Experience Description

I was in the middle of giving birth and in complete pain, when the pain just vanished. My body floated upwards. I looked around to see the room and the nurses panicking because I wasn’t breathing.

I seem to be pulled away from watching to see a domed, very large entrance with figures dressed in pure light. They were walking towards me. I really didn’t want to leave because it was peace such as I had never experienced before. I had a two-year-old son and was giving birth to a much-wanted second son. I just knew everything would be ok. I thought about what it would be like not to go back and I knew that everything and everyone would be fine. It was then that I looked to my side to see an angelic presence. The angel told me it wasn’t my time to go yet, I was still needing... I didn't hear the rest as I seemed to fall back into my body at extreme speed. I was greeted with extreme pain and nurses shouting, 'We got her back!' Then I was told to push. It took me fourteen years to talk about this experience because my son was not expected to live.

It was many years later, after going through multiple transformations in my life and health that I met that angelic presence again. He is my guardian angel and my guide who I talk to. I’m now a shamanic healer self-taught with so many beautiful experiences with the angelic realms and many other experiences. Before my near death experience, I was in an extremely unhappy relationship, and it was my guardian angel who came to my aid and gave me the strength to leave it.

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date NDE Occurred: 1992

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes. Childbirth Other I flatlined for a few seconds while giving birth

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant

Did you feel separated from your body? Yes I never discussed my experience with anyone. I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal Because my experience happened so long ago and I've grown so spiritually aware, I can honestly say tha my consciousness was very similar to the stage of reaching samadhi - complete inner peace and tranquility that is impossible to find on this earth

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? As soon as I left my body I became aware of everything and everyone in the room it felt like I was connected to everything

Were your thoughts speeded up? Incredibly fast

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning. So much happened in the must have been only a few minutes I was gone it didn’t make sense to me at the time

Were your senses More vivid than usual? Incredibly more vivid

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. My vision was crystal clear and everywhere at once .. beforehand it obviously wasn’t

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I can’t say my hearing changed it was more like I was my senses changed and I was hearing thoughts and vibrations watching myself while out of my body and hearing the nurses talking it sounded more like echoes.

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? Yes, but the facts have not been checked out

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see any beings in your experience? I actually saw them

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes Yes all around me as I saw the tunnel

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? Some unfamiliar and strange place It was like being in a white room but the light was floating and almost smoke-like

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Complete inner peace, no sadness at all I’d actually word it as completely emotionless not happy or sad just stillness and peace

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Incredible joy

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe Yes it’s like absolutely everything made sense

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No It felt like my mind went back through my life and it finally made sense

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will. I did want to meet the beings walking towards me but was pulled back

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Unaffiliated- Nothing in particular- Religious unaffiliated. No real faith but very spiritually aware as a child of spirits

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes Completely. I no longer fear death I have been able to help others cross-over and heal beforehand

What is your religion now? Unaffiliated- Nothing in particular- Religious unaffiliated. Spiritualism, shamanic healer

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes God is unconditional love and it exists in us all we manifest every experience into our lives

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin I saw an angelic being dressed in long white robes years later this angelic being came back into my life he’s my Male archetype alexandros

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? I actually saw them

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? Uncertain

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes I felt like I was connected to everything

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? Yes

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes I was told I had so much more to do yet

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? Yes The angelic presence in the long white robes and the being figures made of pure light led me to the personal belief that our souls are eternal it’s only the body that dies

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? Uncertain Only my own and my family

During your experience, did you gain information about love? Yes I felt unconditional love complete love and acceptance of everything

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life. I started seeing angels and talking to them. Multiple dimensions opened up to me. I became aware that time is only solid on this dimension, time is free-flowing on other dimensions. I became very aware of energy and seeing into bodies; my past lives I saw my life completely changed

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes I left my abusive relationship and I no longer judge others but see them as a reflection of myself

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes It took me a long time to even talk about it because I didn’t understand any of it especially the time bit, even writing it today had me in tears because it changed my whole perception of death

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes I channel and talk/ see other beings feel energy see into bodies

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? Being introduced to a different life completely

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes It was a long time because of the situation relationship I was in

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was probably not real It didn’t cross my mind because my son was on life support

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real Because life has unfolded it’s truth to me

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? Yes Reaching samadhi felt similar

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? It’s changed my entire life

Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? Could ask about energy and how it’s changed or if it’s changed in your everyday life