| 6106 |
DW NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1dw_nde.html |
I was showed that each event in my life was needed for me to be exactly as I am and how it touched and altered others lives. Not a "life review", more of an explaination of why all truely was well and I was perfect for what I was needed for here... |
| 6118 |
Ana R NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1ana_r_nde_6118.html |
All events were real as they were part of my life review. |
| 6125 |
Sandy D NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1sandy_d_nde.html |
no all were real |
| 6139 |
Kirat A NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1kirat_a_nde.html |
I surely did experience past events of my life but they were just passing by in quick succession. I just had a feeling of knowing them all but can't actually remember them. |
| 6150 |
Karen J NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1karen_j_nde.html |
I just instantly experienced everything I've ever done or felt in my life. It wasn't a movie or a long list, just a feeling that my whole life "flashed before my eyes." Instantly having everything in my life right there. Not any specific incident or experience... so nothing that didn't really happen. |
| 6166 |
Jean R NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1jean_r_nde_6166.html |
It was in the life review...but all from the perspective of the other people in my relationships and how they felt towards me during certain events or times |
| 6178 |
Ellen K NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1ellen_k_nde.html |
i watched a flash movie of my whole life from birth to death. |
| 6205 |
Isabel R NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1isabel_r_nde.html |
I had forgotten that part. Before I entered the tunnel, I had the life review, but it really wasn't a review. I just reexperienced being four, ten, seven, thirteen, it all went very fast. It was just after that I heard the flute music and realized that I was creating it somehow. |
| 6242 |
Frances Z NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1frances_z_nde.html |
I was made aware of the people that I hurt with no remorse. |
| 6244 |
Steve L NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1steve_l_nde.html |
I became aware of the many lives that I had touched with my love, help, a smile, a generous gesture.... |
| 6246 |
Natalie S NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1natalie_s_nde.html |
I retreated to a deep place that I’ll refer to as another vibrational dimension, for lack of a better description, where I could recuperate and restore my energies. Other beings assisted with this, doing most of the work while I entered a sort of spiritual deep resting state. From the physical perspective, this state lasted an equivalent of centuries within less than a moment. During this state, I leisurely wandered through memories of this physical life to date, evaluating things I'd created (criteria: was it fun, was it unusual), noticing connections and links, and generally just wandering down memory lane. |
| 6267 |
Sheila EP NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1sheila_ep_nde.html |
During the life review. Nothing that I had ever done was judged or minimized. I did not retain full memory of the life review. |
| 6289 |
Evan B NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1evan_b_nde.html |
Memory of life became compressed to a milli-second. |
| 6313 |
Frank S NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1frank_s_nde.html |
My whole life up to then was replayed back me all in colour it was amazing |
| 6317 |
Morgan O NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1morgan_o_nde.html |
My whole life went before my eyes in less than a second, or so it appeared. |
| 6336 |
Bret B NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1bret_b_nde.html |
My brother and sister as toddlers, little league baseball and winning the championship three out of five years, thanksgiving at my grandparents home, my first french kiss with an older beautiful girl (seriously she was 17 I was 14 and thought along with my friends that she was truly beautiful) riding my dirt bike in the forest, Elton John's music and how much my first love and I loved it, sex with some very special people, my career and my son being born. His mother absolutely glowed and we were so happy then. No bad memories or thoughts, water and snow skiing were special experiences |
| 6339 |
Odell H NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1odell_h_nde.html |
A giant screen appeared next to us. It was so gigantic that I can naturally compare it to the large screens that used to be in the old drive-in theaters of the 40s, 50s, 60s, and early 70s. On this screen, in random order, different scenes of incidents that had happened in my life, while here on earth, were being played out. Jesus would select one scene, and it would expand to the point that it encompassed almost the whole screen. I could still see other scenes playing in the background around the edges of the main scene that we were reviewing. The scene we were reviewing was a most accurate depiction of an incident that I was involved in at that point in my life, and He questioned me as to why I did the things that I had done. |
| 6379 |
Mike R NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1mike_r_nde_6379.html |
Like my kids being born again and also like my childhood the fun times I had |
| 6396 |
Cristael B NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1cristael_b_nde.html |
