted from me. I made a deal to take the chance. I had taken 3 months of medication. I was on my bed and I felt the medicine taking effect. My body was going stiff. The fear of this happening was not long lived.

I was soon in a peaceful state, not physically but all in all. I was above my body, then in a distance like the corner of the room. I was not my "body". I saw my body there, but the knowing of not knowing or grasping that I am outside my body. As I was currently experiencing this, I was going through a tunnel almost as a vortex. There was no in-between or walls. Yet, I was in an inside-out twisted distortion to where I was in a bright white, holographic, transparent review of everything in my life. I had a review of the past, present, and future. I saw all the choices of life paths I could take, the possibilities of these experiences, and experiences I was going to experience that I never did. I saw almost every outcome. I saw everyone who I met, helped, or was going to meet or help in the living. I saw everyone, the living and dead together. I got the feeling of peace, love, unity, and that compassion. I felt love in ways human experiences can't be felt. I saw lives of other realities. I felt like I was in a river of universal life, almost like air.

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date of NDE: 01/07/2019

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes
My heart had to be restarted 3 times. I was in a coma for 3 days with the doctors saying I had 50/50 as I did not almost make it, and medical measures would be made soon to take me off life support.

How do you consider the content of your experience? Neither pleasant NOR distressing

Did you feel separated from your body? I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? It felt like the entire time
I am in the present state of thought; I'm conscious with thought and actions and how I play from now on.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness? More consciousness and alertness than normal

Were your thoughts speeded up? Faster than usual

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Time seemed to go faster or slower than usual
It felt like I just walked through a room door; it was instantly.

Were your senses more vivid than usual? Incredibly more vivid

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience The visual was holographic, transparent, almost like it was in a movie clip.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience There was no hearing.

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Yes
The tunnel was like a vortex; there was no in-between. It was inside out, outside in.

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased beings? Yes
There was a gathering, a collection of every soul I met or was going to meet.

Did you see or feel surrounded by a brilliant light? A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes
The light was holographic.

Did you seem to enter another world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm
Holographic, transparent, almost unearthly, or a profound space of everything.

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Love, harmony, peace, oneness, unity.

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Incredible joy

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly understand everything? Everything about the universe
We are all one.

Did scenes from your past come back? I remembered many past events
Choices, life choices of what I could have or how each one played out.

Did scenes from the future come? Some of everything, that this is played out how we interpret our expectations and experiences.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will
It felt unfair when I came back; I felt at home.

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Other faiths - New age
My belief has been my own knowledge, trusting, and understanding. I do not follow religious beliefs. At the time, I was deeply connected to God and the universe and always had faith of knowing I am uniquely connected in all forms of belief in my own practice and connection with God source.

Have your religious practices changed? Yes
Play this round better.

What is your religion now? No comment
I am connected through thought, through actions, through compassion and actions. Nothing is hidden, nothing is not seen.

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience
That there is a constructed belief system to confuse mankind, that death is just a new chapter. My motto: you gotta die in order to live.

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes
Value connection.

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
It was a knowing voice, a knowing: 'I am here, I am showing you your life and choices and what your experiences of life could be.'

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? Yes
It was all choices of realities of this experience.

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes
There was no separation; there was everything in one. All of it is one, all of it is one of all at once.

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? Yes
That it was more than human could comprehend.

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes
I am intuitive to everything. I think, I create. I feel, I know, I see with my inner eye and inner knowing. That connection and awareness grows rapidly via experience.

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? Yes
Love, understanding, patience, compassion, and empathy.

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? Yes
How this reality is.

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? Yes
It is all part of the game.

During your experience, did you gain information about love? Yes
The love we have here compared to the universe's love is way, way more; it's overflowing.

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life
Highly tuned in, highly connected, as if God is me working through me in every aspect of existence.

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes
Different perceptions.

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes
There are no words for this experience. No human can comprehend this experience unless they have experienced it and put it into words; it's feeling.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience as accurately as other life events that occurred around the time of the experience
This was everything all in one, a space not from here but in-between, a space no eye can see.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes
Too detailed to share.

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? Yes, there is no separation.

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes
I'm outcasted.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Yes
Blogs, community, and communication with neurosciences.

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real
I know it was real.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real
I was there

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes
Universal unity.