Experience Description

I was attacked by my husband's ex-wife. She stands 6 feet tall and 180 pounds. I am a small petite woman 5'4 115lbs. I was strangled for nearly 2 minutes and had my skull bashed to a car and cement floor. While she was on top of me strangling me, I left my body. I saw myself walking down a damp dark tunnel looking confused so I moved towards lift and away from darkness down through the tunnel. I remember hearing AMY, AMY AMY and I turned away from the light back the darkness and bam I was back in my body. My husband was yelling my name. He says he remembers yelling AMY AMY AMY!!!!! I remember hearing it. But we oddly have a recording of his wife attacking me, coparenting drama and I was not comfortable and we had just started working with a new therapist for my step daughter. Long story short I recorded their conversation not knowing I would capture myself being attacked. Nowhere on the audio of my attack is my husband yelling AMY AMY AMY. We were dumbfounded. It's the one very distinct memory we both had. For months I felt like I didn't fit in my body. Like you don't fit in the same way. Like new shoes that are a little tight, a little not comfortable. I have such a different outlook on what happens to us after we die after this. I left my body and walked away as if nothing had happened. I felt to calm and at peace for an extended period of time after oddly because the nature of my life-threatening experience was so violent. But I truly miss that feeling it was like nothing I can describe pure bliss peace calm.

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date NDE Occurred: 4/12/15

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Criminal attack Life threatening event, but not clinical death I am a non-fatal strangulation survivor with multiple head trauma and spinal injury from being attacked

How do you consider the content of your experience? Both pleasant AND distressing

Did you feel separated from your body? No I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal I remember feeling so comfortable and all knowing that I was okay just me.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? I felt pretty conscious but knowing what was happening to me while I left my body I was pretty distressed.

Were your thoughts speeded up? No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Time seemed to go faster or slower than usual Slower for sure.

Were your senses More vivid than usual? Incredibly more vivid

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Very clear to see wetness on the ground

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Pretty good I heard my name muffled at first but so faint at first to make me stop and hear more

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere, as if by ESP? No

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Yes I was fully in a tunnel. It was dark and damp. I got up from the ground and looked around realizing I was in a tunnel looked left and looked right and saw light so I walked to the light.

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? No

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes Saw light but not sure it was unearthly

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No

What emotions did you feel during the experience? I felt safe. very safe.

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? No

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? No

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? No comment

What is your religion now? No comment

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience I can't say that I had thoughts about what would happen to us after we die and I certainly did not think we just walk on

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? No

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? No

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? No

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

During your experience, did you gain information about an afterlife? An afterlife definitely exists Yes You clearly just walk on

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

During your experience, did you gain information about love? No

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes I know the truth now I feel and have more tolerance for people who struggle with the human condition

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? No

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes I have instincts and I know things or have hunches that are mostly true always

Have you ever shared this experience with others? No

Did you have any knowledge of near-death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Uncertain