I became aware of my mother's grief over not being able to have more children. I was an only child. I was aware of how much my grandmother loved me. She enjoyed teaching me how to sew and paint with oils. |
| 6409 |
Sreenivasa M NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1sreenivasa_m_nde.html |
I have recollected my family and goals of life irrespective of incident form |
| 6427 |
Sue M NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1sue_m_nde.html |
I can,t give details now Its been to long I just remember stuff that had happene with my sisters or relatives and school events |
| 6428 |
Chantal L NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1chantal_l_nde.html |
When in the state of total recall, I remembered everything about the life of Chantal (me)but I also became aware that I was not really Chantal. It was like a role I had played. |
| 6436 |
HD NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1hd_nde.html |
I saw all the bad things that i have done in life like drinking, smoking, talking back to my mom, even not doing my homework. |
| 6492 |
R.A. NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1ra_nde.html |
A rapid re-experiencing of my life prior to entering the light. |
| 6496 |
Carol M NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1carol_m_nde_6496.html |
It was a complete life review of everything I had done in my lifetime. And it all happened simultaneously, like a panoramic view. |
| 6497 |
Bon A NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1bon_a_nde.html |
When I was living THAT life, I was aware of my entire past of THAT life... just like now I'm aware of my past in this life. |
| 6503 |
Roland B NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1roland_b_nde.html |
Yes I had my life reeled off very quickly as on a movie reel yet I recognized |
| 6546 |
Josef P NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1josef_p_nde.html |
I think I saw whole my past life. Events which was forgotten long time ago were revived. Childhood etc. |
| 6549 |
Tamara J NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1tamara_j_nde.html |
I had thoughts of my life and my failures and shame. I was told it was all unimportant I was not going to be condemned. I was to live bravely knowing that God was taking care of me always and I was shown events in my life where He saved me and protected me. I was shown how I worry and that it's all for nothing. I can't change and don't need to change anything in my life. |
| 6557 |
Barry C NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1barry_c_nde_6557.html |
I seemed to be aware of my whole life but I don't remember any specifics. It was more like if I felt the feeling of betrayal, then all the things that had that emotion came up. |
| 6612 |
Yves F NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1yves_f_nde.html |
I felt all the good and bad feelings I had and created in everyone I had ever come into contact with during my life up to my heart attack. |
| 6615 |
Sheryl NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1sheryl_nde.html |
No just that my past wasn't on the path, the beings and I discussed and I have vague memories of running over past events but it was more of an understanding and we agreed I would go back and we also agreed I would have the accident and I would not be badly hurt. It was a wake up call. I ordered the accident because I wanted to shake my life loose from my surroundings. |
| 6639 |
Corey L NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1corey_l_nde.html |
I saw things that I had done in my life - I remember seeing my best friend Natalie and I playing and I was playing with my friend Alex. I saw images of my life and things I had done. |
| 6660 |
Jeffery O NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1jeffery_o_nde.html |
I 'knew' my whole life, every event both good and bad, yet standing in the presence of divinity I saw the pure love in all of it. There was NO judgement, only the 'knowing; that it was all perfect. That my entire life was created in love FOR me. Even my choices, good or bad, had served my highest good in every way. For I was only here to learn and God, along with me, had provided the perfect path for my souls progression. |
| 6667 |
Gary NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1gary_nde.html |
I thought about past events there, but it didn't seem as if they were forced on me. |
| 6692 |
Samantha H NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1samantha_h_nde.html |
My past events, my whole life was there for me to witness, much like a movie film of pictures filling up in front of me with a solid background. I could not sense anything else but these pictures. I wouldn't call this "my life flashing before me" because it was still and entirely present. The feeling of knowing and experiencing each emotion ALL AT ONE TIME, not one after the other, was the incredible part to me. |
| 6694 |
Kathy K NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1kathy_k_nde_6694.html |
I had a complete review of all that I had ever done as if I was watching myself reliving my life over again. All that I saw were actually the real life events I had ever experienced. It seemed perfectly normal to me to have this happen even at such a young age. |
| 6739 |
JB Rene A NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1jb_rene_a_nde.html |
my childhood memories way back in my home town in Kalibo. |
| 6776 |
Karen R NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1karen_r_nde_6776.html |
Just basically flashbacks, examples but that part wasn't as vivid as a lot of the other stuff I experienced. This is too long, no more time right now. |
| 6790 |
Shana S NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1shana_s_nde.html |
Fast life review of short eight years. |
| 6806 |
Tonja BB NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1tonja_bb_nde.html |
I was given the knowledge of many past events that I didn't understand at thge time why they had happened. Now I understand why they had to happen they way they happened. Hard to explain in words. I wish I could show you. |
| 6820 |
Mukurarinda D NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1mukurarinda_d_nde.html |
I was told whatever I did before since I was born. |
| 6823 |
Ashutosh S NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1ashutosh_s_nde.html |
in a jiffy i saw my childhood.from a small kid to a teenager with my family enjoying withme |
| 6853 |
Mattie K NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1mattie_k_nde.html |
my whole life replayd, none of it was not real |
| 6861 |
Loni C NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1loni_c_nde.html |
I was not so much shown individual life choices, but was instructed on them as a whole. |
| 6865 |
Hope C NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1hope_c_nde.html |
Yes within the boxes it was like looking at movies of events in my life. |
| 6871 |
Olivia S NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1olivia_s_nde.html |
I came to be aware that the tiny little bubble of abuse and poverty I lived in was insignificant compared to "what would be" though I dont exactly know what that means in the scheme of things |
| 6882 |
Avery D NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1avery_d_nde.html |
I seen every thing I did in my life like a slide clip |
| 6904 |
Merida R NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1merida_r_nde.html |
Nothing horrible just my actions. Had I been a giving and good person? I had been an OK person with rather selfish desires. |
| 6925 |
Atlanta NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1atlanta_nde.html |
Only general recollections that made me feel unworthy to enter this beautiful place. |
| 6936 |
Jeff S NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1jeff_s_nde.html |
There was a life review and I acknowledged it. It was what it was when you don't know how to live your live correctly. |
| 6992 |
Yazmine S NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1yazmine_s_nde.html |
I re-experienced every moment of my life in refined detail including all feelings,thoughts,sounds,smells,people,loves,hates,anger,sorrow,fear,happiness, fun times,food,everything up until I was in the Goldenness.. it was as if I had again lived my life , but from the standpoint of a witness. |
| 7057 |
Lani K NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1lani_k_nde.html |
Certain childhood memories appeared. Playing outside with my sisters, living in Memphis, TN, enjoying my childhood friends. Happy memories! |
| 7060 |
Donald C NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1donald_c_nde.html |
Most came wizzing by but the "theft" event was slowed to view. |
| 7068 |
Walter N NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1walter_n_nde.html |
I was aware of my mother and I going to a spiritualist church years ago. |
| 7086 |
Jill W NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1jill_w_nde.html |
Events from early in my life to the present, both large and small. They were not sequential. |
| 7089 |
Sara J NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1sara_j_nde.html |
My whole life history passed quickly before me |
| 7111 |
Marshall L NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1marshall_l_nde.html |
Flashes of my life like a movie theater reel. |
| 7116 |
Lauren K NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1lauren_k_nde.html |
It was like a fast moving picture of my life. Nothing stood out in particular but a knowingness that all was ok. |
| 7131 |
Justin M NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1justin_m_nde_7131.html |
i saw my past and all possible future paths through life |
| 7145 |
Haze NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1haze_nde.html |
i had a privious experiance at about 14 whick i did flash thru my life |
| 7153 |
Romy NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1romy_nde.html |
I saw everything that ever happened in my life and every single thought I had. I saw a childhood experience that I forgot ever happened, but than recalled it clearly after the NDE. |
| 7157 |
Kathy VB NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1kathy_vb_nde.html |
I found myself falling in from the sky, my life passing before my eyes but not exactly in the way I perceived that phrase, not all in pictures (yes, there were flashes of some images) but in a knowing, a sense of everything I had experienced in life all within my mind, body and spirit and all at once. |
| 7177 |
Rebecca P NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1rebecca_p_nde.html |
I only seemed to become aware of how my previous actions had been negligent to myself and my family. |
| 7179 |
Maime S NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1maime_s_nde.html |
Please see above remarks. It was all about experiencing events throughout my life but suddenly with my eyes open and acutely aware of the emotions attached to these events. |
| 7196 |
Rebekah J NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1rebekah_j_nde.html |
It was like flashes but very fast. |
| 7202 |
Hannah F NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1hannah_f_nde.html |
I think as I traveled down the tunnel there was one image that shocked me of my childhood. |
| 7210 |
Michael Joseph NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1michael_joseph_nde.html |
Described above. I did a full life review and saw everywhere where I had screwed up and relived the events not just from my perspective but also from the perspective of those I affected, both good and Bad. |
| 7219 |
Gail A NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1gail_a_nde.html |
As a review. |
| 7260 |
Glen D NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1glen_d_nde.html |
I was ware that a life-reveiw had begun, but strangely enough I remember it being very brief, and I don't recall many of the details of it at all. |
| 7263 |
Sonya M NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1sonya_m_nde.html |
I was a rebellious teen drove my parents crazy I felt unworthy because of it |
| 7265 |
Sally A NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1sally_a_nde_7265.html |
Flahes of things. Hard to describe. Like a very fast moving movie |
| 7291 |
Karin F NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1karin_f_nde.html |
Yes seeing how I conducted myself at times was painful. I felt more pain when I saw myself inflict pain on another. I think that is the hell people speak of. |
| 7313 |
Jacqueline HW NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1jacqueline_hw_nde.html |
Just quick flurries of my life and knowing that I am loved and that I am a good person. |
| 7316 |
Ken D NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1ken_d_nde_7316.html |
I saw my whole life from when I was a baby up until that night |
| 7325 |
Marie W NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1marie_w_nde.html |
during my experience I was reminded of events that had happened through out my life that explained the design of my life and the occurrences and how they were small parts of the greater whole of my life up to that moment. Such as when I was a child I had fallen thru a large floor vent during a house repair my parents were doing. In my death the angels reminded me of this and helped me remember that when I fell they had visited me and stayed with me and told me how pieces of my life were going to unfold. |
| 7336 |
Cyanrose J NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1cyanrose_j_nde.html |
A full knowledge of my complete guilt for living immorally as I had. |
| 7387 |
Lyndall W NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1lyndall_w_nde.html |
I believe that I was shown my life in detail and also given an understanding of why things happened |
| 7413 |
Elle D NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1elle_d_nde.html |
Again, not so much about past events, other than my parents creating me and being born...more aware of being in the body and psychological stages of a growing child. For example, I saw myself at age 3 and also felt what it was like to be that age, how I perceived the world at that time...and this was repeated with each stage of development up until I became an old woman. I didn't see scenes from my past other than birth...I just saw the world again through the developmental consciousness. |
| 7433 |
Anna A NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1anna_a_nde.html |
For a mere second... e.g. the life I'd lived on Earth seemed nothing but a second... |
| 7456 |
Bahman R NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1bahman_r_nde.html |
I really dont remember what was the events but I can say that I reviewd more than half of my life events in my NDE 20 seconds ! |
| 7474 |
Mona Lisa R NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1mona_lisa_r_nde.html |
I had a life review |
| 7516 |
Jennifer W NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1jennifer_w_nde_7516.html |
I was shown my life like on a screen all at once. It was as though I saw my whole life in a moment, not in flashes or a movie or even scenes, it was all at once. I saw everything and was detached from feelings of the life I lived and instead was filled with great compassion for how hard I had tried to attain perfection and to be kind and not be bitter but I still could not forgive myself for all the wrongs and mistakes, although through the voice, I did but once I came back, I still hated myself, maybe more because I couldn't take care of myself after the NDE. |
| 7526 |
Leonard K NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1leonard_k_nde.html |
Then Mother pointed to the very center of the tunnel, and she explained there was a powerful light at the far end. Suddenly the light was before us. Mother had me stand alone while the light penetrated every part of me. I felt complete and taken apart at the same time. The best simple explanation I can give for how it felt would be like standing in front of a powerful fan while soaking wet. An incredible warm, penetrating wind entered me like life itself. I glowed with the light now, and I was extremely happy. I was in the form of a toddler, Mother and I were laughing together as she held me. Suddenly there was a vision in front of us that played like a movie of my life. We could see moments that I had actually lived on earth with my living family. Not only was I viewing those moments, but I was feeling them happen again as if I were there. I was very much loved by the living family members who played with me, and I was blessed with a large family that enjoyed spending time together. Mother