Vallia Y's NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

            I was talking to my sister in Montana & we were talking about the anthrax letters that had just been sent in the states. All of a sudden my whole body started getting rushes under the skin & then erupting thru the skin (like bee stings), hundred's going on at the same time. When they felt like they came thru the skin ,it would explode & become terribly itchy. I hung up the phone walked to the wall unit in my family Room 4 feet. Took an antihistamine, felt horribly hot & nauseas.  I peeled off my sweater & went to the bath. cause I felt like I was going to throw up. The next thing I remember is lying on the tiles in the hall by the bath & thinking how nice & cold they were. My son came down the stairs with his friend & sees me lying on the fl. he calls Mom, Mom, but I can't answer or move (luckily I had a sports bra on as I had taken off my sweater) He called my other son who came up They said: "She doesn't look very good, she's all red & blotchy, meanwhile I'm lying there thinking no kidding, I can't move, say a word-So they decide to pick me up &take me to the hospital. 5 min. away. I heard the Dr. screaming I had no blood pressure- I still can't move ,blink an eye but I was aware of everything-saw everything even though my eyes were closed. I left the hospital AND WAS FLOATING IN THIS BLACK VOID :NO LIGHTS, SOUND OR PEOPLE. I WASN'T SCARED. I had an inner peace I've never felt before or since I came back , NO PAIN & I had pain when I came out of the coma. I had a bowel movement, when I don't know, I never felt a thing it took about 2 hours to come around  out of the coma. When I was in this place I always thought I would be a fighter & do anything to live, but I didn't worry about my family, I saw their lives & just knew they're were going to be up's & downs but that was ok, it was their life & they were meant to go thru it-their destiny ..I never wanted to leave this place, afterwards I look back & think why no lights (this is the scariest, cause I've never heard of a "NDE" which is in a void & black.).   My husband got to the hospital about 2 hrs. later he's talking to me & I'm thinking go away ,cause he was calling me back & I didn't want to leave this peace. We have been married for 25 yrs. & the 1st thing I could say to him was go home, go home, cause I felt if he left I could stay there longer. Can you imagine if I had died that was my last words to him. "Go home!" Any way when I came back I was in horrible pain, I had fallen against the stair banister & hit my eye which became a huge black eye

my breast hit the dn. banister & I feel on both my knees & the were in pain for 6 months.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No       I was in a place that was so peaceful, I never wanted to leave. There were no lights, music or people, just tremendous peace & happiness & no pain!!!  Even though when I came out of the coma I had a black eye ,sore breast that hit the banister, and creamed both knees when I fainted & fell onto the tile floor.

I was aware of everything around me but couldn't move my body, blink an eye nothing.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes     When Im started with the allergic reaction I took an antihistamine. The Dr. told me this saved my life, I would have died the reaction was so severe.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    The whole time till about the last 10 min.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            The whole time till about the last 10 min.

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Uncertain      I saw with my third eye not my physical eyes which were closed and I couldn't move

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?            No      

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            peace, contentment, didn't want to leave

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          No       just a black void, no lights

Did you see a light?           No       Not a drop of light but I wasn't scared. I was in this peaceful void.

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     Although I felt someone, a  higher being was talking to me & showing me my families lives, my grandchildren , children ,etc.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No      

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No      

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           No           

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes     I felt like I was floating in space surrounded by god's love but saw no stars, etc.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes     I was told the families future, but I don't remember it, just an inner knowing that it is their life and chosen path & everything is already planned.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Uncertain      I just felt I was supposed to be here, in this beautiful space in time

Did you become aware of future events?       Yes              only my families.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes     I feel I'm a better healer, but I also had a NDE when I was about 4(nearly drowned) so maybe I got my healing from this.

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     I told everyone, shock, disbelief. Jealous that I'd had it.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    Yes            Read books about it.

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    Immediately ,even to this day I think about it & it was like seconds ago.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?            Everything, but afterward I wonder why I never saw any lights-this scares me.