Wayne R's NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

            I was traveling home from work in the fog in a car driven by my work mate Mark. I was sitting in the back seat of the car without a seatbelt when a car appeared out of the fog and struck us head on. I was thrown violently through the car and impacted the door which burst open and I landed on the road face down. It all happened in slow motion and I do not remember any pain at the time. I remember feeling the ice cold stones on the road sticking to my face and I remember just standing up and immediately thinking what a wonderful feeling of no cold air and the temperature was exactly the same as my body. I remember looking down because I couldn't feel the road below my feet and yet I was standing there. I looked at the body face down and did not know that it was me. I had no fear and concern about this person and yet I was starting to wonder what was going on as people were running around a car accident. I tried to ask a person if there was any one hurt and they ignored me. They placed a blanket completely over the body on the road. I remember wondering why I had a droopy sort of monk shirt on. As I walked forward I moved through the car body in front of me. I wondered that something was very peculiar about what I had just done but could not put my finger on it.

I then felt a magnetic drawing on my face and had no power to stop it dragging me into the body under the blanket. I felt sudden pain as the road stuck to my bleeding face was so cold. I again stood up and this time asked about the person under the blanket. Again no one was seeing or hearing me and I was now becoming frightened. I walked without again feeling the road over to the person lying in the grass at the side of the road. It was Mark and I was asking if he was alright? I looked around and saw the Morris' steering wheel lying down the embankment.

A voice from my next door neighbor who was still alive at the time was in my right ear. He said do not look at the light. I could feel what I thought was the sun behind me but knew instinctively not to look at it. The pull of the light was great and at that time the same old magnetic pull on my face and upper body was throwing me back into the person under the blanket. Again the pain and cold from the reality of the road and this time I heard a voice saying" he's not dead take the blanket off him. I was put into the ambulance and after a couple of days I was considered medically all o.k. but very bruised. I went and saw Mark in hospital and we talked about what had happened. He said that they cleaned up the wreck but could not find the steering wheel that he had ripped of on impact. I told him where it was lying and he laughed saying that he heard that I was thought to be dead and covered up. I then told him my story and later we went back to the crash site and I went straight to the place where the steering wheel was. It was there.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No      

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Uncertain            The event in itself that allowed the NDE was life threatening

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    The first time I left my body

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    Normal consciousness and alertness

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            The first time I left my body

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Uncertain     

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            Yes     It seemed that I was more in tune with the inner voice we hear every day and that this voice was guiding me

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Uncertain

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            Incredible comfort and peace

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          No      

Did you see a light?           Yes     Felt its presence

Did you meet or see any other beings?           No      

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No      

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes     The scene and the steering wheel

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           No           

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes     Everything was slowed slightly

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes            The power of the light and that somehow I had been in this situation before

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No       I had a feeling that I could go or do anything without resistance

Did you become aware of future events?       No
           

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes     Many wonderful connections with my wife who passed over and other events

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     It seems that I am always in situations with people who share the same experiences. This is uncanny

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No      

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    I became more elated and withholding of the event as I realized what had actually happened

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?            Traveling through material objects and the incredible temperature and floating feeling

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real    As I seek answers I am more reminded of what actually happens during death and have had this happen to me many times in the past. I know of things that are embedded in my deep consciousness and that are slowly being released.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Yes     I work harder at relationships

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            Yes            I know there is a God. I know that I am on this earth to develop and return with a better understanding of love

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No                  

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes