Terry V NDE 3205

Terry V's NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

Sitting at breakfast table chatting to mother. Began to feel ill. This worsened. Thought I was going to pass out. I fainted but my eyes remained open. I could see and hear but not move. I felt desperately ill. Then I totally lost consciousness. My parents called the doctor because about 20 minutes had gone by and I was still unresponsive. Just before the doctor arrived my faculties were restored.

I traveled to a strange place which was soft brown velvet. It felt good emotionally. A man appeared from my left, he had just exited a room full of people - I knew they had all passed on - I don't know how I knew I just did. One of the people was my father who, was still alive at that time. I knew my father was in that room although I could not clearly see into the room. All the people were exchanging ideas in a really interesting discussion.

I told the man who had appeared that I was feeling gravely ill and I asked him what I could do about that. He told me I could come over and join them. I told him that I had too much to do. I had a husband and child coming and that they needed me. I had things to do for them. I understood and told me that in that case I should look over there. He told me that that was the source of all knowledge and from there I could receive a healing if a truly asked. I saw a brilliant, pulsating, radiating, golden "dawn". I asked it for help. I had to totally concentrate. When I did the radiations lengthened towards me and when I reduced my concentration they retreated. I understood and concentrated really hard. The gold radiations reached towards me and started to "play" on my feet and then steadily moved up my body and as they did a feeling of wellness and well-being traveled through my body immediately behind the radiations. I was completely restored. I called out to the radiations with grateful thanks.

The doctor asked me what had happened. I told him I did not know but proceeded to explain my experience. He told me that he had heard stories like that many times before from patients. When I asked him what it meant he said he wished he could explain it to me but he could not. However, his validation of my experience was invaluable. Thankfully he did not scoff.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Uncertain            Lost consciousness spontaneously

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    When I looked over and saw the brilliant, pulsating, radiating, golden "dawn"

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            When I looked over and saw the brilliant, pulsating, radiating, golden "dawn"

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)? Yes     I have poor vision all my life but not during that experience. I could see so far and so clearly every little detail.

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            Yes     My hearing was perfect. If I chose to hear something I just did no matter how far away the source.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            So calm. No fear. Total trust. An inner knowing all was and would be well.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Yes     At first I was in a pathway that had soft brown velvet walls and floor. I did not touch it I just knew it was soft. My feet made no sound.

Did you see a light?           Yes     Brilliant, radiating, pulsating light. Like the sun behind a hill at dawn.

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     A young man with blond hair, tanned face and a fancy sweater like a ski sweater approached me. He reminded me of a cousin who had passed on at a very early age around 31. He was a sportsman and was outside and always tanned.

There were a group of people in a room to my left where the young man came from. I could not see them but yet I knew them I thought. I could hearing them discussing various intellectual topics. One of them was like my father.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No       Yes. If ever I am sick, any person I know, I close my eyes and envision the "golden dawn" and pray to it for healing.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           No

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes     I moved by thinking about it.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes     I know that this is not the only realm or reality.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes     I could not go beyond the hill and travel right into the "golden dawn". It was forbidden.

Did you become aware of future events?       Uncertain
            I have ESP and have experienced several spiritual occurrences

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes     Discerning illness. Spiritual experiences. Future knowing.

Have you shared this experience with others?         No       Told my physician in medical confidence. Have not told any other person.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    I viewed it is a spiritual experience that was totally real from that day to this.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?            That "golden dawn" is the source. Go there for your needs.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real    I know it was real and the experience I have had since confirm my belief.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           No

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            Yes     I am much more spiritual. I do not belong to a specific denomination because I realize now that that is not important. I strongly believe in a God and prayer.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        I wish every person could experience this type of event. It would be a better world.

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes     Your questions were comprehensive.