Experience Description

Two days before I died, I was lying on sofa. I said to my wife. 'I can see someone walking about in the corner of my eye in the dark hallway.' My wife responds that, 'You must be walking the dogs too much.

On December 25th, I told my wife she could cook Thai food because I was too tired and lazy to cook an English Christmas dinner. She did so and we both sat down to eat. After about 3 minutes, I told my wife that I felt tired, no pains in my body. I got up and walked to the front of my shop and then to the road. I looked around. Again, I said that I just feel tired; but not overly tired though. So, I walked back and said, 'Let's eat some more.' As I was coming to sit down, I watched with my eyes as my head dropped.

When I was other side, my thoughts were different. I was just my thoughts. It sounds terrible but I didn't think about family as I was confused where I was. I have CCTV on in my shop. I can't see me collapse but I can see customers gathering around as the doctor comes to me. Then I'm being put in back of pick up. I see on my eyes blinking on CCTV, but I wasn't in my body. Then I came back in my body. 2 or 3 km down the road, when my spirit left my body, my big boy guarddog was running around so confused. I believe he knows my spirit has left my body. He and I are so close.

Then, I was in a different place. I was in the void. I thought, 'OK, I'm moving my eyes left and right now. Why can't I move?' I suppose it was like being trapped in a vise. It was pure darkness with a very slight, tinge of grey. I still can't see anything and I'm still trying to move. In the distance, there is a little, white speck or spot. It is coming towards me at great speed and getting bigger and bigger. It wasn't pure, brilliant white but it was still white. As the light got nearer me, I hear, 'Doom, doom, doom' getting progressively louder and louder. It was so loud when it reached me.

Then, bang, thump! I was thrown in my body. I was lucky that there was a doctor passing by me. He saved my life, pumping my heart and then bought food out of my throat. I had urinated myself and my heart and breathing stopped. I was in the bed of a pick-up truck, that was speeding me to hospital with the doctor, my wife, and some people from my village. Chasing behind, was an ambulance with flashing lights.

When I was thrown back in by body, all my muscles hurt. I got to hospital and hooked up to a heart monitor. The doctor wanted to keep me in the hospital, but since I have to pay for health care and I'm alive, I refused to stay. I wanted to go to my bedroom with air-conditioning.

Background Information:

Gender: Male

Date NDE Occurred: December 25, 2023

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes they say I was choking. I hadn't died before there. Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function) but know too, I just said I'm tired head went down, I didn't hear anything else. Apparently wife was screaming. I didn't hear her as I left my body

How do you consider the content of your experience? Neither pleasant NOR distressing

Did you feel separated from your body? No I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal. It was like my higher self was speaking

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? when dead

Were your thoughts speeded up? Faster than usual

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning there was no time

Were your senses More vivid than usual? No

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I could see clearly

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. when in the tunnel, I could hear

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Yes tunnel bought me back to my body

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? No

Did you see an unearthly light? No

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No

What emotions did you feel during the experience? confused

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? No

Did you have a feeling of joy? No

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? No

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? No

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? None. I had already passed

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? No

What is your religion now? Buddhist I was always bought up in Catholic faith, but I travelled to Asia and became a Buddhist monk

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience. It was just weird.

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? No

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? No

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? No

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? No

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? Yes it wasn't like being in my body

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? No

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Slight changes in my life. I was sitting in KFC as I told my wife I want to eat, when sitting in shopping center. Seeing everyone walking past, I turned around to my wife and said, 'It's great to be alive!' Never felt that before

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? No

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience. When I have trouble sleeping, I go back and think when I was not in my body and then I fall asleep easy

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? we do not die

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes I shared with my wife and friends

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Yes what others say everyone says in news. But never happened to me until it did. I was told I was in the void which I never off heard of void before

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real. It happened

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real. I could see clearly and the pain coming back in my body

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? it was strange and real

Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? lot of questions

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