Experience Description

During the summer of 1999, I went to Virginia to help my mom's friend move her stuff back to Oklahoma. It seemed like a good idea at the time since I was seventeen and on summer break from high school. Unfortunately, I injured my back and was given pain medication. This led to an accidental overdose that changed my life.

I remember the medics showing up and giving me a cup of black liquid to drink. Later, I found that liquid was charcoal. The charcoal was supposed to neutralize the drugs but I still ended up dead. I'm not sure how long I was dead. Afterwards I was told that I was brought back twice. The third time they called my time of death, not expecting me to come back. Thankfully, I did make it back but it was later than expected.

Suddenly, I was all alone in 'space' as we would call it. I had no physical body. I was able to go anywhere in the universe that I could think of in an instant. I saw some beautiful planets and stars being born, but nothing in our solar system. I find this odd because I was going to places that I was thinking of instantly, even though I had never known about them. All the while, it seemed like I knew what was going on. I had a choice to go anywhere that I wanted to. This entire experience was like flying through space and if I wanted to be somewhere, then I was there. Finally, I made it back to Earth. Looking down on the planet from above, it was the trees that really got me emotional. None of the other places that I visited had plants or even the color green. I remember thinking that I want go back because of the trees. As soon as I had that thought I was back in my body on Earth.

I found myself sitting in a courtyard of a building with my mom's friend and an Asian lady was smoking a cigarette in one of those long plastic filters. I look down and I notice that I'm wearing completely different clothes than before. My first question was, 'Which way is north?' They both looked at me in such a strange way, as if I just showed up. I didn't know it at the moment but I was in a mental hospital because they had to make sure that I was all right. This happened on a weekend so I had to wait until Monday to see a doctor to released me.

This experience was nothing like anything I experienced before. I've had out-of-this-world experiences with LSD and mushrooms too. Those experiences still doesn't compare to my NDE. How I went from looking at Earth to being in my body, actively having a conversation, will always make me wonder how this all works.

Background Information:

Gender: Male

Date NDE Occurred: 1999

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Drug or medication overdose. Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function) Accidental drug overdose.

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant

Did you feel separated from your body? No I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal. Everything was nothing, and nothing was everything.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? All of it, I would say.

Were your thoughts speeded up? No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning. Time was irrelevant.

Were your senses More vivid than usual? More vivid than usual

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Remote viewing would be the best way to describe it.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I didn't hear anything during the experience.

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Uncertain. When I would travel, at times it was like a warp-speed flash of stars with a blue and purple background.

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? No

Did you see an unearthly light? No

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Calm existence of being a part of everything. Like I had been there before.

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Relief or calmness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Happiness

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe. It was like knowing everything and nothing at the same time; like the knowledge is there if you need it.

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a definite conscious decision to return to life. Trees

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Christian- Other Christian I wasn't much of a believer of God at the time.

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes

What is your religion now? Christian- Other Christian I'm a believer today.

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes don't take things so seriously

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? No

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? No

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes It all just made sense.

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? Uncertain I knew what was going on and that I could come back. No one told me, I just knew it.

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? No

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Moderate changes in my life

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes You would have to be there to really understand.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Yes TV

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

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