Theresa O Possible NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

It was as if I was part of the tides of the ocean.  It was just like being swept back into the sea, but in slow motion.  But it wasn't the sea, it was like a tunnel, and in  just a few seconds a great weight fell from me.  I was free- my soul then almost instantly was engulfed in the most beautiful bluish-white light.  I was greeted by my aunt and Mary Magdalene (I know that isn't spelled right}.  They spoke to me, yet they had no mouths to speak, I just knew what they were saying. It was the most wonderful, loving, peaceful feeling I have ever felt.   I had so many regrets that I spoke to my aunt, because I had neglected her so badly--and yet she forgave me and told me how much she  loved me.  In  the next instant, Jesus Christ himself reached down and picked me up.  It was so much like the feeling I had felt when I was oh so small and so scared of a fire truck and my daddy had picked me up.  I held him so close around his neck. I wanted to do the same, yet I felt so undeserving.

As Jesus held me, I looked into his eyes-I will never forget how wonderful and awesome his eyes were!  The first thing I said to him was " Do you hate me because I am a drug Addict?'-I will never forget what He said to me---"NO"-

I only want you to know that I love you."  There were other things said and then he started to set me down and I said "Please don't leave me", and HE said

"I will never give you more than you can handle"---Then I was back in my body.

I remember, I jumped out of bed, I felt so ALIVE---The only thing was I hurt around  the top of my head.  I felt like I had been hanging.  I Hurt in my palms, under my heart, in my feet----I knew then, that I had been washed in the Blood Of Christ, my Savior.  He was right, I went through the crucifixion, there was nothing in this world I couldn't handle.  HE had already done that for us ALL.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No      

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No      

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    When I was talking with Christ

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            When I was talking with Christ

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes     There is no way to describe what I saw.  I just know I feel so blessed to have been given this experience

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?            No      

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            Love, happiness, contentment, fulfillment.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Yes     Very fast--like a weight lifted from me. A blue-white tunnel--4 or 5 seconds

Did you see a light?           Yes     bluish-white

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     My aunt--That I was so very much loved, and not to feel guilty.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes     I know I knew them there, but when I came back, I am unable to share them or really remember them.  All I know Is that I did when I was there, have knowledge of it.

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     I shared it within just a few hours.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No      

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    It is 2009 and it is like the experience happened to be seconds ago.

I will never forget it. It has changed my life.  I get goose bumps every time I tell the story-every time I even think of It.  My life will never be the same!

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?            When my aunt said she forgave me for not coming to see her before she died, and when Christ said he loved me even though I was a drug addict.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real            Same as I said above-it is with me always.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           No      

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            No           

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No      

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        I just want everyone to know that there is something so wonderful and so much better than what we experience in our flesh--a life so wonderful, so full of love--a spirit everlasting!

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes