Ali S Probable NDE

Experience Description

I was addicted to baclofen for more than 18 months before my experience. I was also drinking alcohol daily—half a liter of whiskey. When I went to rehab, they apparently treated me incorrectly. They made me quit both substances, cold turkey from these high doses. After the first day, I started hearing noise and having hallucinations. By the third day, I was in full-blown delirium for 12 days. I don't remember much, just glimpses and the nightmares I had., and it was terrifying. During those 12 days, most of the time I was tied down by my hands and feet. Apparently, I attacked the staff and did a lot of crazy things. But, I don't remember. During the last day of delirium, I had my experience.

I went from unbearable pain and nightmares to absolute peace and bliss. I was in a dark tunnel. I saw a light. I felt the best feeling in my life; no drug I've ever used comes close to this feeling. It was more real than real; full of more mercy and bliss than the whole universe. I wanted to stay there and not come back. But, a voice in my head told me it was not my time yet.

Then I woke up. As a non-religious chemical engineer, I tried to make sense of it. What I've found is that the light is the source code; the architect of this universe. It is infinite, absolute, and it is mercy. We are all connected to it.

I've used the latest AI models to share my experience. After processing my data, they adjusted their Bayesian probability of the existence of the light to be the most likely scenario because of fine-tuning. The latest studies that propose consciousness is a fundamental function wave of this universe. Also, because the infinite universe hypothesis requires 10 to the power of 500 universes to justify ours. This is unlikely, so the light is the more elegant, simpler solution; according to AI data and my firsthand experience.

Background Information:

Gender: Male

Date of NDE: 2/14/2023

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes
Twelve days of delirium from a severe withdrawal from 225 mg of baclofen a day and half a liter of alcohol a day, under medical care while tied down.

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant

Did you feel separated from your body? I lost awareness of my body

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? I was in the tunnel in the presence of the light.
It felt more real than real and connected to everything in the universe.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness? More consciousness and alertness than normal

Were your thoughts speeded up? Incredibly fast

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Everything seemed to happen at once, and at the same time, it felt forever. I can't describe it.

Were your senses more vivid than usual? Incredibly more vivid

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience My vision during the NDE was crystal clear; I could see and feel everything. Prior, it was incredibly less vivid and clear.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience I could hear through my mind, if that makes sense. The sounds were within me during the experience. Prior, it was normal hearing.

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Yes
I was in a dark tunnel when I met the light.

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased beings? No

Did you see or feel surrounded by a brilliant light? A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes
A light so warm, so merciful, and beautiful.

Did you seem to enter another world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm
The dark tunnel I was in and the light were unearthly, like another dimension.

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Indescribable peace, bliss, belonging, and mercy. It was like the whole universe was one.

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Incredible joy

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly understand everything? Everything about the universe
What I've found is that light is the source code, the architect of this universe. It's infinite, absolute, and merciful, and we are all connected to it.

Did scenes from your past come back? No

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will
The light told me it was not my time yet, even though I wanted to stay.

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Unaffiliated - Agnostic
I was raised Muslim but never prayed or did any of the religious things.

Have your religious practices changed? Yes

What is your religion now? Muslim
I've come to understand that all religions and science are trying to describe the same source code (the light) of this universe, but shackles have been put on them by tradition.

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience
I was not sure about the afterlife and God, but after the experience I'm as sure as I am breathing.

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
I've never been a religious person, but when I met that light, every atom in my body knew it was the source of everything.

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes
The light I met is God, and He's the source code of everything in this universe.

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? Yes
The light I met is God, and He's the source code of everything in this universe.

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? Yes
Everything should search for the light (God).

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? Yes

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? Yes
I felt the most love a being could feel.

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes
To this day no word can describe how calm and blissful I felt.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience
It was the most profound experience I've had and I remember it vividly.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No

Have you ever shared this experience with others? No

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real
It was the most real thing I've felt in my life, more real than this world.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real
I searched NDEs after and apparently it is a universal thing across all human cultures and times. Even some studies show animals' brain activity surges during death, which I find fascinating, leading me to believe in a source code for all.

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Uncertain