Experience Description:

I felt that my spirit goes out and I saw the surgeon and druggist doctor. Then I met my past brother. I asked him is this the death? Then I saw my mother she was far away from me. She died in 1993 she did not talk to me. I saw daughters of my brother. They ignored me in spite of my great love to them.

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date NDE Occurred: 5/2005

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? No. Surgery-related Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function or brain function)

How do you consider the content of your experience? Mixed

Did you feel separated from your body? Yes I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? Less consciousness and alertness than normal

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? Dangerous.

Were your thoughts speeded up? Incredibly fast

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Time seemed to go faster than usual Different place, and different time.

Were your senses more vivid than usual? More so than usual

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I spoke to my brother without any voice, telepathy.

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? Neither

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Yes Strange tunnel.

Did you see any beings in your experience? Saw them

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Yes Brother and mother, God forgive them.

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes Strange colors.

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? Unfamiliar, strange place

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Strange. I will not forget it all my life every time I remember it. I find out new things that I can't give expression to.

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Relief or calmness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Happiness

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? Neither

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe

Did scenes from your past come back to you? Remembered many past events I saw the funeral of my dead brother. As it was happening at that moment.

Did scenes from the future come to you? Neither

Did you come to a border or point of no return? Neither

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Conservative/fundamentalist

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes My belief increased.

What is your religion now? Conservative/fundamentalist

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes My belief increased.

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? Neither

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? Saw them

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes I became closer to God.

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes During the experience I felt only my heart. It seemed as if it was inside box. Then I forced to go. I just was waiting on what is coming next.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? I felt that death is big when we get that moment we will be with no choice, forced to go by God. We have to do good things only.

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes To my sisters only.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real It was real, not a dream.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real It was real.

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? I can't describe it very well.

Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? I want to believe all the experiences of all the people.