Rhonda H's NDE
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Experience description:
I saw nothing but darkness for the first couple of seconds. Then I saw light in the far away background, and what I chose to believe was Jesus in front of me. He was clothed as we have seen him to be clothed in Bible stories of old. I noticed a sash around his waist, and a piece of cloth draped across his shoulder. He didn't say anything, and at first I felt his "look" was of dissatisfaction with me. He floated backwards and I followed Him, toward the light. It got brighter and brighter.
I asked him to please let me stay to be with my kids. Suddenly, the light got intensely bright and I felt an indescribable warmth. A comforting warmth. When we reached the light, we were on a hill, overlooking what looked like a wheat field. People were coming up the hill, toward where we were. The wore robes of varying colors. I sensed they were at peace. No expression, just peace. I came away feeling that must be total contentment. Jesus sat down under a very large tree and they all knelt down in front of Him. Again I asked to return to care for my children. Jesus spoke to them without saying a word. They all understood.
I then awoke in
my husbands arms. He was rocking back and forth saying I was dead. I drew in a
breath and told him I was alive.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
Yes
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I was
out like a light. In fact, my husband said he heard all the air rush from my
body (I had punctured a lung).
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
No
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Uncertain
I
don't think so. I felt like I was right there the whole time.
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
No sounds. No
noises. Silence
Did
you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
Yes
Did
you see a light?
Yes
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Yes
I
fell the first one was Jesus. The rest of the people, the ones on the hill after
we passed through the tunnel, were just that. People. Men, women, all in robes.
Did
you experience a review of past events in your life?
No
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
Did
you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions?
Yes
Yes!
The hilltop and the wheat field were beautiful. As was the tree. It was so big
with outstretched branches.
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Uncertain
Not
that I know of. I didn't know where I was.
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
No
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Yes
I
guess the tree would have been the boundary. It seemed to be the destination.
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes
Yes,
I pled to return to care for my three children
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
Yes,
I became more aware of my need to have God in my life, and to let my loved ones
know how important they are to me.
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
Yes, I feel
closer to my family, and know God is with me every moment. I had a sense of
peace rather than fear when our son had a near fatal, permanently disabling car
accident when he was 17. I felt this must be why Jesus let me come back. To care
for my son.
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Yes.
My marriage wasn't doing well at that time. Now it can't get any better. I
realized how important my family is to me, and I enjoy the blessings life has
given me. I don't take it for granted anymore.
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes
The
first people I told were my husband and sister in law right after I regained
consciousness. I said, "Thank goodness I landed here! A few more feet and I
would have hit the tree!" There were no trees there! BUT, there was a tree where
I was. Most people cry when I tell them. I don't know why, but I get a "feeling"
when I am supposed to share my experience with someone. I haven't told a lot of
people, but the ones I do, all but maybe 2 have had tears in their eyes when I
tell them. One strange incident with telling. It was actually the first person
other than a family member that I told. We were on a Ferry and a young man
walked right up to us and said, "Have you ever had a near death experience?" I
answered yes and told him my story. He smiled and walked away. We looked for him
afterward to ask him why he asked me that question. He was nowhere to be found
on the Ferry!
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
I was pretty
badly hurt after the accident. Broken collar bone, punctured lung, split
breastbone, cracked ribs. I do remember though, hoping Jesus wasn't upset with
me anymore.
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
The best part
was the warmth of the light. It's indescribable! The worst part was the
"feeling" Jesus was dissatisfied with me.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
I am no
longer afraid of death. I used to be horrified about it. Now I know it will be
wonderful. The light, the warmth, no pain, no sorrow, no worries.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes,
I
believe so.