James & Pebbel's SMR

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Experience description: 

I was having a hard time in life. I had dreamed of going to Queens University in Belfast to study computer. I got a letter from them telling me that I had failed to achieve entry as I didn't meet their requirements. I was so mad at that. I ran to my room and locked myself inside, not letting my mother nor my father get in. I was crying beyond control when suddenly there was this beautiful light forming in front of me. It went from color to color, and inside this light I could make out the shadow of a being. Suddenly, I found myself standing next to this light. I looked back and my body was lying on the bed crying still. I thought WOW! How the hell?

Suddenly, from within this being, a huge tunnel had opened up and it was beautiful beyond words. I cannot tell you what I felt. The feeling of love, and peace that I had achieved while I was passing through this was amazing! I felt myself engulfed in the passion of love that seemed to flow from ever corner of this tunnel and from this being!

We reached what I can only call "The White Room". This room didn't seem to have any ending to it! It was filled with book after book. Big Red Books! Before us appeared a table and on the table was one of those book. The "Person" beside of me started to speak and it was like music to my mind. The Being never once spoke using his mind, only putting his words into my head. (Cool I thought).

The thought I got was that he was going to tell me my life and what lay ahead of me. He opened the "book". It was not a normal book, the thing showed me television pictures of my life. Right from Birth to present day. Much of which I had forgot!  The being looked at me with so much love I felt like I wanted to cry.

The thought came to my mind telling me that we are all inter-connected, we are all as one, part of the one great big plan. We are all linked in spiritually! WOW! I thought. Then he told me that I had to go back because there was people who needed me. He told me to wait for little Pebbels, that he had given her to me before we walked this Earth. That we were placed on this earth on the same day. He told me that she was my soul-mate and would be along soon. He also told me to wait a few day and I would receive a letter in the post from the people that had made me hurt so much.

Suddenly, I found myself back inside the tunnel. I didn't want to go, I felt so safe. There was no form of time there. Just pure love.

12 days after this experience, I got a letter from Queens telling me that they had made a mistake and that they would be privileged to have me as a Student. Then, three days into university I meet a girl. Guess what, she told me her mother had always called her Pebbel's right to this very day. She had told me her mother always said that God had given her that nickname so that the right person could ID her. WOW! I felt so lucky and blessed.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes

Yes, because at the time I was in awe of what had happened. Things like that don't happen. You don't get contact from these beings. You know, how do you tell people that you were taken away to a far away place by an Angel?

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           Full Consciousness. I mean Fully Conscious. That's what made it even more amazing. When I came through the tunnel, I looked at my body and felt so much pity for it. It was still sat there looking lifeless but still crying.

Was the experience dream like in any way?   Hell no, I take real offence to that question.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

I was still myself. I looked as I did on earth. However, I got the feeling that I could change my appearance at will. As though I could take on a different form if I had felt like it. I also felt that I could move anywhere I wanted to at great speed.

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           Yes there was like music playing in the background. It sounded like the Irish harp. It was so relaxing and welcoming.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Yes

            Describe:      See above for answer.

Did you see a light?           Yes

As I said, there was a light with the most beautiful looking being inside of it.

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes, See above for answer.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    Yes

Yes I learned how to love without condition. I learned that we are all inter-linked and that no matter what we may feel, we are loved from "Beyond".

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes

As I said about the letter and about Pebbels. And also, Pebbels was born on the very same day as I was born, and you will never believe this, it is on record that she was born the very same time as I was born. He had also told me that I would go on to become a writer of many great book and screen plays. I have a book that is ready to go press, and I am working on a few screen plays with major TV companies here in Ireland and in Britain.

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           Yes

This big hall as I put it was definitely in another dimension. It was amazing. That tunnel took me there in seconds and returned me even quicker. Ha, lets here the science people explain that one with their tools and their tax books.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes

I swear to you, time did not exist as we know it. Time there is no issue, they have no such thing as time. We here on Earth do everything by time, whereas they do everything by love.

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    Yes

Yes definitely. So far as I am concerned, they had shared the biggest secret of them all with me that being we are all part of one great big universal plan. That we need to stop believing that we are the be all and the end all, that there is other forms of life that live just as we do. They are all linked in with the spirit.

Did you become aware of future events?       Yes, See my answer above.

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?       No

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         No response

Yes I can feel when other spirits that have passed on are present. I can also predict a lot of up coming events. I will tell you now for a fact that in this current war on Iraq, Saddam will not be caught and he will unleash a chemical weapon in about 3 weeks time.

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   Yes

I started to believe in myself. I knew then that the religions that we have here on earth are false. I found that we are placed here by god to learn and not to pray to him 24/7 as they would have you believe. I feel as though I was given the knowledge that we are are own Gods, that is gods great gift to us.

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?       Not in the least. I am as I was before. Apart from Pebbels that is.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         Yes, see above.

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes

Only Pebbels. She was sure it happened. When I told her about it, that is when I found out that her mother had always called her Pebbels and that she had always said that god gave her that name so someone could ID her.

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  Love and Peace. I do not let anything get to me.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      The whole thing was beautiful.

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        Yes. Don't be afraid to LOVE each other.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?               Yes

Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.    None really. Well laid out mate, good work.