Experience Description

I live in a rural area, so I was cycling a few kilometers to school each day. I was in the last year of primary school. I live on a farm and we had a paved exit next to our house.

It was a summer morning and I was leaving on my bike to go to school. I saw a small, blue car on my left. It wasn't moving very fast, so I figured I could get across the street before it got to our paved exit. Unfortunately, there was a fast-moving motorcycle behind the car that was passing the slow-moving car. I didn't see it coming until it was too late. I realized it was the end for me and I have no further memories of being in this world.

I remember everything being dark, but it was not scary. As I was flying towards something, I thought about several things. I thought that I was only 12 and it was too early to die. I wondered if I would see my grandfather. I also realized that I didn't want to leave this world because I knew my parents would feel sad if I died.

The motorcyclist was on the other side of the road. He had a dark green motorcycle and seemed to be very concerned with the motorcycle and inspecting it. He wasn't looking at me. Then I woke up.

I was about 9 meters from the middle of the road, next to my house. I panicked and called out for my mum. She came and then the doctor came. I had a severe concussion and some scratches, but otherwise I was fine.

The remarkable thing is that this memory seems to be very clear and it never changes the way other memories sometimes do. Everything I thought was happening at the same time. The memories were very neatly ordered and traceable. It is not something I could do now, even if I wished it.

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date NDE Occurred: around July 2003

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Accident Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function) I was hit by a motorcycle. I was on my bike when it hit me.

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant

Did you feel separated from your body? No I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal I could think multiple thoughts at the same time, individual form each other. Also, it was much clearer. Time didn't seem to exist.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? When I was flying

Were your thoughts speeded up? Incredibly fast

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning

Were your senses More vivid than usual? More vivid than usual

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I became much more sensitive to light. Otherwise, my vision is very clear

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I became much more sensitive to noise. It can really catch me off guard.

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Uncertain It was somewhat of a tunnel

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? No

Did you see an unearthly light? No

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No

What emotions did you feel during the experience? It was very peaceful

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? No

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Christian- Catholic

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes I became less religious more spiritual

What is your religion now? Other faiths- New age

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Uncertain I was very young. I had a big effect on me later in life

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? No

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? No

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? No

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? No

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Uncertain I was very young

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? No

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience This memory is way more accurate than any of my other memories

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes I have very strong psychic powers now

Have you ever shared this experience with others? No

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? I can learn better now, and I have several psychic gifts