Experience Description

I had memory loss caused by the accident, where I couldn't remember anything for a couple of months before and after the accident.

When I was lying in the hospital, I experienced pure love. There was no guilt, shame, or compulsion. The only thing that existed was pure, complete, and unconditional love. The love was so good and had answers to everything so that I had no questions to wonder about. The happiness I felt was total. To have gotten to know this love is the greatest gift I have had in my life.

The injuries I received were so serious that it is a wonder I am still alive. My knee got off, my pelvis broke both forwards and back, and 10 ribs were broken. My jaw broke in two locations, my spine and cervical vertebrae got fractures, and my head got such a hit that microscopic hemorrhages were all around in my brain.

Background Information:

Gender: Male

Date NDE Occurred: 161504

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes. Life threatening event, but not clinical death. An automobile accident.

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant

Did you feel separated from your body? No

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal. The reality was so much more.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? When I saw and was able to receive all the love.

Were your thoughts speeded up? No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? No

Were your senses More vivid than usual? No

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I was unconscious immediately after the crash, but when I found I could see again, I could see with the same acuity as before.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. When I found I could hear again, I could hear with the same acuity as before.

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere, as if by ESP? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? No

Did you see an Unearthly light? No

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No

The experience included: Strong emotional tone

What emotions did you feel during the experience? First pain, then love.

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Incredible joy

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

The experience included: Special knowledge or purpose

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe There was nothing that I felt I needed to ask.

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What importance did you place on your religious/spiritual life prior to your experience? Moderately important to me

What was your religion prior to your experience? Other or several faiths. Spiritual, undecided, and not oriented towards or from any or other assumed religion.

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes I share more love and compassion today.

What importance do you place on your religious/spiritual life after your experience? Greatly important to me

What is your religion now? Other or several faiths. Spiritual, undecided, not oriented towards or from any or other assumed religion

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience. Before the accident, life was about a steady job, to get the days to go by, and get money to survive and thrive. After the accident, I handle it all more with spiritual resources.

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes My valuation of the spiritual part of the life has markedly increased.

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? No

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes Everything connects together and has meaning for everything.

Did you believe in the existence of God prior to your experience? God probably does not exist

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? No

Do you believe in the existence of God after your experience? God probably does not exist

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes Love is something we are to learn, that is why we are here.

Did you believe that our earthly lives Are meaningful and significant prior to your experience? Are possibly meaningful and significant

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? Yes It's all about love.

Did you believe in an afterlife prior to your experience? An afterlife probably exists

Do you believe in an afterlife after your experience? An afterlife definitely exists Yes Eternity exists and me with it.

Did you fear death prior to your experience? I slightly feared death

Do you fear death after your experience? I do not fear death

Were you fearful living your life prior to your experience? Not fearful in living my earthly life

Were you fearful living your life after your experience? Not fearful in living my earthly life

Did you believe that our earthly lives Are meaningful and significant prior to your experience? Are possibly meaningful and significant

Did you believe that our earthly lives are meaningful and significant after your experience? Are meaningful and significant

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

Were you compassionate prior to your experience? Moderately compassionate toward others

During your experience, did you gain information about love? Yes Without love nothing can exist.

Were you compassionate after your experience? Moderately compassionate toward others

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life. I have expressed that the spiritual is very important. It guides on how I feel about myself, 3D things which were important then are less important now as I have understood it is my own will which defines on what I do with it.

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes I see people more clearer today. A thing which I had previously hoped for became visible after the accident.

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes to explain the enormous love I should have a much larger mouth.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience. Reality is extra-vivid for some of my thoughts, yet memory of other things is more fragmented.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? To have gotten to know and sense the pure love is priceless.

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes Directly after my awakening. Doctors, nurses and families all became happy on my descriptions of the love that awaits us all.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real. I have still no guilt or shame. I see that what happened was a gift from the universe to me.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real. I prayed for a change in my life, and I got it.

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? To spread the message of love.