Tara V's NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

I fell off the back of a motorcycle because the man I was dating at the time hit the car in front of him. I rolled a bit and looked behind me and saw a bumper heading right for me. I had nowhere to go; it was in an instant. I felt the crunch of my bones or body. In an instant I did not know who or what I was or where.

It was like I was moving very fast and pictures where flashing in front of me one after another and so on. It was kind of confusing. All of a sudden I saw the brightest light but I don't remember seeing clearly just actual beings almost on another side. I felt this complete happiness and feeling of just everything was lifted and I was to go. I could hear people telling me I must go back. I think it could have been my grandfather. I didn't want to go back or even understand why I was suppose to go. The feeling was euphoric. All of a sudden it was like I came out and popped out of a very bright bubble.

As soon as I came back I knew I would be ok but I could not talk or move yet. My body was in shock. As soon as I could talk I felt my fingers and toes and I wasn't paralyzed. I was so thankful. I felt completely protected and at ease almost like I knew. I remember the entire experience. The most incredible of all is this woman came to me and held my hand and stayed with me the entire time until the paramedics started to treat me. Later people who where witnesses said that she was not there. It was unreal. I felt like she was an angel. The amazing thing was the guy I was dating said she was by his side too at the same time. That was validation for me. We both saw her both no one else did. It was an incredible experience.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Uncertain      The feelings are hard to communicate and the speed at which everything happened was very fast. A lot happened while I was experiencing my NDE but I only stopped breathing for a few minutes

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes     I fell off a motor cycle and was run over by a Car. People had to carry the car off of my body because I was stuck underneath.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    As soon as I woke up. I knew what had happened and I felt protected.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            As soon as I woke up. I knew what had happened and I felt protected.

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes     It was like it was cloudy and amazing bright but you could look right into it. Not the same as the sun.

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            Yes     It was different than hear and now. Hard to explain.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            Confused, Happiness, Euphoria, Love, Understanding, Awareness.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Yes     It was a tunnel but I do not know the size

Did you see a light?           Yes     Very bright and comfortable and inviting. Drawing me to it.

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     I did not touch them. It was like they were on the other side. I wanted to go to them but they would not let me. They told me to go back.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    Uncertain      It was like pictures where flashing but so fast like I was aware of it and it was familiar but I did not stop and look at a particular time or place. I could not stop the flashing.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes     Just feelings about my Grandfather

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?            Uncertain      Dimensions yes I assume the other side

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes     There was no space and time

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes     I definitely felt touched by God.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Uncertain     

Did you become aware of future events?       No           

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     No      

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     Pretty much as soon as I was in the hospital room.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No      

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    I felt like my spiritual awareness was heightened and that I felt like I was protected. I felt very psychic. I was here for a reason.

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?    I felt loved and safe and free from all guilt or past feelings. I knew my Family and God was still with me.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real    I feel that I was unhappy with like and living off my path. I have always been spiritual and a bit psychic or vibrational. I knew I was going away from what I was here to do and God needed to remind me.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           No      

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            No           

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No      

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        I felt the need to help others even more. I touched a lot of people sharing my story with them.

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes     It was as close as I could come to reliving it.