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Sharon W Probable NDE |
EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION
My experience
actually began approximately six years ago in the bathroom in my mom's bedroom.
I had caught a cold and experienced a coughing spell well to my horror something
in my throat seized up to the point where I couldn't breathe. It was so horrible
that I scratched my face in panic. What must have been a few seconds felt like
an eternity of pure hell...now I am sure I know an aspect of hell. My lungs
ached as if they were empty but the worst was my mind trying to comprehend no
oxygen. My mom saw me and pleaded with me to not to panic as she called 911.
Her words penetrated my mind and suddenly I was released.
The paramedics measured the air in my lungs and said that they were returning to normal. Come to find out, the surgery I had had on my neck that was done through the front of my throat had left scar tissue in my throat and there was this one spot that was very sensitive and would swell so big that it would close my airway. Well a few more times it happened, but it was never as terrorizing as that first time. Yeah I couldn't breathe but I didn't have the hell related horror. And shortly after the last time I felt Jesus speak to my heart with instructions to handle the situation. I was told to hunch my shoulders the next time I choked and so I did and each time it was so much more easier for me. So that's what I did for a while until that night.
My brother and I were
sitting at the kitchen table I was eating some hamburger and gravy and talking
to my brother. Well some residue of the food found the sensitive area in my
throat and here we go again, my throat sealed up, no air. My brother knew what
was happening but he thought that a piece of hamburger was lodged in my throat.
He saw me try to take breaths twice and could get no air. He started panicking
and beating on me. Well it took me one more attempt at trying to get a breath
with no luck to realize that something was drastically different this time. I
was not breathing in the natural yet wondering why my brother was in a panic. By
my fourth attempt at breathing with no success, I realized I might not be
breathing in the natural but in my mind I had enough air for everybody and it
was wonderful. It was the complete opposite of the first time; it was like
taking a walk through heaven, I had no worries except my brother beating me up
in his attempt to save me. Suddenly the choking stopped and I was completely
ecstatic, but I could never really explain all that I felt, I really felt Jesus
was breathing for me. I was never aware of any discomfort. Maybe this was God's
way of putting my mind at ease concerning the murder victims.
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
Yes How I could not
get a breath in four separate and very deliberate tries but realizing that I was
completely calm as I realized my head was full of pure air; it was like someone
was breathing for me, I was on the verge of unspeakable joy.
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
Uncertain I'm not
sure if this is in line with what you're asking but what had been on my mind
after the first time I couldn't breathe was a case I had seen on TV where a mom
and her two teenaged daughters were bound by their hands and their mouths and
noses were bound so they could not breathe and they were on a boat and thrown
over board. After knowing what it was like not to breathe, I was terribly
haunted by that case and I would periodically cry out to God to please explain
to me and comfort me as to the fact that they didn't suffer like I did, for
certainly it would have been longer than what I had experienced.
What was your level
of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I was fully aware I
wasn't able to breathe but did not experience any discomfort from not being able
to breathe.
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
Maybe. It felt too good
to be true.
Did you experience
a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes It was like I
could see all this air in my head
What emotions did
you feel during the experience?
I remember waiting to
fight for breaths, then realizing how calm I felt, then pure freedom.
Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
No
LOCATION
DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
Uncertain
Did you see a
light?
No
Did you meet or see
any other beings?
No
Did you experiment
while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
No
Did you notice how
your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
Uncertain
Did you have
any sense of altered space or time?
Yes I was
definitely in two places at the same time.
Did you have a
sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Uncertain
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did you become
aware of future events?
No
Were you involved
in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Uncertain
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
No
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes It made me more
acute to the fact that things happen to you but not alone for you, there's
always layers of revelations
How has the
experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career
choices?
My eyes are wider and my ears are keener as I now want to understand and be
given instruction from God concerning spiritual awareness.
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Uncertain
Have you shared
this experience with others?
Yes Most people
can't connect with the event, but my niece was the one who said unto me that it
sounded like I had an out of body experience and it made sense.
One young lady felt
that I was blessed of the Lord when I spoke of my experience along with a few
other experiences that were not easily explained.
What emotions did
you experience following your experience?
Especially protected by
the Lord. Fully aware of His presence.
What was the best
and worst part of your experience?
No worst part. The best
part the closeness imparted unto me from God.
Is there anything
else you would like to add concerning the experience?
It was a confirmation
of all the times the Lord protected me. From the time I was a newborn baby and
someone spoke the words...She did not come here to stay.