and I could select any part of time in my life that we wished. I know that I witnessed my birth again. Nothing was said or explained about my birth, but I remember seeing something about it that stuck in my mind. More detail will be explained by me later in this story. I could feel myself being pulled out into the world, and I did not like the way the doctor handled me. One of my favorite visions came at a time when I recognized living members of my family sitting around the kitchen table in my parentÆs home. I cried out with joy when I saw my momÆs parents, Steve & Bess Larkowski. There were other relatives there as well, but grandpa Steve stood out the most as he played a game with me. I was sitting safe and comfortable in my motherÆs arms. I reached my hand out toward grandpa, and he playfully made a face like he was going to gobble down my fingers. He did it in a funny and animated way that made me squeal with delight. I pulled my arm back to hug mom in safety. Then I turned around to stick my arm out again, and grandpa acted like he didnÆt see me, but suddenly my fingers were in his mouth, and he pretended to munch on my hand in a silly way. Once again I squealed with delight before retreating to mom. The whole family was laughing, and it was very pleasant to experience it again. Grandpa Steve truely loved to play with his grandchildren, and we all loved him very much. He could get a baby to laugh and play like nobody I have witnessed before, and there were many babies for him to play with because he had 11 kids of his own. One of my aunts is only a few years older than me. Mother and I held each other many times as we watched the different episodes of my short life. Then she came to one incident that was pointed out as important because I had done something that she wanted to correct. I lost my temper with my older brother, Steve. I remembered it happening because the high level of anger I felt toward him made it easy to lash out. I hit him on the head with a toy baseball bat. It was made of wood, and it hurt him more than I knew at the time. Mother pointed out that losing oneÆs temper to the point of hurting another is wrong, and I should never do it again. I understood completely, and I have never hit or injured another human being since. Not on purpose anyway. I mentioned this episode of my NDE to my earthbound mother many years later, and it baffled her because she had no recollection of me hurting Steve that way. Steve doesnÆt remember the incident either. I do, however, because I could feel the anger inside me at that moment. |
| 7545 |
Catalina NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1catalina_nde.html |
I saw a "video" of myself, really fast. I can't remember anything of it. Just at the end of my video i saw my kid. I actually have a kid. It was him, not any other child. |
| 7546 |
Donna W NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1donna_w_nde_7546.html |
It was like seeing every part of my life in retro and really fast, like flipping a book backwards. Nothing in particular stood out nor did it pause anywhere. |
| 7578 |
Scott W NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1scott_w_nde.html |
I had already worked on my life past events, but I had some current life events that were going on, one of the things I don't put in my story is my grandmother told me to get well and leave my wife, there were things about my marriage that came true and I found out later were true.. There were things about my past life, that was shared with me, but it was also others involved in this.. people I didn't know, as a group gathered, it was shown to me why we have become disconnected with ourselves, the light and our universal connection.. |
| 7581 |
Alan S NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1alan_s_nde.html |
Past, present and future events were shown just after guardian stepped on to bus. |
| 7582 |
Michael F NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1michael_f_nde.html |
Full life history |
| 7602 |
Mira S NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1mira_s_nde.html |
It was a very quick flash of 'knowing' of past lives. |
| 7617 |
Mike M NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1mike_m_nde.html |
We did a life review and I could see how my actions impacted others. |
| 7625 |
Gray W NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1gray_w_nde.html |
when I was 15, a midday eclipse. I remember every detail; who was there (my mother and grandmother) how long it took, the way the light bent and then became like a negative of a photograph. |
| 7675 |
Kim B NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1kim_b_nde.html |
my grandfather brought me thru every experience i'd been thru since his passing. |
| 7676 |
Neha S NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1neha_s_nde.html |
I saw myself as a four year old girl on my birthday wearing my favorite outfit.I also saw myself when i was born in my delivery room. I saw a lot more which i can not distinctly remember. |
| 7694 |
Eileen C NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1eileen_c_nde.html |
Seen in life review, as described in my narrative. |
| 7724 |
Stephanie R NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1stephanie_r_nde_7724.html |
The moment prior to impact, my whole life flashed before my eyes, as if on movie reel. When I was out of my body, in discussion with the counselor, I was aware of my pre-teen insecurities, my abusive Granny (not to be confused with Omama, my loving grandmother on my father's side) and my dysfunctional family, things I would have been glad to be free of if I never went back. |
