Experience Description

I had a near-death experience when I was around the age of 11. I was in back of the school skating on roller blades. I hit a rock that caused me to lose my balance and fall. I went unconscious.

Suddenly, I was in the dark. I was floating and feeling very calm with such an unearthly feeling. I felt a sense of calmness and comfort. Then I had a very quick life review from birth up to the time of that moment. It seemed like my whole life was reviewed in a second. Then I felt the calmness again while I was in that dark and still floating. I was not afraid although I couldn't see anything. Then I heard voice calling out my name from a long distance away. I remember that I wasn't happy at the person who was calling my name because I didn't want to leave that dark place or disturb my calmness there.

But the voice kept getting louder and louder. I became more agitated and disturbed. I woke up with a sharp pain in my left hand. I realized that the voice was my friend who was playing with me at that time. I always wondered that If she didn't call my name if I would have enjoyed being in that darkness and if I would have gone forever into it.

I always remember this experience in detail as if it was yesterday. I felt it was a heavenly experience and now I think of this as an 'in-the-waiting-room' experience between earth and the unearthly.

This story seemed finished at that time. But I started writing poems about love until I had more strange experiences. On June 11, 2016, I attended a funeral of someone I was not very closely related to. I attended to express my condolence and respect to the family. I left their home after some hours and was walking back to my car. I kept hearing a voice in my head saying something like a poem. I felt like I had to write the words down as soon as possible, otherwise I wouldn't be able to think about or do anything else. I wrote them down quickly after I reached the car. Then I forgot about it for some time. A year later, I was sitting next to the daughter of a deceased person and asked her if she wanted to hear what I wrote on that day. When she said she wanted to hear the poem, I read it to her. She was sobbing and saying, 'This is my dad! It's him! It's him!' I didn't know what to say, but I felt sense of relief because I finally conveyed the message of her father to his daughter.

On February 28, 2020, I woke up very tired and was sobbing, yet I had no idea why. Normally, I fix breakfast and drink my coffee. But that morning, I rushed to my computer and start typing. I heard a voice telling me many things. Then, I started to recall what I had seen in my dream. Yet, I didn't realize what I was writing at that moment as I was sobbing and feeling very sad. After getting my coffee and finishing writing, I shut down my computer and forgot about it. Later that day, I read the poem-like message. I again remembered that dream and saw my grandfather who was sitting and smoking. I also saw my grandmother who was sobbing. My grandmother passed away in the year I was born. Then I saw one of my uncles sitting in front of them with sad look on his face. By the way, I saw my grandmother first time in person even it was in dream. I remember them sitting inside the Mongolian yurt and I was seeing them between a blue curtain. In the poem-like-message it said, 'There is no time left, summer is approaching...will take our son to where he belongs...' Then exactly, 5 months later (which is today) my uncle passed away in the hospital. Today is 28th of July according to Mongolian time and it is summer.

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date NDE Occurred: February 28, 2020

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes. Went unconscious from a fall

Did you feel separated from your body? Uncertain I was separated mentally rather than physically. My body was there, but I was directed to write things that I was hearing or what they were telling me. I was not in control of myself. I like writing but if I really write something with my whole attention or consciousness I wouldn't write something like that.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? I felt like I wasn't myself. Seem like something encountered in my body and let me keep writing quickly what they wanted to say or convey to their loved ones.

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? No

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. usually I hear voices. especially I feel like this person is man in old age. maybe was in military. Because sometimes he is little bit hard on me or harsh sometimes.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Uncertain I did have these feelings but I don't remember what exactly was.

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Yes My grandfather who passed away in 1995 My grandmother who passed away in 1986 year I was born My uncle who passed away today (28th Jul, 2020 according to Mongolian time zone) Communication was about discussing my uncle time has coming soon in summer. That's why my grandmother was sobbing and my uncle was look sad on his face in my dream.

Did you see an unearthly light? No

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No

What emotions did you feel during the experience? sobbing and sad

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? No

Did scenes from your past come back to you? My past flashed before me, out of my control I think i had eyewitness of my grandparents and my uncle talking about upcoming death of my uncle which happened today. He passed away at 49.

Did scenes from the future come to you? Scenes from the world's future this dream predicted my uncle's death in summer which did happen in summer. TODAY it happened.

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Moderate

What is your religion now? Moderate

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes My belief system changed and I believe our ancestors are always watching us and with us all the time.

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Yes My belief system of presence of my ancestors with us all the time has become more confirmed.

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? No

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Uncertain I used to hear old man voice from my early young age, like 5 years old.

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? Being able to feel it before things happen. But worst thing is when I predict something bad is going to happen like death of somebody, is really happen.

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes I don't know how they felt about it. we lost our uncle just few hours ago. I don't know how they are going to react.

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? I think you can expand multiple choice answers with more explanation empty box.