Jemma J Probable NDE

Experience Description

I was as a single mom with severe vertigo, anxiety, and PTSD. I was suffering from three panic attacks a day. My quality of life was almost nonexistent.

My experience completely changed my life. I found surrender and peace; and I let go. I felt expansive, connected, and whole. I did not want to come back, but I had a very clear vision of my daughter begging me to return. That is the only reason for me coming back because my daughter needed me.

Since then, I have channeled many messages from the place I visited. I remember very specific messages I needed to share from there. I am writing a book to document what I learned.

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date of NDE: Feb 26, 2020

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes
Anaphalxis

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant

Did you feel separated from your body? I clearly left my body and existed outside it
I saw myself in the room.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? I found surrender and peace; and I let go. I felt expansive, connected, and whole. I did not want to come back, but I had a very clear vision of my daughter begging me to return. That is the only reason for me coming back because my daughter needed me.
I was expanded and whole. I was the observer.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness? More consciousness and alertness than normal

Were your thoughts speeded up? No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Time slowed and lost its meaning. Time on earth was an illusion

Were your senses more vivid than usual? Incredibly more vivid

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience It was more a feeling, I felt at total peace after 20 solid years of pain and worry.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience Not aware of hearing, during the experience but I did hear the nurse call my next of kin just before the NDE started

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Uncertain
It was more I expanded higher out of my body and came to a door

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased beings? Yes
My brother who was alive at the time but now passed on

Did you see or feel surrounded by a brilliant light? A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes
Everything was brighter and white light all over

Did you seem to enter another world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm
It was a land with wonderful big trees, and temples for me to experience and learn in

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Surrender, peace, trust.

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Incredible joy

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly understand everything? Everything about myself or others
I learned why I had had so much anxiety on earth

Did scenes from your past come back? I remembered many past events
I witnessed myself before this life, creating all the specific experiences I needed- calling them in. I also reviewed and processed my childhood trauma

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a definite conscious decision to return to life
I had a very clear vision of my 7 year old daughter asking me to come back. Even though I didn’t want to.

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Other faiths- New age
Travelled the world and studied many faiths. Shaman, spiritual, are my top I relate with most

Have your religious practices changed? Yes
I am more spiritual and go to church (agape) every week now

What is your religion now? Other or several faiths
Spiritual, shaman

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience
I was riddled with fears, anxiety, I was tightened up like a coil. I was shown how to untether myself

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes
Value my time more. I quit my high paying super stressful job and changed my life completely in every way possible

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
It was my brothers voice. But I didn’t realize it at the time. He was alive at the time he died in 2023 but now I am able to go back and recognize him as my guide when I was there

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? Yes
Too much to list here.

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes
That it does exist. That it is the reason for us being here.

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? Uncertain
It was not a being, it was an energy. It was that we are all part of the one same whole energy. So essentially, we are all god.

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes
I was awakened and aware of much more than I thought was possible.

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? Yes
To learn, to evolve, to practice. To awaken

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? Yes
I was told very clearly that life is a type of simulation. And the truth is much bigger. I was taught all about it

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? Yes
Too much to list, but feel free to contact me

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? Yes
That it is all an illusion and the trick is to wake up to it and become the neutral observer

During your experience, did you gain information about love? Yes
It’s who we are at our core and we are infinitely loved

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes
100% better relationship with my daughter who was and is the most important person in the world to me. Prior I was unable to be present for her because I was riddled with so much anxiety. She was about 7 at the time.

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes
It was overwhelming and hard to put into words.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes
I am able to go back and communicate with my brother

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? The part where I saw myself plan who life and the people who were most mean to me on earth were actually my friends and ally’s

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes
It took 3-4 years. Most people are fascinated.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real
It was very vivid and completely changed my life,

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real
I am certain it was real and again was the catalyst of changing my life. I got my life back :)

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? Yes
I am writing about it and when I do, I understand more and more about it. Like my writing is taking me back there

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Uncertain
Again too much to tell, better in person :)