| 7734 |
Steven K NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1steven_k_nde.html |
As I went under for the third time and just as the light appeared it seemed as if time slowed and my past flash before my eyes frame by frame. |
| 7764 |
John D NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1john_d_nde_7764.html |
I kept trying to hold onto my memories and meager achievements, although i cannot remember which ones, or if i was holding onto my life more than my past events. |
| 7771 |
GaeLawree C NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1gaelawree_c_nde.html |
during the different levels, I believe were past events or time. |
| 7772 |
Deborah H NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1deborah_h_nde.html |
I was being judged and a binder with big metal rings that held an account of everything that I had ever done wrong. |
| 7780 |
Joseph C NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1joseph_c_nde.html |
During theplayback aka judgement and saw future events (which are the the past years) |
| 7791 |
Amber I NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1amber_i_nde.html |
Just before the accident (immediately or as it was happening) my life played before me as a movie. |
| 7795 |
Katie W NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1katie_w_nde.html |
Jesus showed me events where I was not in love towards others or careless and hateful and how it affected so many people besided just the one person. The events were shown in succession but all at once in a way I can't describe. |
| 7812 |
Melisa A NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1melisa_a_nde.html |
Events from my life seemed to be shown to me from a distance, as if a replay. |
| 7865 |
Cindy S NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1cindy_s_nde_7865.html |
A life review was imprinted in my mind...each detail in the minutiae. |
| 7892 |
Francine B NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1francine_b_nde.html |
Many events One I remember was just way I treated a girl at school, I had been mean to her. |
| 7910 |
Kylie A NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1kylie_a_nde.html |
I recalled nondescript days from my childhood that I had forgotten but can since remember. |
| 7913 |
Debbie NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1debbie_nde_7913.html |
life review |
| 7930 |
Paul D NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1paul_d_nde.html |
Had some 7 or 8 pics of me in B/W hanged like in a museum as I wes moving upward in tunnel.Some I recognized right away, others appeared to be taken from unknown sources like some peep behind a tree without my knowledge. |
| 7971 |
Stephanie A NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1stephanie_a_nde.html |
The fact that things I had experienced in my life prior to this foreboding experience were then validated and tangible... I compartmentalized them because I was afraid of being labeled a freak or be attacked for these thoughts that later came true about people... so it scared me and I didn't know if it was real. Through this experience though, I realized it was real. |
| 7981 |
Steven D NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1steven_d_nde.html |
just many things /emotions that i went thru..but even things Im not proud of or would want to confront were not presented in a 'condemning' way..but as a 'learning experience' |
| 8022 |
Celso NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1celso_nde.html |
The past event I saw there happened. But in the review I saw it with more details and found out tiny details I was not aware of. In example, I saw when I was born in cesarean way.Then learning to write in the school. |
| 8024 |
Jeffrey C NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1jeffrey_c_nde_8024.html |
Flashbacks of things I had done that were good, bad. All things I had done. I was also put into the shoes of those I did them to and felt the way they felt as it was happening. |
| 8032 |
Beth P NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1beth_p_nde.html |
I think that Jesus might have shown me past experiences and ways that I could help Him if I went back. |
| 8062 |
Jim Martin |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1jim_m_nde.html |
I do recall virtually my entire 10 years of life's experiences passed through my mind......my sense is that this 'information dump' took only a few seconds??? |
| 8083 |
Robin L NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1robin_l_nde.html |
Past trauma I had repressed and felt shame about. I was confronted with my own repressed screams in the dark cave, but a being of generous guidance was there to help me through it. Once I accepted how I felt all the screaming became quiet. |
| 8090 |
Laura B NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1laura_b_nde_8090.html |
I had a glimpse, like a video flick, while being sucked back of happy moments in my life |
| 8129 |
Rafa SR NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1rafa_sr_nde.html |
Lifetime history i think |
| 8151 |
Jeremy NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1jeremy_nde.html |
The best I can say is I understood my life as a small total of what it had been at the time. There were no specific events replayed. Just the awareness of being me. |
| 8156 |
Alan P NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1alan_p_nde_8156.html |
