Suzanne B's NDE 239

Experience description: 

      I remember feeling comfortable.  I also remember the fact that I was "coming back" and that I had certain obligations towards myself.  I had to clean up my act, so to speak.  I was experimenting with alcohol and cigarettes.  I knew that I had to stop taking these substances into my body as it affected the connection that I had with the universe.  

I had always been "aware" of things that most people weren't.  When I was a child an older lady would "come and get me" and show me things.  I saw "televisions with pictures that could be controlled by an operator" - I know these to be computers now.  I met with "beings" that looked a lot like the drawings that I have seen of "aliens".  I have had an uncanny sense of the "departed" and can sum up a person within minutes of meeting with them.  I can sense their pain and fear levels.  I can unravel their minds for them, in a short conversation.  These skills became "more" after my experience.

The future, so to speak,  was shown to me.  I saw faces of people that would be instrumental in my life, but that I had not met yet.  My life now, seems to be some sort of slow motion replay of the events of that afternoon in 1983.  

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience:  No

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  No

At the time of the experience, was there an associated life threatening event?  Yes

      Describe:  I had a car accident and was pronounced "dead". The medics were about to "body bag" me when I sat bolt upright and screamed.

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?  Within my soul,  I was conscious.  My body was "unconscious".

Was the experience dream like in any way?  No.  I knew I was there.

Did you experience a separation of consciousness from your body?  Yes

Describe your appearance or form apart from your body:  I looked like me, but because of my prior experience with the astral, knew that I had separated from my body.

What emotions did you feel during the experience?  Safe and comfortable. Like I had come home, again.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?  No

Did you see a light?  Yes

      Describe:  Light emanates from my being, and those that were there with me.

Did you meet or see any other beings?  Yes

      Describe:  The old lady was there, as were two "alien" beings. The communication was full, but quick.  I would need a book to explain it.  It is of my understanding that all will be okay.  I knew the old lady.  She was my guide at the time. The two alien beings are of my soul family,  and I communicate with them still.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?  Yes

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?  Yes

      Describe:  The people that were "shown" to me, as people that I would "meet" in the future.  

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?  Yes

      Describe:  I recognized the place as the place I would go to, when I entered the astral with the older lady guide.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  Yes

      Describe:  As one does when they enter the astral. No time, no space.  Oneness.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?  Yes

      Describe:  The key to knowing is learning to know oneself.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?  No

Did you become aware of future events?  Yes

Were you involved in or aware of a decision to return to the body?  Yes

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?  No

      Describe:  I had these gifts prior to my experience.

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?  Yes

      Describe:  A clarification of my gift, and the effect I was to have on the lives of those I came in contact with in the future.

Has the experience affected your relationships?  Daily life?  Religious practices etc.?  Career choices?  I am sure of myself, and my knowings.  I use verbal communication of my knowings to help souls that ask.  I do not push information onto people,  only help if asked.

Have you shared this experience with others?  Yes

      Describe:  Most people think I am full of it.  Only recently, say in the last 8 - 10 years, have people began to understand the universal oneness connection that we all share.  I am glad that there has been a lessening of judgment of those like myself.

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  I wanted to "fix" everything about myself right there and then.  I remembered that I was told it would take time, for without experience,  I would not have the key to open the door of enlightenment.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?  The best part was the comfort and love that I felt.  The worst was the weeks afterwards when my body recovered from the shock.  My body took a shaking up to be honest, and it took it a while to recover.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?  Yes

      Describe:  I have comfort in the knowledge that I will go on,  that others that die go on also.  There is an infinite measure of ourselves that continues on after our bodies (third dimensional soul transportation devices) discontinue.  :-)

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?  Yes

      Describe:  Meditation.

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?  No

      Explain:  Nothing could explain the events that transpired that day,  or prior to,  or after that event.  It is something that can be explained on a superficial level. I can explain it better, by touching your hand,  while you are receptive, and transferring the feeling through you.