Experience Description

On 2/2/12, my husband was driving in our 1986 Camry. We picked up 5.5 gallon tanks of propane for heating my greenhouse. The tanks were placed in the trunk. We entered a left turn lane when the light just turned red. We were behind a tall, nursing home transport bus and about 6 feet behind the bus. We were hit from behind by a large car doing 35 miles per hour. The person did not put on their breaks.My husband's foot came off the breakand we were pushed under the bus. The bumper of the bus was seconds away from decapatating us both.

I screamed, 'we are going to die!' and started leaving my body. A calm came over me. I then heard a female voice say, 'You will not die'. Husband managed to get his foot on the break at that point. I screamed, 'Mom, is that you ?!' I then realized that it was a voice from the spiritual realm. A sense of calmness enveloped me, despite major head trauma.

We were truly blessed that the force of the impact did not explode the propane tanks.

After hearing the spiritual voice, at that very moment my life as I knew it changed forever. Four months after the accident, I could no longer work, due to a massive post-concussion migraine syndrome. I retired from my job with much sadness. I had a 100% reality shift. I have had a remarkable five years since the accident. My daughter's friends describe me as a different person. There is not enough space to share how remarkable my life has become.

Of note, as a child, I was gifted both intuitively, spiritually and empathically. After this near death experience, my blessings increased a thousand percent.


Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date NDE Occurred: 2/2/12

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Accident. Direct head injury. Illness, trauma or other condition not considered life threatening. Major head trauma resulting in major concussion syndrome.

How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant

The experience included: Out of body experience

Did you feel separated from your body? Yes I heard a Female voice, sternly say, 'You will not die.' I knew at that second, I had ' pierced the veil' as the spiritual world made itself known. My life has been totally different and so much better. I lost awareness of my body

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal. At the moment of impact, death was imminent. My reality shifted with an awareness that I had been contacted verbally from the spiritual world. Despite my massive head trauma, I was totally alert of what had happened.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? Most definitely.

Were your thoughts speeded up? Incredibly fast

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning. Time stopped and what was important was revealed to me. I saw and heard life events in full clarity.

Were your senses More vivid than usual? Incredibly more vivid

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. My hearing prior to the event was limited, shrouded by my inabiliy to hear from my soul and not just my brain. Immediately after the event, I was able to listen and hear with much more clarity, my hearing came from a different place.

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere, as if by ESP? Yes, and the facts have been checked out

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

The experience included: Presence of deceased persons

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? No

Did you see an Unearthly light? No

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No

What emotions did you feel during the experience? When I realized that I was going to die, a calmness and acceptance enveloped me. I wWas not afraid, but sad that my life was going to end in such a tragedy. Going out of my body when I heard her spiritual voice. I felt so blessed.

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? Incredible joy

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe. I understood that I had misinterpreted many of my life events. I understood that I was given gifts and blessings at birth and was so unaware until the accident.

The experience included: Life Review

Did scenes from your past come back to you? My past flashed before me, out of my control. Over the next week or two after the accident, I had a total Life Review. It is similar to the movie Scrooge. I was taken back through my birth and my entire life. I shed lots of heavy baggage.

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What importance did you place on your religious/spiritual life prior to your experience? Slightly important to me

What was your religion prior to your experience? Other or several faiths. Christian but have been a spiritualist since childhood

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes I have been blessed with a very spiritual life that is very real.

What importance do you place on your religious/spiritual life after your experience? Greatly important to me

What is your religion now? Other or several faiths Spiritualist

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience. I truly believed in the spiritual realm but it was buried deep inside of me. At the time I heard the spiritual being, I knew what I was hearing was real and my reality was never the same. I had a massive reality shift.

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes As noted before, I underwent a total reality shift. I am not the same person who existed prior to the accident. I am so much more. I have been united with my soul.

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin. As noted above, a Female voice spoke to me. She is either my spirit guide or Mother Mary

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? Yes I empathicly know that the voice I heard was either the Virgin Mary or my Spirt Guide

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes The voice that I heard gave me reassurance that the spiritual world does indeed exist. I was one at that moment in that world! It was sheer joy.

Did you believe in the existence of God prior to your experience? God definitely exists

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? Yes a supreme being comforted me by telling me that I would not die. It changed my entire life from that point forward.

Do you believe in the existence of God after your experience? God definitely exists

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No

Did you believe that our earthly lives Are meaningful and significant prior to your experience? Are possibly meaningful and significant

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

Did you believe in an afterlife prior to your experience? I was uncertain if an afterlife exists

Do you believe in an afterlife after your experience? An afterlife definitely exists. Yes The Female voice that I head came from the spiritual realm and validated that the spiritual realm is real.

Did you fear death prior to your experience? I greatly feared death

Do you fear death after your experience? I do not fear death

Were you fearful living your life prior to your experience? Slightly fearful in living my earthly life

Were you fearful living your life after your experience? Not fearful in living my earthly life

Did you believe that our earthly lives Are meaningful and significant prior to your experience? Are possibly meaningful and significant

Did you believe that our earthly lives are meaningful and significant after your experience? Are meaningful and significant

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

Were you compassionate prior to your experience? Moderately compassionate toward others

During your experience, did you gain information about love? Yes I felt such love at the time I heard her voice, that I was unaware that I had been in an accident.

Were you compassionate after your experience? Greatly compassionate toward others

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life. My spiritual world continues to manifest with an ability to channel. I have what I call a 'knowing'. Hard to put into words. My physical body has changed. I joined a gym, became an althlete ( weight lifter), cardio. I look 10-15 years younger. I now appreciate each day, with joy and live each day to the fullest. My artistic creativity has grown with a greater ability to focus.

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes Unfortuniatly, my life changing event has alienated my husband. I plan a separation. Post accident, he became a negative, unhappy person. So hard to be around. My daughter and I are now very close. She also had a near death experience.

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes Had no idea for several years of why I was changing but the fabric of who I was was different. Everyone I shared my experience with could not relate. I could not verbalize and had no words to convey what I was going through Those who have known me for years comment on how different I was, physically, mentally and spiritually. This was confirmed by my daughter. She noted, 'You're not the same Mom. You're totally different andso much better.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience. There is not a day that goes by that don't I thank the spiritual world for my life. I was given a choice to go forward on a new path and have no regrets. If you saw before and after pictures, you would not recognize me. As I noted before, I am truly blessed to be alive. The joy and Happiness that I live each day is a rare and wonderful spiritual gift.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes My psychic gifts have been so enhanced post-accident. I have written a journel for the last four years on my IPhone. I have the gift of knowing. So hard to describe.

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes Knew immediately that something was different after the accident. Did not have the words to share with others, I appeared crazy. The only person who knew was my daughter.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real. I knew that I had pierced the veil and that the spiritual world was real.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real. I live every day thanking thr spiritual world for My blessings. I believe that the spiritual world is all around us, a different viibrational energy. Nothing is random in life.

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? Yes I now have the ability to focus and channel to the spiritual world.

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? It took a near death experience to love my life. I am truly blessed.

Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? Not at this time