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Sharon W Probable NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION

My experience actually began approximately six years ago in the bathroom in my mom's bedroom.  I had caught a cold and experienced a coughing spell well to my horror something in my throat seized up to the point where I couldn't breathe. It was so horrible that I scratched my face in panic. What must have been a few seconds felt like an eternity of pure hell...now I am sure I know an aspect of hell. My lungs ached as if they were empty but the worst was my mind trying to comprehend no oxygen.  My mom saw me and pleaded with me to not to panic as she called 911.  Her words penetrated my mind and suddenly I was released. 

The paramedics measured the air in my lungs and said that they were returning to normal.  Come to find out, the surgery I had had on my neck that was done through the front of my throat had left scar tissue in my throat and there was this one spot that was very sensitive and would swell so big that it would close my airway.  Well a few more times it happened, but it was never as terrorizing as that first time. Yeah I couldn't  breathe but I didn't have the hell related horror.  And shortly after the last time I felt Jesus speak to my heart with instructions to handle the situation. I was told to hunch my shoulders the next time I choked and so I did and each time it was so much more easier for me. So that's what I did for a while until that night.

My brother and I were sitting at the kitchen table I was eating some hamburger and gravy and talking to my brother.  Well some residue of the food found the sensitive area in my throat and here we go again, my throat sealed up, no air. My brother knew what was happening but he thought that a piece of hamburger was lodged in my throat.  He saw me try to take breaths twice and could get no air. He started panicking and beating on me.  Well it took me one more attempt at trying to get a breath with no luck to realize that something was drastically different this time.  I was not breathing in the natural yet wondering why my brother was in a panic. By my fourth attempt at breathing with no success, I realized I might not be breathing in the natural but in my mind I had enough air for everybody and it was wonderful.  It was the complete opposite of the first time; it was like taking a walk through heaven, I had no worries except my brother beating me up in his attempt to save me. Suddenly the choking stopped and I was completely ecstatic, but I could never really explain all that I felt, I really felt Jesus was breathing for me. I was never aware of any discomfort. Maybe this was God's way of putting my mind at ease concerning the murder victims. 

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No      


Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes     How I could not get a breath in four separate and very deliberate tries but realizing that I was completely calm as I realized my head was full of pure air; it was like someone was breathing for me, I was on the verge of unspeakable joy.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Uncertain      I'm not sure if this is in line with what you're asking but what had been on my mind after the first time I couldn't breathe was a case I had seen on TV where a mom and her two teenaged daughters were bound by their hands and their mouths and noses were bound so they could not breathe and they were on a boat and thrown over board.  After knowing what it was like not to breathe, I was terribly haunted by that case and I would periodically cry out to God to please explain to me and comfort me as to the fact that they didn't suffer like I did, for certainly it would have been longer than what I had experienced.

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           I was fully aware I wasn't able to breathe but did not experience any discomfort from not being able to breathe.

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   Maybe. It felt too good to be true.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes     It was like I could see all this air in my head

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            I remember waiting to fight for breaths, then realizing how calm I felt, then pure freedom.

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           No

LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?            Uncertain     

Did you see a light?           No      

Did you meet or see any other beings?           No      

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? No      

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No      

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?          Uncertain            Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes     I was definitely in two places at the same time.

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    Uncertain           

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?             No      

Did you become aware of future events?       No      

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?       Uncertain      Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?     No      

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   Yes     It made me more acute to the fact that things happen to you but not alone for you, there's always layers of revelations

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?       My eyes are wider and my ears are keener as I now want to understand and be given instruction from God concerning spiritual awareness.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         Uncertain     

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     Most people can't connect with the event, but my niece was the one who said unto me that it sounded like I had an out of body experience and it made sense.

One young lady felt that I was blessed of the Lord when I spoke of my experience along with a few other experiences that were not easily explained.

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  Especially protected by the Lord. Fully aware of His presence.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      No worst part. The best part the closeness imparted unto me from God.

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        It was a confirmation of all the times the Lord protected me. From the time I was a newborn baby and someone spoke the words...She did not come here to stay.

And at eight months the doctors gave up on my life, to the time I lived alone and was awoken by a hand on my shoulder and all I felt was wonder and protection from a God I didn't acknowledge at that time, to the time a man I had never met told me I was full of grace and like that he was gone, to the ball of fire I saw in my belly with my spiritual eyes.  The breathing experience shows me God is telling me He is always my Help.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No      

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?               Yes