Experience Description

My NDE occurred on June 11, 1991. I took an overdose of medication after being bullied at school. Of course, I kept this quiet from my family.

The part that really stood out for me was going down the golden stairs to my sacred place in the forest, and being greeted by what appeared to be transparent, white, oblong-faced aliens or maybe angels. They were helping me down the stairs while holding my hand and treating me as a princess. They led me to my deceased maternal grandfather.

The number of details I was able to witness from the viewpoint of an observer was surreal. I thoroughly remember my deceased maternal grandfather, myself, and my two daughters Tea’ra and Candice, who wouldn’t be born until May 4, 1995 and June 11, 2001. We were watching from the sky, all of the activities going on in the emergency room to try to save my body. It was as if we pulled back the roof of the building so we could view everything simultaneously. I also vividly remember my daughters trying to convince me to return to my body so they could be born in the near future. My youngest daughter was especially pleading with me because she had a very important purpose to fulfill. My grandfather also pleaded with me and reassured me that he would always be with me and he would send me back with special spiritual gifts that would truly help many people. After much pleading from maternal grandfather and my two daughters, I reluctantly decided to go back into my body for good.

I was going in and out of my body due to being in a coma for 2 days. I woke up to a blond-haired nurse who was pinching me to wake up. Needless to say, I didn’t like this so I woke up. I was very confused, because I was expecting my maternal grandfather to be there in the room with me since I had just seen him. But my mom had to keep reminding me that he was dead. He died at the age of 61 during surgery on September 7, 1987 from a aneurysm that burst in his stomach.

Since my NDE, I have become spiritually gifted. My family is still amazed at how I am able to read people with accuracy and also how I am able to feel the energy of somebody when they are thinking about me directly, no matter the distance or location.

Dr. Jeff: Your experience will be informative and inspirational vast number of people. Your experience involved, at the age of 15, meeting children that would be born in the future. I would appreciate it if you could answer some questions I have. Did your children that were later born have any recollection of meeting you before they were born? When you met your children to be born future during your NDE, or they both female? I understand that you later had two daughters. Did you have any other children in addition to these two? Any additional details that you would care to share regarding this remarkable aspect of your NDE would be greatly appreciated!

Natalie: Thank you for your compliments and your questions. Unfortunately, my daughters don’t remember being with me before they were born (and yes they are my only children). The only correlation that can link them to my NDE is the birthdate of my youngest daughter which was exactly 10 years after my NDE (my NDE was June 11, 1991 and she was born on June 11, 2001) I obtained a copy of my hospital discharge summary from 1991 and this date was confirmed.

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date NDE Occurred: 06/11/1991

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Life-threatening event, but not clinical death

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant

Did you feel separated from your body? Yes I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal. I knew my deceased grandfather was there and that I had been transported to the hospital by ambulance

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? Not sure

Were your thoughts speeded up? No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? No

Were your senses More vivid than usual? No

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Not sure

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Not sure

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere, as if by ESP? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see any beings in your experience? I actually saw them

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Yes Maternal Grandfather

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? An unusually bright light

Did you see an unearthly light? No

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Confusion and Happiness

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Incredible joy

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? No

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? Scenes from my personal future

Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a definite conscious decision to return to life

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Select

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes I'm no longer afraid of death and I'm no longer a 'Christian', I'm now more 'spiritual'

What is your religion now? Christian- Other Christian

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? I actually saw them

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? No

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? An afterlife definitely exists

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? No

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Moderate changes in my life

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? No

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes It's hard to put it into words in a way in which I won't sound 'crazy'

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I do not know how my remembrance of the experience compares to my remembrance of other life events at the time of the experience.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes I can 'feel' people when they are directly thinking of me regardless of their location. I've accurately predicted the deaths of my paternal grandmother,maternal aunt, and father. I accurately predicted that my daughter would get pregnant with a lively little boy, which she and her husband now have. I have 'felt' deceased loved ones around me ALL the time.

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? Yes, seeing my maternal grandfather

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes I shared it with my mom in the beginning, but she didn't know how to receive it, but now 25 years later she is a believer

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? The questionnaire was great