William E's NDE

Experience description: 

Well when I was 10 years old my parents got a divorced. It was 1976. I think October. Any way our family was split up, and before you know it I was living with my grandparents. And after a short time I came to realize that our family was never going to be together again. so I went to bed one night very upset crying and hyperventilating. Somewhere in that time frame I was face down in my pillow because I did not want my grandparents to here me.

I guess I lost consciousness at this time I began to feel very  light and a little dizzy. The next  thing I saw was my body below me It was very pale looking and not moving face down in the pillow, but to me it wasn't me because I was here above this body that was mine. I guess about five feet above it and then I got this pulling feeling like the way the current pulls you at the beach when the tide goes out. and then I started to rotate till I was facing the corner of the ceiling. At this time there was an explosion of white very very bright light.

Then the room started to fade away and this light took the shape of a tunnel that surrounded me at this time I was being pulled at a high rate of speed and there was somebody with me and I felt safe and loved and at peace. This person was transparent but I could still see him smiling at me and saying to me but not talking with his mouth but his mind telling me "every thing is fine" and then at that moment we were in this place of beautiful warm light and millions and millions of people all saying "The time is near" "Be ready for the day, "it was like a loud roar", but very loving the way it was said and the music was like noting I ever heard to this day it went right through you and you was the music as well.

Then I saw this being of light very bright so bright that you could not look at this being I tried to look but it was much to bright. and this voice said to me. "It's not your time" "You have much to learn go learn" "Don't worry you shall be with me someday" "go from me now" I didn't want to go but I had no choice in the matter. I started to get turned and pulled back towards the light of the tunnel except it was much faster than before. and the next thing you know I was going back though the light and into my room then I saw my body and I didn't want to go back at all I fought with every thing I had but I just got slammed right into my body, and it was cold stiff heavy and then I felt this cold air rushing in my lungs and I heard a voice say "Breath" and I was awake and coughing and gagging and shacking because I was so so cold but I could not move good at all and after a while I started to move a little better and got warmer. after that I got into religion. reading Oral Roberts books and the bible even though I didn't understand much of it I wanted to learn.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           very alert and conscious

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   I've never had a dream like that ever and I take great insult to the suggestion

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

light like air but I also felt like I was in a compact form or compression of some type but free at the same time.

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           a rushing noise when I first left my body like water. horns very tiny sounding but nice.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Yes

            Describe:      bright light and never ending in length spiral shape

Did you see a light?           Yes, white very very bright but warm and peaceful

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes

transparent to a certain extent. they talk through your mind not by mouth. I did not know them but felt like I always new them some how .

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           Yes, it was full of beautiful warm light and steps in the shape of a pyramid style

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    Uncertain, we are loved completely without limits and we must learn what I'm not sure because I'm still trying to learn and love the best I can

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No

Did you become aware of future events?       No

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?       Yes

I was made to go back by god I did not want to to he said go now and that was that I was on my way back

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         Yes

this scares my a little I've ask god many times to take it back please. I see or should I say fell the ones that are no longer alive as we know them to be and some things that happen before they happen like a heightened felling.

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   Yes, I wanted to no more about god

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?       I don't fear death at all. and it's got me in some strange mishap's. I stopped a car jacking and the man being murdered. without fear of harm to my self. Found out later that the carjacker was just released from a criminal mental ins.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         Uncertain,
time will tell

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes

most don't believe me but I don't care what they think or say. but it has stopped me from taking about much any more. that's why I can't believe that I'm doing this

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  love freedom a desire for knowledge

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      being with god the best. going back to my body the worst

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        not sure

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?               Yes

Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.    not really