Karen NDE

Experience Description

Eight months prior to death, I recovered from covid. I didn't know my heart was damaged from inflammation. Over the course of eight months, I experienced shortness of breath at night time when I lay down. One night I woke and couldn't breathe. I dialed 911 and headed outside onto the porch. I died there. My bowels flushed, releasing my soul from my body.

The light came from inside of me like a beacon and I floated through it. I felt an all-consuming love like I have never felt on earth. I saw and felt like I knew the elongated figure waiting for me at the end of the lighted tunnel. It felt like I was returning home. I looked back at my body on the porch and did not want to return to it. At the same time, I was distressed at leaving the earth because I knew I had not completed my assignment.

I woke 8 hours later connected to a ventilator. The Emergency Medical Service (EMS) personnel arrived, resuscitated and intubated me on my front porch. Then I was taken to the hospital in the intensive care unit (ICU). I don't remember a conversation with the entity, although I know I had one. I came back with a gift but I don't understand what it is. I've gone to 2 hypnotists in the hope of retrieving this memory, but they were not equipped to help me.

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date NDE Occurred: 09JUL21

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? CPR given Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function)

How do you consider the content of your experience? Both pleasant AND distressing

Did you feel separated from your body? No I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal I know that I am an intimate part of the source of this light and we exist as one. I know that I am loved and important

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? During the journey form my body through the tunnel

Were your thoughts speeded up? Incredibly fast

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning Time lost all meaning

Were your senses More vivid than usual? Incredibly more vivid

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I was a part of the universe of every star. I saw and experienced each one vividly in color and sound. Yes, the galaxy sings.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. My hearing was amplified to hear the sounds of stars planets galaxies

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Yes I know that the tunnel opened from inside me and out into or through the veil

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes It was bright soothing and intelligent. It surrounded and permeated through me, conveying unspeakable love an acceptance

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm I consciously traveled through to another realm

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Awe at the wonders of this spiritual realm. Disappointment with my earthly experience

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Incredible joy

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe. Negative and positive energy. Light color frequency and sound in harmony

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of No return? No

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Christian- Other Christian I was raised Christian Methodist Episcopal. As an adult Nondenominational

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes I am learning to meditate pray

What is your religion now? Other or several faiths All of them

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience I am confused at the elongated or alien figure

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? No

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin There was an elongated figure waiting for me at the end of the tunnel

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? Yes I have remembered other lifetime since childhood

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes We are part of it all

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? Yes I became aware that I am a portion of the supreme being

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes but I don't know what it is

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? Yes I have a task

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? Yes I became aware that I had an agreement I hadn't fulfilled

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? Uncertain. I don't remember what I am supposed to do and now believe I have to search for it

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? Yes There is a lesson to learn for our soul/spiritual benefit

During your experience, did you gain information about love? Yes I am loved

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Moderate changes in my life. I am obsessed with frequencies and sound as to the effects it has on the body. Balancing my chakra energy grid and telling everyone about it

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes I don't need other people's love attention or approval

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? No

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience I knew I was going to die and I knew what to do

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Uncertain I have shifted my interest to frequencies and think I may have special abilities in this knowledge to benefit others but have only experimented personally. Not with others

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? Yes. I was sent back for a reason

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes Yes as soon as ventilator cuff was deflated I told every nurse and doctor. My children then family and coworkers. They either think I was dreaming or hallucinating

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Yes I had heard of people experiencing this

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real This is the first time I remember the actual dying process. I do remember many deaths but this one was unique in that I was sent back to this life and not born into another. In the other lifetimes, I wasn't aware that I had a purpose to fulfill

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real I do not want to die again until my task or lesson is complete. I believe this is my last incarnation. I get to retire

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No