Experience Description



Eight years ago, I was on life support because I had complete organ failure. I had an allergic reaction to medication, causing my body to go into sepsis. My CO2 level was over 200 when the normal max is 35 before brain death. My doctors gave me a less than 1% survival rate the weekend of September 26, 2015. A prayer blanket was laid over me and the hospital pastor gave me last rites.

I left my body and went to the astral realm. There, 3 guides showed me around. One of the guides looked like my daughter although I knew it wasn't her. ‘It’ was there to keep me anchored to this current reality. I needed to keep fighting to live, otherwise I may not have come back. My guides spoke to me telepathically. I was shown various aspects of the universe through lessons. For instance, I was told to merge with other life forms so that I could understand that they were conscious. I was told to merge with a tree, a fish, and a lily flower to feel their consciousness. I traveled through space and to another planet and observed another intelligent species.

On the other side, I was taken through the Akashic records. Prior questions I had before this experience were answered as my guides showed me things of the world and my life. They counseled me about past and present life events, although all these events seemed to happen all at once. My guides took me through different dimensions within the akashic record of time and events. I saw alternative timeline events of this reality and was shown future events of my life and world events. I got a lot of my pre-death questions answered like, why are we here on earth, who are humans really, what is God, and is there life after death?

After this, my guide telepathically told me to stick out my left hand. A silver sphere appeared in my hand. Then Jesus’ light body appeared. I was told how much I was loved, that God and Jesus were with me, and not to fear. I did not feel any fear, only ambivalence because I didn't desire any particular outcome. I just was and accepted whatever God wanted to happen. A bright, white light then appeared and panned around the room, forming a tunnel shape. I looked at it and felt peace. I was then told it was not my time and the light retracted back from where it came from.

During my hospital time, my daughter, who was energetically connected to me, told everyone that I would live despite this looking like a bodily impossibility. It had been a few days before I was alert enough to communicate. I remembered seeing my family in my hospital room with the doctor there. He snapped his fingers in my face and commanded, 'Say something!' I still felt like I was in a different reality, but I irritatedly looked at the doctor and said, 'Something.' With that, everyone laughed and one person said, 'She’s back.' They realized I did not have loss of brain function because of my sarcasm. When my tracheotomy tube was taken out, my throat healed within a day. My doctors were startled it healed so quickly. My feeding tube took 2-3 days for it to fully close up and heal. It took me time to share my story because it was so different than what I learned in traditional church dogma. I am grateful to be.

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date NDE Occurred: 2015

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Allergic Reaction. Other: Coma for 2.5 months with near-death episode twice during that time. Sepsis and anaphylaxis

How do you consider the content of your experience? Both pleasant AND distressing

Did you feel separated from your body? Yes. I lost awareness of my body

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal. Everything seemed more real and like I could manifest at this level of consciousness.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? During the entire experience.

Were your thoughts speeded up? No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning There did not seem to be 'time'

Were your senses More vivid than usual? More vivid than usual

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I traveled through alternate realities. Everything was more vivid. I travelled to space as an orb and saw nebulas and a planet.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Hearing was sharp and telepathic.

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see any beings in your experience? I actually saw them

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Uncertain

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? An unusually bright light

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes I think it was close to the final end. I saw a very bright light; was told Jesus was with me and God loved me. I felt o.k. with whatever outcome. I was told to extend my left hand and a silver sphere appeared. Jesus appeared in light body form, then I was told it wasn't my time and I was going back. Then the light retracted.

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm. Dimensions

What emotions did you feel during the experience? the main feelings I remember was being detached but intrigued, love and gratitude, awe, some conflict

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Incredible joy

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe. I was told/shown things about the universe.

Did scenes from your past come back to you? Yes. I went through a recall

Did scenes from the future come to you? Scenes from the world's future. I saw the world's future and my personal future. Even my experience happened before the 2016 election, I saw that Trump would win and Kim Jung Un would calm down for awhile. I saw that there would be alien disclosure. I saw there is going to be a main internet disruption. I saw a mass sex trafficking ring taken down. I saw experiments on trees to check for conciousness. And I saw war; a lot of world related things.

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Christian- Other Christian Non- Denominational Christian. Was a single's ministry leader at one point. I was a little more traditional-thinking than now.

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes More metaphysical and less rigid but still Christian

What is your religion now? Other or several faiths. I do not believe that Christianity is practicing as it is meant to be. The intent is to be more metaphysical than people realize. Jesus was metaphysical. Also, I was shown that many faiths have a part of the truth. There is a deliberate plan in that.

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience. Some belief systems were changed.

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes I thought Gay people might not get to 'heaven' amongst other things too much to list here. I now know differently.

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin. I had 3 guides

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? I actually saw them

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? Yes Jesus

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? Yes

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? Yes I saw Jesus in light-body form and was in the presence of God

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes I have knowing

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? Yes My purpose is to live

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? Yes Everything about my NDE showed me things continue

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? Uncertain

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? Yes We come here to refine our souls through challenges and life journey in general

During your experience, did you gain information about love? Yes Love is a high frequency. Everything is created because of love and the frequency of love is what is expanding the universe. Love is a needed energetic property for our existence.

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life. Some of the shifts are hard to explain like compassion for others. I feel more detached, yet I care.

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Lost a couple friends

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes I did not talk about it much for 7 years.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes More intuitive ability. Electrical disruptions.

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes podcast interviews. 1 book

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? Uncertain