I had lost
a lot of blood from Liver failure and had to be rushed from Lao to Thailand in
an ambulance and by the time I arrived at the hospital I was in a very bad way.
I was put into ICU and they started blood transfusion but I was losing to much
blood. I was conscious but in extreme pain and tried to doze on and of while
they kept putting tubes in and out doing tests etc. etc.. This went on through
the night and more blood was flown from Bangkok the next morning. I remember the
Dr saying that a specialist was going to use a scope that they would enter into
my stomach and that it would be uncomfortable and hurt but they needed to stop
the bleeding as I was fading very fast. I was already in extreme pain like I had
never experienced before and it seemed that every hair and atom in my body just
screamed with pain.
I remember
being rolled on my side so they could place the tube into my mouth and then I
blacked out. All of a sudden there was no pain and I remember distinctly a
humming noise like the sound of very powerful electrical current that was the
most beautiful sound I have ever heard. It is so hard to explain but it is like
a hummmmm but as if it was played by the most perfect orchestra in the world.
You probably wont understand that part but it was very distinctive.
The next I
remember was seeming to become part of everything but moving with huge
fluorescent light structures that formed waves and were perfect in size and
movement and the light was perfect. For some reason everything seemed to all of
a sudden make sense the world myself everything was answered in an instant and
it seemed I knew everything. There were no beings but energy like myself that
was part of everything and there was no coolness or heat or wind or anything
just perfect fluorescent lights that controlled all the structure and gently
everything moved in waves . I then just remember coming back and the Dr and
everyone was standing over me panicking and the pain started to come back again
Was the
kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Yes When I came back I remember thinking I wish I could write all that down
or I would forget but remember parts but not all
At the
time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
At what
time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and
alertness?
When I was suddenly aware what everything was and started to move with the light
How did
your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare
to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
If your
highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different
from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:
I knew everything and understood everything so there were no questions or
queries
Did your
vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such
as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
Yes Everything was perfect color sound everything
Did your
hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect,
such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
Yes The sound of power and I can still hear the noise or imagine I
can hear the noise if I concentrate
Did you
experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
I was not part of my body or this world as I know it and nothing seemed
to worry me
Did you
pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
No
Did you
see a light?
Yes Fluorescent lights connected everything that exists very large
fluorescent lights but endless and moved in waves and crossed in a way that made
sense
Did you
meet or see any other beings?
No
Did you
experience a review of past events in your life?
No
Did you
observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that
could be verified later?
No
Did you
see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions?
Yes as described
Did you
have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes There seemed to be no time that had no meaning everything was in the
right place and everything made sense and was perfect
Did you
have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes I all of a sudden knew everything somehow it is very hard to explain
Did you
reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did you
become aware of future events?
Yes
I have had some very strange things happen. Several times I have sat
down to watch TV and something that I have seen on TV the day before is breaking
news which I try not to dwell on as it disturbs me
Did you
have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you
did not have prior to the experience?
Yes as above
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes I tried to tell a friend but found it very hard to talk about
Did you
have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No
How did
you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was definitely real Immediately after it was very vivid but I was
another 2 days in ICU and even though it was on my mind I was constantly in pain
having tests etc. etc.
Were
there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or
significant to you?
to hard to
explain
How do
you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real It was real in a sense that at the time
it was real but after you think about it to often you start to actually wonder
if it was real or just a strange dream when you pass away. Very mixed
Have your
relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have
your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
No
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
Did the
questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes
