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Russell W's NDE

I entered Lichfield and was riding my motorbike up the road when a car pulled out and hit me at 50 miles per hour. I got flew to Selly Oak hospital where I had an emergency operation (I was told all this by the police, helicopter pilot and the medical staff). All I remember next is waking then going to sleep. the next thing I remember is propping my self up against the wall in a long dark tunnel (the walls of this tunnel was like the sides of a cave damp and cold), the next thing I remember is looking at the floor and it was like stone paving (big stones like the old roman roads), I then saw this bright light at the bottom of the tunnel so I started to walk towards it I remember being in more pain that I have ever been in before, I was falling over and banging it to the side of the tunnel. I then was about 10 yards away from the bright light (which was warm and felt nice), around this bright light was a arch way. I then walked into the light and felt no pain at all I felt like it was ok to be there, so peaceful so right, I then heard a voice (I know this voice but to this day I can't work out whose voice it is) and the next thing I remember is looking down on myself with my mom and dad holding my left hand (my mom crying it really upset me). I started to move around the icu ward and I can remember that there was 10 beds all with very ill people in and a nurses station in the centre, in front of me. The next thing I remember is floating up towards the roof and that’s the last thing that I remember. When I started to explain to people what I saw, the doctors started saying that what you saw was a reaction from the drugs. I later found out that I was clinically dead for two minutes and when I was in the icu I had a pipe down my throat to help me breath. to this day I know what happened to me and no one can tell me different. Were very lucky to have a second chance but sometimes I feel like I wish I could be in that light forever.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes     to explain what the experience felt like

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes     I couldn't breath and clinically died

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    I don't know

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    Normal consciousness and alertness

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            I don't know

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes     every color seemed brighter, and I could smell fresh baked cookies

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            Uncertain      I cant remember sorry

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            sad, happy, worried, lonely, safe and my head felt clear (sorry couldn't think of the word for that lol)

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Yes     a long tunnel the sides of the tunnel was wet and damp like a cave wall, the floor was like the roman roads, a big arch way at the bottom

Did you see a light?           Yes     the light was white and as bright as the sun and felt warm inside me

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Uncertain      I heard a voice but I couldn't work out what she said

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    Yes     live everyday as your last day because it can be taken away from you in a flash. also I'm more spiritual.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes     the whole of the icu, the nurses station the doctor who did the operation on me my mom and dad sitting holding my hand and stroking my hair

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           Yes            I went into a the light and saw things but I can't describe these things to you

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No      

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     No      

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No       I really don't understand what you mean by a boundary

Did you become aware of future events?       No           

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes     I sometimes know what's going to happen in the future

Have you shared this experience with others?         No      

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No      

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    I still have flash backs now its like I missed something when I was there

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?            everything was meaningful to me

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real    I still have flash backs now its like I missed something when I was there

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           No      

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?           
Yes            because I know that when we die we go somewhere so perfect and peaceful, and we meet the people we love who we lost

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No                  

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes     because I told the truth