Tammy R's NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

I know it's hard to believe at 3 yrs old going on 4. I can remember this but I was in a severe car accident and next thing I know I'm going down this beautiful "Golden Tunnel" at it felt like 100mph then I came to a sudden stop and this beautiful "Golden Light" and that is when God spoke to me and told me my life would not be easy but he would always be there for me and send many angels and at 16yrs old the same thing happened but remember no words were ever spoken I just knew but he told me I'm not ready and he's sending me back and not to ever try to take my life again that is his decision to make and not mine and told me how much my parents love me and to stop being selfish but I wanted to stay so bad.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes     In 1976 at the age of 3yrs old I went down what I will call "The Golden Tunnel" felt like I was going 100 mph the I suddenly stopped and this beautiful Golden Light and no words were spoken but knew it was God and he told me my life would be very difficult but he would always be there for me and he would send me many angels and told me my grandfather would be with him soon the second time he told me I am not ready but I felt God was very angry at what I had done but I only wanted to get back so I tried to kill myself because it's so peaceful and such love you feel and it's difficult to explain-a light you have never seen or can describe

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes    

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    I'm not sure what that means this needs to be explained because I do have head trauma and get confused sometimes

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            I'm not sure what that means this needs to be explained because I do have head trauma and get confused sometimes

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes     Well it was a Golden Light

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            Yes     well this wasn't any words it was I guess I could telepathic

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            Very loved, very relaxed and very healed and happy and everything that is good

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Yes    

Did you see a light?           Yes     A Golden Light

Did you meet or see any other beings?           No      

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No      

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes     I was told my grandfather would be with God and here he died in 1977 very soon after

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?            Yes     I would have to say this was another dimension I have yet seen one like it

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No      

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes     It is a feeling you know when you are before this presence that how important it is to love and just how powerful love is and how much God loves us and you just know you have got to be a better person everyday and love the earth and God's creatures and our fellow man because that is exactly what he does

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes     I'm not sure what you mean but do know I couldn't go any farther because it wasn't my time yet

Did you become aware of future events?       No
            Not at the time but the past 2 years have been seeing very disturbing images of the future and I don't want to talk about it but did give my parents a map of where these things will take place but it is very important to know that mother nature doesn't get mad she gets even some of these disaster are natural some made by man but most important God does exist and people have to pray more and all religions have to learn from one another and to help these people when they have nowhere to live and you will see soon this will happen and people have no respect for each other and we will have to reap what they have sown and though it is not fair I can't argue with God he will always win and a Native American once said before man kills the last tree and kills the last fish, it is then he will realize YOU CANNOT EAT MONEY!!!

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     No      

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     I only told my mom, dad, and my mate and there's a woman named Angel Lady from Lily Dale who just knew and I never told her that's when I really started thinking more about this I mean I always think of it sometimes its as though I'm in a trance and keep in mind I am not a fake-never wrote a book-don't speak of my visions in my dream this is very personal between  me and The Creator and it has never been about profit if someone else does fine but that's not my style and it's very personal to me but very beautiful.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No      

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    In 1977 I never thought about it until I was about 10yrs old and everything God said happened. I had to learn to walk and talk all over again, I had no friends, had to go to speech classes, was in learning disability classes and kids would hit books on my head so my parents wanted to send me to another school but we decided it be best if I quit and it took my 2 years to study for my G.E.D but God and I did it but my health as gotten worse but I have total trust in God and he gave me a beautiful home and we rescue homeless animals and dad got me a house close to him so I'm not rich but money means nothing to me. Money is something one has to respect and I think we as Americans do not know how to do that. My sister is a nurse married to a businessman and they are all about money the 400$ a month they pay on their little SUV could feed starving children or help homeless people

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?            Just how beautiful this "Golden Light" was I mean I couldn't even draw it if I could and the power of it I can even describe

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real    I think this happened to just let me know just like he said God would always be there for me and there really are angels and I'm glad this happened because I have no fear of death in fact this may sound sick but I cannot wait and I pray 3 to 4hrs a day pray this next even isn't going to happen-lets just say a very very intense war and pray this isn't going to happen. Patricia also helped me with a spirit I was being haunted by but now I'm haunted all the time and help them cross over it is so important to FORGIVE and sometimes a spirit needs to feel that and I don't use the white light of unconditional love I use "The Golden Light" I seen spirits when I was younger but now I don't see them but can feel when they are around and I cannot wear watches because the battery goes dead and everything you said is true-I have no fear of death, I have no regard for material wealth which is why I probably made no money off of my experience and God knows I can, I can have noise around me it drives me nuts and very light sensitive but that could be because of my psoriasis which is a skin disorder and it is difficult to talk about it because you worry about what people might say or think and it is personal

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Yes     I am a hermit by nature just me and my mate, no friends, don't like to go out of the house so a real hermit

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            Yes     I believe that we are all one and all connected and their is so much truth in all religions and we can all learn from each other and I call myself a Roman Catholic Mystic because I believe in communicating with spirits, there is reincarnation, to me there is a Satan and there is a Hell now I've had people try to say there isn't but first one must prove it to me and we need to stop bashing someone because they do not believe like we do or think like we do do. That is what causes wars-not Religions.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No       I don't know all I know is after I took 200 Tylenol my sister found me and said I was speaking in tongues and doctor's did call me a miracle now maybe yes the second time but no the first time

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        Nothing really except I cannot wait to go back but It's my path and I have to walk it so I keep my path nice and bright so I can be there again and wish everyone had the experience I had

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes