Teresa M's NDE

I ended up at St. Anne hospital for a bad headache bringing up one minute shivering the next sweating. It was night time when I got to the hospital and my own doctor was not there so another dr. looked after me. They did not take a blood sample or check my urine. They give me demoral for pain that's it. Early next morning my husband came to the hospital and he was shocked when he saw the condition I was in. He summoned the nurse to get the doctor here now or he will transfer me himself to another hospital. Later I found out it only took ten minutes for the dr. to arrive at the hospital. It's a small town hospital. When the doctor arrived he ordered blood and urine test. By that time I had red patches all over me and I knew that I was deathly ill I was scared. Results came back very shortly. My doctor said that I'm very ill full of infection and my husband will have to sigh a paper that he will be responsible for my trip to St. Boniface hospital in Winnipeg for my doctor thought I will not make the trip. But he also said that at this hospital I will surely die for they were not set up to be able to help me. Everything happened very fast after the papers were signed.

They put me in the ambulance and we were off. My husband followed the ambulance.  He later told me and he said he was crying so hard while driving he didn't know how he did it. I was loosing consciousness in the ambulance but I thought hold on with all my strength. I felt I was slipping away fast. The next thing I noticed I was without pain. More alert my mind has never been clearer or more alive that at that moment. Then I noticed I was in what people call a tunnel.

At that time I didn't know where I was. I was going down feet first so fast I can't even put it into words. I looked at myself I had the hospital gown on and it didn't even move. I got very scared because it was so black and I also noticed that it has rings around it like a vacuum hose. It still gives me shivers as I'm writing this. As a catholic I thought I was going to hell for we are thought that hell is below us. I didn't see or hear anyone  but I did feel that I wasn't alone. Then I started speaking to god. I'll never forget it I said father do with me as you will I hand my life over to you. As soon as I said that I was back in my body. How I can't say I just was. I looked at the person sitting with me and he was slapping my face calling my name. He said I thought we lost you. When we arrived at St. Boniface hospital there was a whole bunch of doctors waiting for my arrival. Well I'm here writing to who ever reads this. I know I was sent back to help many children for we are foster parents among other things. My life has changed a lot since my experience for the better. To be given another chance at life how many people can say that. I told a few people about my experience. Some believed me some not. That's o.k. it's what I learned from it anyway that's important. When there time comes they will know that there is so much more to life then just our earthly existence. I thank god so much for letting me come back and live according to he's teachings. Mind you I'm far from perfect even now but now I work a lot harder at being a better person. This is the true account of my experience.   THANK-YOU my LORD.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?          Yes    How black everything was and the speed. While this was happening I looked at myself and the hospital gown didn't move an inch. I thought how can this be.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No     

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?  While in the tunnel

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?          More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:        In daily life I think of what I have to do sometimes forgetting. In the tunnel it's amazing hard to explain but I'll try. In this life it's like were walking around half asleep. In the tunnel my mind was alert bright clear it can't compare to my earthly mind.

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?          Yes    It was very bright

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
          Yes    clarity is unbelievable

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?          Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          What am I doing in this dark tube and where am I going

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?        Yes    It was very black kind of spinning around me as I was going straight down

Did you see a light?         No     

Did you meet or see any other beings?         No     

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?   No     

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?         No     

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?          No     

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  Yes    I knew I was not in my body

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes    That there is life for sure beyond our earthly life. I'm very in tune with peoples feelings and what they are going to say before they open there mouth.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No     

Did you become aware of future events?      No
         

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?       Yes    Like I said earlier I can read minds

Have you shared this experience with others?        Yes    It took me months. the reaction was good and not so good. Some people were influenced.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No     

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real   As real as I'm writing to you. I can't make someone believe my experience it was mine to learn from. People have choices to believe what they want. It's between me and god what happened. I was numb for a long time after it happened. I wanted to shout it out for people to wake up and to live right for sooner or later everyone will go through it.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you? How fast I re entered my body after I handed my life over to god.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:          Experience was definitely real         Very real. And currently even more for my life is so blessed.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?          No     

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes    Of course it changed. I know for sure that god loves us and there for us all the time.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?    No         

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?       I wish there would be a group I could join so as not to feel like this only happened to me. Now I know that a lot of people went through this. But it would be so good to meet with other people like me.

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes