EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:
My kids had just got off the bus and we were talking and I was
telling them that I love them and was talking to them. (I mention this because
that is my last memory of that day). I wake up four day later in the critical
care unit, Where my wife tells me I seized while I was asleep in our bed.
During the time I was
out: I continually had a white veil covering my physical eyes. During which time
I could hear arguing in the back ground, all the while getting a strange feeling
as though it were all over me. Yet there was only one voice that was coming
clear to me, and what it was saying, was accusations against me with things I
did not like. Those words still to this day ring in my mind. Afterwards, I was
standing above the world looking down upon it, just as I saw the creation begin
and every man and woman that is upon the earth today, then I saw a fire spreads
across the land for I then knew many answers. At this point I began to feel
heavy as I realize I to see my body laying lifeless in a bed with a blanket on
it. I become so heavy and painful and feelings I would not wish upon my worse
enemy.
The veil is removed. I
opened my eyes and I see two women, one giving me more drugs to bring me back,
asking me if I know where I am. And my beautiful wife as I tell her I love her.
once released from the hospital I told my wife of these things as soon as we
were in the car and passed out for several more days. she then had to take me to
a VA hospital.
For many days after being released from the Hospital, any stranger, I knew them
from having seen them before. Went on for awhile. Drove me nuts. Now I can
hardly remember anything.
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Yes How does one explain going to bed with his wife of 18 years, and
wakening up 4 days later in the critical care unit at the best hospital near
buy? And Not having any memory or felt a thing.
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
Yes My brain was seizing and would not stop, could not breath, had me
breathing on machines because my brain had used up all the oxygen it could
produce, my lungs were collapsed. Respirators produced the oxygen my body needed
at the time. Doctors asked my wife to find my Will if I had one. If I was lucky
to make it back, I would not walk for years. May never talk again.
At
what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness
and alertness?
While watching the creation.
How
did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
If
your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was
different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please
explain:
While watching the creation.
Did
your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect,
such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
Yes I did not see with my normal eyes
Did
your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any
aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness,
etc.)?
Yes I heard just what was meant for me to hear. some things were
blurred, while other things were crystal clear.
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
I did not realize it at. until I was ready to unite with it. worse
feeling I have ever had. I don't think I wanted to reunite with such a weight.
Did
you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
No I moved freely.
Did
you see a light?
Yes More like white
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Yes Slide show of all that is in the planet to day , only I did get to
finish it, I was brought back first. I don't understand the meaning of this was
hoping you could help me with the answer.
Did
you experience a review of past events in your life?
Uncertain I was being held accountable for a few things and could hear it.
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
Did
you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions?
Yes Above this earth watching it being created and destroyed by the true
creator
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes When I woke up 4 day later, all this time I was out, seemed like seconds
to me, as well as painless.
Did
you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Uncertain
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Uncertain
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
you did not have prior to the experience?
No
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes 10 minutes. ( my wife ) I do not know. She to is already a good person.
Did
you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No
How
did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was definitely real Will always be in my mind.
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or
significant to you?
What
I hard the voice say about me. Which is nothing good I assure you.
How
do you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real Will not change.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Yes
More
loving, Have changed about everything.
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
I
look for the love in all things. As I should have been doing before. Especially
knowing my memory is going and if I have another one I may not come back the
next time.
Did
the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes I was surprised at how accurate the questions were to my story at top.
sorry about spelling. I was not supposed to walk or talk or anything for a year
but I am trying to get better. And fight to gain my memory back.
