EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:
I was accosted, stabbed repeatedly and shot twice in the spine. Made
it to the emergency room. Then, as I was signing the "consent" form, I "left"...
My first recollection was at the top of the emergency room. I could see myself
on the table, several doctors and two policemen. I heard the doctor tell the cop
to take my personal belongings to "property", cuz "He won't be here in the
morning". Then, ( and there was no relative "time" frame...my next vision was
above the hospital looking down..
The next "moment", I
was in a space of light. No tunnel of light...just a space. I "learned" later
that time and space only exist in the 3rd dimension, and once one leaves it;
there is none. There was no "here" or "there". There was no definitive source of
the light.. The "space" just WAS light. Then...here's where it gets kinda
weird.... 3 beings appeared to me. (Now it must be said that up until that time
I had no understanding or knowledge of E.T.'s...afterlife stuff..NDE's...any of
it.. I was just an out of control, bike riding, drug using "hippie" from the
60's. OK.
Anyway, Now I guess I
should explain that after these events, and I awoke 5 days later in ICU... It
was another 15 years before I "awoke" and accepted what had happened to me.
During that time I thought I was totally insane, because I had a second "voice"
in my head - which I will explain later. In 1988, I chose to enter "recovery"
and quit drinking and using drugs. Within weeks of accepting "Spirit" into my
life, everything, and I do mean everything, changed.
Now, back to the
"experience"... Soooooooo, There "I" was, in this "space" of light, with these
three "beings" appearing in front of me. We had a "conversation"..and later (*15
years)..when all of this came "clear".. I was given a choice..AS IS ALWAYS
DONE...to stay "gone" or to go back. "They" told me that they wanted my
"form"...( the physical form holds the cellular memories of all of ones
experiences) and "they" wanted to send me back with a "new" spirit. A "healing"
and "teaching" one. But that "they" wanted it in a "form" that had the ability
to survive until the "time" was "right". I must have agreed.
The next thing I
remember was waking up in ICU with tubes and wires everywhere. I should have had
a colostomy...and many other surgeries., BUT, since no one expected me to make
it..All they did was remove one of the bullets and sew me back up. Well...
within 5 days of waking up I was walking around with the bottles on the
racks...The doctors couldn't believe it..and with in a few more days I left the
hospital.
Well I now had this
"new" spirit... but didn't know it consciously..SOOOOOOOO, my "abuse" went
really out there...trying to quiet this "new" voice.
Long story
short:...Once I accepted Spirit, (1988).. everything changed. I knew intuitively
most of the healing arts (Reiki, Acupuncture, Tai Chi, and others) I could see
peoples "restrictions".. I had an instant connection to peoples "higher selves"
(Spirit) when they got within 3 feet of me. I instantly knew many of the
teachings that were published years later.
When I "touch" someone,
their Spirit tell me their "truth"...behind their "cover story"... Made me a
very good therapist... I also knew of the "other inhabitants" of the universe...
Don't "go" there much anymore.. Not the reason "we're" here.
In 1996 I moved to
Colorado..The Rocky Mountains..Grounding... I've worked the 8-5 thing; which I'd
never done before...I needed to understand "normal"..doubt I ever will. Today I
own a real estate appraisal business, and my closest friends know "who" I am,
and know they can "ask" when the "need" arises. I've learned balance, peace,
empathy, unconditional love and spiritual ethics from my "walk" these past 19
years...
Several "writers" have wanted to do my "life" story...but I've always said..no
one would believe it...As for this writing, there is much more than is written
here. This will give you a glimpse into ME.
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Uncertain Didn't fully "open" to it until years later when I changed my
"lifestyle"
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
Yes I was shot and "killed" by a gang
At
what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness
and alertness?
None....during it. My "head" didn't get clear enough until 1988. No, I take that
back. One of my nurses told me that right after I "woke" up, I was still
talking to other beings.
How
did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
If
your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was
different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please
explain:
None....during it. My "head" didn't get clear enough until 1988. No, I take that
back. One of my nurses told me that right after I "woke" up, I was still
talking to other beings.
Did
your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect,
such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
Yes
Did
your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any
aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness,
etc.)?
Uncertain
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
It needs to be known to ALL...that on the "other" side...there is no
HELL, or "bad" place. If there were, I definitely would have gone there. There
is NO PAIN...NO LOSS...NO PHYSICAL SENSES AT ALL. Only peace, calm,
connectedness to the "all-that-is"...a true feeling of JOY...of "HOME". That's
the only way I've ever been able to describe it.
Did
you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
No See Above comments
Did
you see a light?
Yes everything WAS light
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Yes I didn't mention it before, but beings of the "other" side, take a
"physical" form so that our conscious minds can understand "them"... The
conscious mind has great difficulty understanding the "non-physical"..It has no
reference points..It can only make logical assumptions. So. "they" take a
"physical" form to make thier conversations, and/or directions understood by us
when we "return" to the physical plane (if we choose to).
Did
you experience a review of past events in your life?
Uncertain "They" basically told me that I had "used up my life force"...and
they wanted to give me a "new" one that would benefit many.
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
Uncertain only that many would come into my path...some to help, some to
learn from.
Did
you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions?
No
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes As stated before...Time and Space, as "we" know it, only exists here, in
the third dimension, on this planet. You do know that we created time..created
it to justify our own existences. Everyone relates their "well being" to those
things they have done or created in the "past"....lineal time. To answer the
question...There was NO time
Did
you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No Not until later
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Uncertain Don't know what you mean? All I know today is that all boundaries
are just illusions based on inadequate belief systems.
Did
you become aware of future events?
Uncertain
Not until later
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
you did not have prior to the experience?
Uncertain See Above Comments
Have you shared this experience with others?
Uncertain A few close friends... though many asked about me, once they saw
the great change I made in my life.
Did
you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No
How
did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was definitely real I knew at least most of it was real by the
quickness I healed from the gunshot and knife wounds and that since then, I
don't get sick or injured, and like cuts or bites all heal within 24-48 hours.
Whatever that means.
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or
significant to you?
Pretty much all of it.
How
do you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real I was there...that's all there is to it. And
my resulting journey is evidence of it.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Yes
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Yes
OH
YEAH !!!
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
Uncertain Too lengthy to describe here.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
If
you have doubts, I can be reached at healingman1@yahoo.com
Did
the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Uncertain As best as I choose to reveal on a public site.
Are
there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience?
I understand that you're purpose with these questions is to get as clear
"picture" of the persons' experience as you can... Many of the questions appear
redundant.. Sorry...just my opinion.
