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Russell W's NDE |
I entered
Lichfield and was riding my motorbike up the road when a car pulled out and hit
me at 50 miles per hour. I got flew to Selly Oak hospital where I had an
emergency operation (I was told all this by the police, helicopter pilot and the
medical staff). All I remember next is waking then going to sleep. the next
thing I remember is propping my self up against the wall in a long dark tunnel
(the walls of this tunnel was like the sides of a cave damp and cold), the next
thing I remember is looking at the floor and it was like stone paving (big
stones like the old roman roads), I then saw this bright light at the bottom of
the tunnel so I started to walk towards it I remember being in more pain that I
have ever been in before, I was falling over and banging it to the side of the
tunnel. I then was about 10 yards away from the bright light (which was warm and
felt nice), around this bright light was a arch way. I then walked into the
light and felt no pain at all I felt like it was ok to be there, so peaceful so
right, I then heard a voice (I know this voice but to this day I can't work out
whose voice it is) and the next thing I remember is looking down on myself with
my mom and dad holding my left hand (my mom crying it really upset me). I
started to move around the icu ward and I can remember that there was 10 beds
all with very ill people in and a nurses station in the centre, in front of me.
The next thing I remember is floating up towards the roof and that’s the last
thing that I remember. When I started to explain to people what I saw, the
doctors started saying that what you saw was a reaction from the drugs. I later
found out that I was clinically dead for two minutes and when I was in the icu I
had a pipe down my throat to help me breath. to this day I know what happened to
me and no one can tell me different. Were very lucky to have a second chance but
sometimes I feel like I wish I could be in that light forever.
Was the
kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Yes to explain what the experience felt like
At the
time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
Yes I couldn't breath and clinically died
At what
time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and
alertness?
I don't know
How did
your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare
to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
Normal consciousness and alertness
If your
highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different
from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:
I don't know
Did your
vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such
as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
Yes every color seemed brighter, and I could smell fresh baked cookies
Did your
hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect,
such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
Uncertain I cant remember sorry
Did you
experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
sad, happy, worried, lonely, safe and my head felt clear (sorry
couldn't think of the word for that lol)
Did you
pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
Yes a long
tunnel the sides of the tunnel was wet and damp like a cave wall, the floor was
like the roman roads, a big arch way at the bottom
Did you
see a light?
Yes the light was white and as bright as the sun and felt warm inside me
Did you
meet or see any other beings?
Uncertain I heard a voice but I couldn't work out what she said
Did you
experience a review of past events in your life?
Yes live everyday as your last day because it can be taken away from you in
a flash. also I'm more spiritual.
Did you
observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that
could be verified later?
Yes the whole of the icu, the nurses station the doctor who did the
operation on me my mom and dad sitting holding my hand and stroking my hair
Did you
see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions?
Yes I went into a the light and saw things but I can't describe these
things to you
Did you
have any sense of altered space or time?
No
Did you
have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you
reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No I really don't understand what you mean by a boundary
Did you
become aware of future events?
No
Did you
have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you
did not have prior to the experience?
Yes I sometimes know what's going to happen in the future
Have
you shared this experience with others?
No
Did you
have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No
How did
you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was definitely real I still have flash backs now its like I missed
something when I was there
Were
there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or
significant to you?
everything was
meaningful to me
How do
you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real I still have flash backs now its like I missed
something when I was there
Have your
relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have
your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Yes
because I know
that when we die we go somewhere so perfect and peaceful, and we meet the people
we love who we lost
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did the
questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes because
I told the truth