the review of my life was not like watching a movie or video, but rather more like standing in front of a large picture and being able to see the picture as a whole, or being able to move in to study some detail of the picture. The difference being, that I had a complete understanding and recall of the whole picture which was my life |
| 8172 |
Craig P NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1craig_p_nde.html |
There were scenes, but I did not remember them all. |
| 8190 |
Joseph S NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1joseph_s_nde_8190.html |
Unfortunately, I don't remember any of the details of this. I feel that at the time everything was happening at once and forever at the same time, and nothing really stuck. I do remember a sensation of some kind of life review, though. |
| 8213 |
Katherine L NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1katherine_l_nde.html |
I had a life review in which this was the focus. I also knew that there was complications in surgery and had an idea that I was bleeding too much which was confirmed afterwards by my surgeon and hospital staff. |
| 8250 |
Karen T NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1karen_t_nde.html |
I saw many events that I knew had happened. |
| 8251 |
Susanne S NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1susanne_s_nde.html |
Although a short life, It was reviewed in a helpful way to understand about life. |
| 8268 |
C NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1c_nde_8268.html |
I saw flashes of past events. |
| 8284 |
Halil T NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1halil_t_nde.html |
I saw my whole life, from the time of birth to my wedding, to my daughter's birth, to today. |
| 8350 |
Aaron M NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1aaron_m_nde.html |
I became aware of my life as not just my singular experience of myself as i am now - but instead saw it as an endless string. I am made of all the things that came before me and i could sense parts of those earlier experiences. |
| 8401 |
Merrideth H NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1merrideth_h_nde.html |
I didn't remember past events. I just remembered how I felt about certain people or situations. I was in touch with my feelings but not what specifically caused the feelings. |
| 8417 |
Victor Philip DP NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1victor_philip_dp_nde.html |
It was so natural. We discussed my life while I relived, seems like portions of it, proceeding from oldest to younger and only stopping when I seem to be uncertain of my own actions at the time. There were no condemnation, no right or wrong, complete acceptance and understanding with only one loving 'don't you think you could have done it this way' type of comment. You judge yourself! |
| 8422 |
Doug F NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1doug_f_nde.html |
I viewed my life from birth to death |
| 8435 |
Keith R NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1keith_r_nde_8435.html |
For me, it sure seemed like my whole life was presented to me while I was traveling in the tunnel, every good and bad deed, with the events being displayed on the side of the tunnel and occasional me being part of the past event. |
| 8503 |
Mark W NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1mark_w_nde.html |
I saw my life as a whole. there was not much to report. Only that I had not done much with it! |
| 8525 |
Laurie L NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1laurie_l_nde.html |
The larger angel held a large book, but its pages were like images instead of words. I saw scenes of my life from the moment of my conception to the moment I fell out of the kayak into the river. The pages flipped rapidly, like watching a movie. I was instantly reminded of all the things I did for others, or failed to do for someone. |
| 8533 |
Bridget B NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1bridget_b_nde.html |
Became aware that God was aware that I had an abortion and I was actually verbally told that I was forgiven and to no longer feel guilty for my past |
| 8559 |
Jeff H NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1jeff_h_nde.html |
I experience a review of certain events in my life up until that point. |
| 8562 |
Richard G NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1richard_g_nde_8562.html |
I saw my whole life and had a feeling that there is no time . |
| 8588 |
Anne L NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1anne_l_nde_8588.html |
I reviewed all of my accomplishments and understood that I had accomplished all I had come to accomplish. I was given a choice to accomplish more by continuing this lifetime. |
| 8603 |
Douglas B NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1douglas_b_nde.html |
I was aware of the sermons I had delivered and written |
| 8604 |
Alma B NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1alma_b_nde.html |
I was certain I saw myself in the moving picture drawings that were presented to me. It was a life review, though I did not know that at the time. I later saw a picture of myself, of which I have few pictures of myself as a child, and I recognized that I was in the same park I was in during my NDE. I was about two in the photo. I had to ask my mother to find any photo of me for a class project in 2017, by which I see the pinafore dress I was wearing during my NDE. |
| 8617 |
Bob H NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1bob_h_nde_8617.html |
Childhood memories, births of my kids, many many life events in vivid detail but NOT my entire life |
| 8698 |
Edward C NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1edward_c_nde.html |
A flashback of my life was shown to me but it was very fast. |
| 8718 |
Laurence B NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1laurence_b_nde.html |
It was more like I knew everything. That my life has served a purpose and that I had a mission. I did not know many of the details but had a strong drive to seek and know. |
| 8724 |
Telesa H NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1telesa_h_nde.html |
I was shown key points in my life and times when I could have died but managed to avert disaster with seemingly slight changes in plans or circumstance. I now remember things that happened during the first 5 years of my life and have spoken to my mother about them and she is astonished that I remember as she had never told me and didn't even remember herself until I mentioned them. |
| 8726 |
William R NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1william_r_nde_8726.html |
My whole life was viewed, analyzed and judged by God as you can read in my write up. |
| 8796 |
Katrina NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1katrina_nde.html |
I clearly remembered my life it was flashing through my mind like lightning. Really the only thing that mattered was my loved ones - how much I missed them and my utter terror they would come to this place or darkness/ torment. It wasn't so much visual it was more memories thoughts rather than images of my past. |
| 8805 |
Rachel F NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1rachel_f_nde.html |
I watched and relived a very detailed Life Review, including a number of memories I had suppressed due to trauma |
| 8845 |
Douglas T NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1douglas_t_nde_8845.html |
At the moment of my spirit separating from my body I saw my whole life flash before me. Both good and bad. |
| 8876 |
Bryan C NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1bryan_c_nde.html |
There were many snippets, like like videos being shown on a screen, of random acts of kindness which I had performed. |
| 8887 |
Ashley M NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1ashley_m_nde.html |
I had a life review. I went into a Greek looking building. I went next to a table that had a dome . The center. I looked inside and reviewed my life from many different perspectives. |
| 8918 |
Adria B NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1adria_b_nde.html |
Some of my memories passed through my eyes the moment the EMT shocked me with the defibrillators. |
| 8919 |
William F NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1william_f_nde_8919.html |
The wrongs of my life especially with my wife |
| 9023 |
Bryant B NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1bryant_b_nde.html |
I had feelings and thoughts about how I have lived my life. I have been the best person I could be for many years. I have lived by Do unto others as you would have them do unto you for many many years. |
| 9029 |
Melinda G NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1melinda_g_nde.html |
I had a life review of everything good and bad. |
| 9053 |
Van I NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1van_i_nde.html |
For an instant in time I was aware of every moment of my life. This included, every smell, every feelings (physical), every emotion in time, every thought, every action, every taste, everything as if it was recorded in perfect detail. |
| 9061 |
Stephen K NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1stephen_k_nde.html |
There was a brief instance when the events of my life began to review in my mind but I pushed the thought out. I wasn't ready or willing to deal with that yet. I was focused on the fascination of what I was experiencing in the moment. |
| 9068 |
Lija A NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1lija_a_nde.html |
I saw the events of my life flash before me prior to entering into the tunnel. There was a sense of peace and calm as I saw these events. I felt lovingly detached from them. |
| 9077 |
Beth T NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1beth_t_nde.html |
I sensed smells and hearing of sounds that were familiar from a baby. |
| 9108 |
Anelia G NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1anelia_g_nde.html |
I know that I acquired the knowledge that I had been a toddler, who had lived just a fraction of the life meant for me but I don't remember the details now. |
| 9125 |
Rachael C NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1rachael_c_nde.html |
I was aware of anger and hatred that I had in my heart and that I needed to get a divorce every harsh word I said to someone I was aware of at that moment |
| 9126 |
Dr. Sahar S NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1dr_sahar_s_nde.html |
I saw my house in childhood..the streets and that clinic |
| 9151 |
Sharon V NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1sharon_v_nde.html |
In my life review I seemed to do a quick scan of my 'life' - not in any specific detail, but of the entire life together. So no specific past events, but a general overview of the past events in my life. |
| 9163 |
Robert B NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1robert_b_nde_9163.html |
clear and vivid recollections of everything I had ever done with total recall if desired. I didnt want to look nor recall. Nor did i feel the need to. |
| 9165 |
Bill J NDE |
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1bill_j_nde_9165.html |
seen a entire stream of my life from chilhood to adult |