Seedhom B's Probable NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

I was suffering from thyroid gland for more than 10 years, I had many treatments for it but no any result. So I decided to get rid of it, during the operation I felt that my body is not totally anesthetic, I felt as if I am tied to the bed, and I felt am among people who are joking and talking but I couldn’t make any move, I tried to speak to let the people in the operation room to see me and know that I am awake, but I felt my tongue is like a piece of yellow plastic torn in front, I heard the doctor saying “ the patient is going to awake now, let’s finish quickly”, and I heard him singing and talking with the nurse; and I heard him saying this operation is not good at all, the other doctor asked him “the patient is your friend, isn’t he?”, I heard the doctor reply” no, I don’t know that person at all” though he is my friend! Then I heard him saying this knitting is not nice, repeat it, then I heard loud voices, and I felt my body is flying above all, I tried to put it again in bed, but I couldn’t, I tried to let the people know that I am in full consciousness, to move my leg or hand, I heard the nurse saying “why do the patient do all these movements?”  

Next day I asked the doctor about all my feeling he said “this is the secret of anesthesia, to let the body be anesthetized, not the brain!”, What surprised me is the how could I hear voices and see colors of dresses while I am unconscious?

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Uncertain  

To feel that I had a dry tongue as if it is a leather, I feel nausea for that, I could hear voices, feel touches, smell and see colors.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No      

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?  

During the operation

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    Normal consciousness and alertness

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:  

The consciousness was as normal, but as it was nightmare, I want to do something but I couldn’t, as if I am paralyzed.        

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  No      

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?            No      

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?

I felt I am going to die, or the breath would stop in any moment.
           
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          No      

Did you see a light?           Yes

The was a white light bright and disappeared gradually, bright and disappeared for many times, but I was busy to let the doctor know that I am awake, I didn’t pay attention to that light.
    
Did you meet or see any other beings?           No      

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No      

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes   I just hear the doctors singing and laughing.
    
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?         No           

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes

I had the feeling that I am in different time and different space, and I entered strange place, but I can’t remember it exactly.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     No      

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No      

Did you become aware of future events?       No           

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes  I feel as if I was out of this world and returned to it  

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes   

    some people say that it is the cleverness of anesthesia, some people say anesthesia is not enough and some say it nonsense

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No      

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real 

I feel that the god did this operation to me not the doctor; the angels did all the operation.

  
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?

This experience let me know that the death is so near and also the life! and everything is in the hand of the God.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Yes, I left the bad habits, and I know now that the miracles still exist.

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            No           

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No      

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? no

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes, when I was 15 years old I dream that I saw the Virgin Mary at my home, and also I dreamed of Jesus.

Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience?

Please interpret what I had in my experience.