Jeanniemarie S STE

Experience Description

I entered a tunnel and then saw a bright light. I was above the earth and saw flowers. There were also mountains rising up to the clouds. I ended up standing with a cloaked man, whom I recognized as Jesus. He gave me the most amazing hug. The love and positive energy I can still feel today. Telepathically, he told me to come with him and held out his hand.

I remember thinking, "Wait, I get to go in?" Then I realized I couldn't do it. I thought, "Oh my, I'm going to have to commit blasphemy to Jesus' face." I told him, "Wait, I can't go. I have to go back. I have kids and they have no father; they need me." I couldn't believe I had just told Jesus I didn't want to go to heaven.

But, he lovingly told me, "That is was okay. No big deal. You can come back here, but you have to live two more lives first."

I said, "Wait, my kids need me now; I don't have time for that."

He laughed and said, "Of course, you have all of the time in the world. Time's not real. Everything is happening at the exact same time. Don't worry, you won't miss a thing." Then he snapped his fingers. I saw myself alive in 1930's in France. I was alive in the 1800s in the southwestern U.S. or Mexico area. I was married to a man with dark hair, dark eyes, and a nice smile. We had a picnic under a tree. Then I woke up in my house.

I didn't recognized anything in my room. I didn't recognize my boyfriend at the time or any of my things. But, I heard my kids' voices. Snap! It all came back to me. I started crying so hard and thanking Jesus for letting me come back. I give all glory to him. He's amazing.

Two weeks later, I met that exact man I was married to in my second extra life I was shown. We are now married. Amen. Thank you, Jesus. Glory to God on high. Jesus is the most loving being and has an endless amount of patience and love for us.

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date of NDE: 4/15/2013

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Uncertain
I had smoked some spice that was the tailings from the smoke shop that had been thrown away. And all night, as I was with Jesus and my current husband whom I did not know at the time, my ex said I was sitting up and looking around and then lying back down, and that I didn't speak and I looked through him as if he wasn't there.

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant

Did you feel separated from your body? I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? When I was with Jesus.
Everything felt incredibly real. I was in those places for sure.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness? More consciousness and alertness than normal

Were your thoughts speeded up? No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
He told me time is not real, everything's happening all at once. And I knew it was true and had no questions.

Were your senses more vivid than usual? Incredibly more vivid

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience My vision was perfect, and normally I wear glasses.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience I heard nothing with my ears; I heard telepathically.

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Yes
Yes, I went to the tunnel and saw beautiful flowers and mountains, and then bright light and clouds.

Did you see any beings in your experience? I actually saw them

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased beings? Uncertain
He told me to go with him, and I instantly knew my grandpa and uncle were waiting for me. I don't know how.

Did you see or feel surrounded by a brilliant light? A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes
It was so bright I couldn't see Jesus' face.

Did you seem to enter another world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm
I was in heaven.

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Love. I felt so much love. I couldn't believe he was going to let me into heaven.

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Incredible joy

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly understand everything? Everything about the universe
I understood it all at that point.

Did scenes from your past come back? I remembered many past events
I remembered sins I had committed.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a definite conscious decision to return to life
I asked to come back, actually I demanded, and he wasn't mad at me.

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Christian - Protestant
At the time, I believed in Jesus.

Have your religious practices changed? No

What is your religion now? Christian - Protestant

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience
I thought denying heaven was blasphemy, but he told me no, it's not. It's okay. I can come back.

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes
I think about WWJD more now than ever before.

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
I was with Jesus himself.

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? Yes
Jesus was amazing and the best thing that has ever happened to me.

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? Yes
Heaven is real.

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes
Yes, we are all one.

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? Yes
God and Jesus are real, they love us unconditionally and stay with us always.

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? Yes
I learned there is a heaven, and we can be living other lives in other bodies all at the same time. We are all one.

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? Yes
Love is the purpose of life: to feel love, to give love, and to understand love.

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life
Jesus walks with me always and always has, even when I wasn't paying attention. He's everything good in this world and outside of it.

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes
I'm now married to the guy I married in my second extra life, which I lived to return back here to this one.

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes
The feeling is indescribable.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience as accurately as other life events that occurred around the time of the experience
I remember it like it was yesterday, and all the things happening at the time as well.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes
I can now predict people's actions and read people like never before.

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? Jesus gave the most brilliant, loving hug you can ever imagine. I feel it today.

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes
I have been telling everyone I can that Jesus is real, heaven is real, and Jesus' love for us is very real.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real
I knew from the second I came back that the experience was real.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real
I can still feel his hug today.

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes
This was great. Thanks for letting me share.

Anything else to add? No, I think I covered it all.