Experience Description

My experience happened on Father's Day in 2016. My birthday was on the following day.

I was getting ready to go to my in-laws' house for Father's Day. My wife was baking a cake and taking a shower when an overwhelming feeling came over me of needing to go to the emergency room (ER), along with some pain which kept increasing. I told my wife we needed to go to the ER, and she replied, "You're kidding." I was very focused on heart signs because I had 7 days earlier carried my best friend to his grave from what happened due to a widow maker heart attack.

We headed to the ER which was 2 blocks away. While my wife was trying to park, I got out of the car and walked into the ER. I was met by a security guard that escorted me back to the ER. Then the nurse prepared me for examination. They gave me some morphine and a nitro pill. Not knowing I was supposed to put the pill under my tongue, I swallowed it. The nurse asked me if I was feeling better, and I said no. They did an EKG. The doctor came to me and said I wasn't having a heart attack. But, the pain continued. After multiple morphine doses, the nurse decided to switch the EKG machines and ran another one. Immediately, she ripped the paper off and ran it to the doctor. He immediately called for a helicopter to transport me to another hospital.

He came to talk to my wife and asked her if she knew what was happening. She replied that she thought so, but please explain it to her. The helicopter crew arrived and prepared me for the flight and put me on their stretcher. As they were getting ready to wheel me to the copter, I started feeling myself fading. I told the nurse what I was experiencing.

By this time my kids had arrived at the ER and were back visiting me. I coded. The helicopter nurse jumped on me and started CPR. My wife and kids were instructed to go to the waiting room. My wife refused to leave me, but the kids left.

I remember feeling very peaceful and was in total darkness. I felt something tell me to not worry, and that I was going to be fine. And then I was back.

My wife asked to have my kids return to say goodbye in case I didn't make it. I looked at my daughter and told her not to worry, I was going to be OK. They wheeled me to the helicopter and we took off. I was awake the whole flight, and I remember my son-in-law met me at the helipad and walked me to the catheter lab door. I passed out again. The next thing I remember is seeing what I presume was some light in the lab, and I was gone again.

The next memory I have is being wheeled out of the lab heading to a room in the critical care unit.

Background Information:

Gender: Male

Date of NDE: 06/19/2016

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes
Widow maker heart attack

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant

Did you feel separated from your body? I lost awareness of my body

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? While I was in the void
Just more aware of myself.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness? More consciousness and alertness than normal

Were your thoughts speeded up? No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? No

Were your senses more vivid than usual? More vivid than usual

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience Just darkness

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience I don't know how to answer this except that it was telepathic.

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see any beings in your experience? I sensed their presence

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased beings? No

Did you see or feel surrounded by a brilliant light? No

Did you see an unearthly light? No

Did you seem to enter another world? Some unfamiliar and strange place
Just darkness

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Peace

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Incredible joy

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? No

Did you suddenly understand everything? No

Did scenes from your past come back? No

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Christian - Protestant

Have your religious practices changed? No

What is your religion now? Christian - Protestant

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was entirely consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience
Just the voice

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? No

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
Telepathic voice telling me not to worry

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Uncertain
Just felt at peace

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? No

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? Yes
Just felt it.

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? No

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Moderate changes in my life
Don't fear death

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? No

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? No

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience
I know my kids were there and I talked to them, but I can't remember their presence since.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes
Right away

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Yes
I had a brother that died at least 2 times and he told me he wouldn't live past 21, and he died at 21.

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real
Hopefully about life

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real
No doubt it was real.

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? Yes
I asked my brother if he was afraid of dying and he said no because it was like falling asleep

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes