Wilma J's NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

IT WAS THE MOST WONDERFUL THING I EVER BEEN THRU. AFTER I GAVE BIRTH TO MY SECOND CHILD I HAD A BAD REACTION TO A MEDICATION I WAS GIVEN. I REMEMBER HAVING TROUBLE BREATHING AND I KNEW I WAS DYING AND FOR SOME ODD REASON I WAS NOT AFRAID. I CLOSED MY EYES AND WENT WITH IT. NEXT THING I REMEMBER WAS COMPLETE DARKNESS AND FEELING VERY CONFUSED. THEN I REALIZED I WAS IN A TUNNEL AND DID NOT KNOW HOW TO GET OUT. I STARTED TO FEEL SCARED AND IT WAS THEN THAT I SAW A GLOW OF LIGHT AND A HAND REACH OUT TO ME. I GRABBED THE HAND AND WAS PULLED TO THE OTHER SIDE WHERE I WAS GREETED WITH THE MOST HANDSOME SPIRIT WHO GUIDED ME THRU THIS EXPERIENCE. I WAS TOLD IT WAS NOT MY TIME BUT THAT GOD WANTED ME TO KNOW TO START TAKING MY LIFE MORE SERIOUSLY OR I WOULD BE DEAD SOON. I WAS TOLD I HAVE TO COME BACK AND TAKE CARE OF MY KIDS. I WAS TOLD TO BE MORE UNDERSTANDING TOWARD MY MOTHER. I ALSO WAS TOLD HE WOULD ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME. I CRIED BECAUSE I DID NOT WANT TO COME BACK HERE BECAUSE I FELT SO MUCH PEACE AND CALMNESS AND LOVE THAT I NEVER FELT BEFORE.

IT WAS REALLY BEAUTIFUL AND DYING TO ME IS SOMETHING I DO NOT FEAR ANYMORE OR FEEL NEGATIVE TOWARDS DYING. I FEEL CLOSER TO MY GOD AND I SHARE MY EXPERIENCE WITH PEOPLE WHO IS CHRONICALLY ILL TO NOT FEAR DEATH. AND ITS A FUNNY THING THAT NOW I HAVE A KIDNEY DISEASE. ITS GOING ON 9YRS SINCE I BEEN ON DIALYSIS AND I DO NOT FEAR DYING AND I CAN PASS MY KNOWLEDGE OF THE AFTERLIFE TO OTHERS WHO NEED TO KNOW ITS OKAY.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No      

At the time of this experience. was there an associated life threatening event?          No      

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    I BELIEVE WHEN I FIRST GOT TO THE OTHER SIDE THAT I HAD THE HIGHEST LEVEL. I WAS SAD AT FIRST BUT THOSE FEELINGS WAS TAKEN OVER WITH PEACE AND LOVE.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness. please explain:            I BELIEVE WHEN I FIRST GOT TO THE OTHER SIDE THAT I HAD THE HIGHEST LEVEL. I WAS SAD AT FIRST BUT THOSE FEELINGS WAS TAKEN OVER WITH PEACE AND LOVE.

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal. everyday vision (in any aspect. such as clarity. field of vision. colors. brightness. depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects. etc.)?  Yes     I THINK IT WAS MORE COLORFUL.

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal. everyday hearing (in any aspect. such as clarity. ability to recognize source of sound. pitch. loudness. etc.)?
            Uncertain      I CAN NOT REMEMBER. BUT I AM SURE IT HAD TO BE BETTER.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     No

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            I FELT TOTAL LOVE AND PEACE

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Yes     THE TUNNEL WAS THE ONLY THING I DID NOT LIKE. IT WAS VERY DARK AND YOU ARE JUST WALKING UNTIL YOU SEE THE LIGHT.

Did you see a light?           Yes     IT WAS A BEAUTIFUL GLOW OF LIGHT. THAT FELT CALM AND PEACEFUL AND WELCOMING.

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     MY GUIDE WAS THE MOST ATTRACTIVE MALE I EVER SEEN. I ALSO SAW OTHER PEOPLE WHO WAS HAPPY DOING THINGS THERE.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    Yes     I SAW THINGS I WAS AFRAID OF IN LIFE LIKE VIOLENCE . I LIVED IN A VERY DANGEROUS AREA AND WAS VERY AFRAID TO COME BACK HERE AND I WAS TOLD EVERYTHING WOULD BE OKAY AND THAT I WOULD BE PROTECTED.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes     I WAS TOLD THAT IT WOULD BE OKAY BETWEEN ME AND MY MOMS AND ALTHOUGH IT TOOK SEVERAL YEARS. ME AND MY MOMS RELATIONSHIP IS A WHOLE LOT BETTER. MY MOM MEANS THE WORLD TO ME.

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations. levels or dimensions?            Yes     I DID BUT IT WAS VERY SHORT AND QUICK.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes     IT WAS A VERY DIFFERENT PLACE. TIME SEEM TO STAND STILL. BUT YET GO VERY FAST.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge. universal order and/or purpose?     Yes     I FEEL WE WAS SENT HERE TO LOVE ONE ANOTHER IN THIS BIG CIRCLE OF LIFE. LIFE TO ME IS A BIG LEARNING EXPERIENCE FOR ALL OF US. ALMOST LIKE LIFE IS HIGH SCHOOL WHERE YOU LEARN ALL YOU NEED TO KNOW AND WHEN YOU ARE FINISHED. THEN YOU GRADUATE TO A HIGHER REALM WHICH IS HEAVEN.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes     I WANTED TO SEE MY DEAD RELATIVES AND WAS TOLD NO I CAN NOT BECAUSE I HAD TO GO BACK. I WANTED TO STAY BUT WAS TOLD IT WAS NOT MY TIME.

Did you become aware of future events?       Yes
            ME AND MY MOMS RELATIONSHIP AND GOD PROTECTS TO THIS DAY.

Did you have any psychic. paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes     I ALWAYS BEEN SOMEWHAT PSYCHIC BEFORE THIS EXPERIENCE. I SAW MY AUNT EDNA COME TO ME WHEN SHE PASSED AWAY. SHE WANTED TO TELL ME SHE STILL LOVES ME. I OFTEN FEEL THE PRESENCE OF MY LOVED ONES WHO PASSED.

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     I SHARED IT FIRST WITH MY MOM AND KIDS AND A FEW YEARS LATER WITH AN AIDS PATIENT WHO WAS DYING AND HE WAS SCARED OF DEATH. I TOLD HIM MY EXPERIENCE AND HE FELT A LOT BETTER.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    Yes     I WAS TOLD IN A DREAM THAT I WAS GOING TO DIE AND A YEAR OR SO LATER I HAD THE NDE.

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was probably not real         I SAW IT AS A LEARNING PLACE FOR ME AND I USE IT TO MAKE OTHERS NOT FEAR DYING.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?            JUST BEING WITH MY GUIDE WAS SO FUN. HE WAS FIRM BUT A JOY TO BE AROUND. I WILL NEVER FORGET HIM AND HOPE HE BE THERE WHEN ITS TIME FOR ME TO GO.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real    I STILL BELIEVE IN WHAT HAPPENED TO ME AND IS THANKFUL TO SHARE IT WITH OTHERS.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Yes     I HAVE MORE PATIENCE AND UNDERSTANDING.

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            Yes