Celine PS NDE

Experience Description

I was halfway through my pregnancy when I began vomiting profusely and feeling very unwell. This did not stop, and because the medical staff attributed my nausea to the pregnancy and did not see anything else, I just got worse and worse. Eventually I was so ill that they did not know if they would be able to save my life, and they had to terminate the pregnancy in order to give me strong medication. When I was at my worst, I found myself at the ceiling, looking down at myself in the bed and at the others around me. After a while I left the ceiling and traveled into a fantastically beautiful spiral tunnel with unearthly colors and beautiful music. After that, I was enveloped by masses of love, colors, and a stillness. I wanted to stay there. However, I felt in my body that I was not finished here on earth and needed to go back. The reason I came back was that I needed to live now and do what came to me. I needed to remind us humans that we are all part of a greater whole and that we should not waste time. We are all like drops in an endless ocean reaching all the way out into the universe. Everything, in the end, is just positive and negative charges that never cease to exist but leave an echo.

I returned to earth and the hospital bed and began an arduous journey where I learned everything from the beginning again. I was like a newborn child. Over time, however, most of my memories came back. I have carried this experience with me, but I have been too unwell to deal with it. The years passed, and I had a similar experience again in 2017, but this time I managed to get help from my husband fairly quickly, which meant that it did not last as long, with less brain damage as a result. This time they found a tumor on my parathyroid gland, and they found that I had been affected by an aggressive form of MS. The purpose of my ending up in this state again, I was given to understand, was that I had not taken in enough, that I had not listened... After this event, I have started having certain dreams that won't leave me. For example, that we would start a youth center in the municipality where I live and that we would grow things together with others. The dreams are often about me setting "balls in motion" and getting people to interact in various ways.

This is a brief account of my experience.

I have been interviewed by "The Second Death", episode 26, and by the Miracle Podcast, also episode 26, with Celine PS, NDE, where you can hear more about my experiences.

Best regards,

Celine

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date of NDE: 05/12/2011

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes
ADEM and anti-NMDA receptor encephalitis

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant

Did you feel separated from your body? I clearly left my body and existed outside it
I was up at the ceiling for a while and saw male and female doctors around my bed, and that's what was actually there.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? Don't really understand the question
Everything was so clear

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness? More consciousness and alertness than normal

Were your thoughts speeded up? No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
There was no time

Were your senses more vivid than usual? More vivid than usual

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience Don't know

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience Don't know

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Yes
It was spiral-shaped

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased beings? Uncertain
I felt many different loving energies, but I can't attribute it to any particular person.

Did you see or feel surrounded by a brilliant light? An unusually bright light

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes
Amazing colors that don't exist on earth, as well as the colors of the rainbow

Did you seem to enter another world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm
First the tunnel and then this place of love; I was nestled in the universe's cotton.

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Happiness, joy, stillness, love

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Happiness

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly understand everything? Everything about the universe
That we are all part of a bigger whole... that we are like water in an endless cycle in the universe.

Did scenes from your past come back? My past flashed before me, out of my control

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will
I felt that I wasn't finished

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Unaffiliated - Atheist

Have your religious practices changed? No

What is your religion now? Unaffiliated - Atheist

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience
This is so much greater than I could have imagined, and at the same time so self-evident, when I think that everything really just comes down to positive and negative charges.

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? No

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? Yes
Everything is an eternal cycle in the universe in different forms

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes
Everything is part of a greater whole

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? No

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes
To live our lives fully and spread good energies to others and not be 'closed off'

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? Yes
Don't waste your time here

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? Yes
We go through different lessons

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? Uncertain
Don't understand the question

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? Yes
That it's important to make the most of time here and not waste life.

During your experience, did you gain information about love? Yes
Listen to the Miracle podcast episode 26 and 'The Second Death' episode 26.

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Moderate changes in my life
I dream certain dreams over and over until I have done something about them. I am more sensitive to the well-being of others now, and even though I no longer see colors, I strongly sense the energies of others, both animals and people.

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes
I am more present and attentive

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes
The whole thing is so unearthly and because of that, it's hard to find words and explain.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I do not know how my remembrance of the experience compares to my remembrance of other life events that occurred around the time of the experience
That's how I experienced it.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Uncertain
I am extremely sensitive nowadays and do have certain dreams.

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? That we are all part of a whole and that what we send out to others matters.

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes
Only now have I felt ready to share with others

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was probably real
I was so sick then that I had to put it aside and take one thing at a time.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was probably real
It was so powerful, but of course I can't know. Still, it's odd that I experienced the same thing twice if it were a hallucination, for instance. Wouldn't it have changed then?

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? Yes
After I joined an NDU group recently here on Facebook. I dreamed over and over until I did it, that I should get in touch with NDU groups.

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Uncertain
I think so

Anything else to add? A bit mentally tired now after all the questions, so I don't know right now.