Renee G's NDE

Experience description: 

I saw my self lying on the bed face down but yet I was viewing it from above as if I were floating above my body then I was taken through the roof and up into a dark space where there were many tiny colored lights and I was traveling past them. I had the feeling that these lights were very familiar to me but there was a single very bright light in the far distance that I was being pulled toward at great speed.  I wanted to go toward that very intense light and then as if there was a rope tied around my waist I was reeled backwards again passing all the same little familiar lights and found myself in the body bag experiencing great pain as I was stiff from being dead for such a long time and it was extremely difficult to move any part of my body as the pain was extreme.  I did however regain my life and functions and managed to roll myself off of some kind of table and when I hit the floor many came to see what had happened and then they opened the bag and I was very much alive and well after being there for 29 minutes!  My life had not been the same since!

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?
            There was no time that I was not at a high level of what I would deem conscious

Was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience different from normal every day consciousness and alertness?              Yes it was much more intense than a normal state

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?            Yes
            Saw things that words can not describe...perhaps at the molecular level would be the closest I could explain.

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?            Yes
            It was deafening silence throughout this experience but the visual was much more acute

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?            No

What emotions did you feel during the experience?             A great feeling of well being! Also a great feeling of love

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?            Yes
            It was a dark elongated field which contained millions of tiny colored lights with a bright tiny white light at the far end.

Did you see a light?            Yes
            I saw many tiny colored lights passing me very quickly and one very intense white light at the far end but never reached it even though I wanted to very much so.

Did you meet or see any other beings?
            Yes
            They were tiny little multi-colored lights that I felt that I was very familiar with.  They surrounded me as I passed through them at great speed and yes they were attempting to communicate but I was traveling so fast I could not understand what they were imparting to me.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?            No
           
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?            Yes
            A thought form transmitted to me that it was not my time and I did not wish to leave that place at all but had no control of being pulled back.

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           Uncertain
            It certainly was not of this world and I have no idea how to explain what it was or where it was that I experienced.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?            No
           
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?            No
           
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?            No
           
Did you become aware of future events?            Yes
            Extremely accurate!  Rather a big trouble for me in my present life.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?            Yes
            Yes many special gifts or curses.  I can see other peoples physical maladies, I can now have lucid dreams that come true I can see other peoples future as well as world events and much much more.

Have you shared this experience with others?            Yes
            Very few believe me so I now tell very few people about myself or my so-called gifts.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?            No
           
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?
            The entire experience is still a great mystery and I really do want to go back there where ever there might be.  It was a wondrous place to be!

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:
            Experience was definitely real
            BECAUSE IT HAPPENED TO ME! NO DOUBT ABOUT IT! Hospital and Paramedic records do not lie!

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:
            Experience was definitely real
            With great certainty that there is something after this worldly existence.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?            Yes
            Lost a lot of friends and now keep very much a private life.

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            Yes
            I now know that ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE that there are no rights or wrongs.  Things just "ARE".

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?            No
           
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
            There are many universes.  Doubt nothing.  All things are possible!

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?            No
            EXPLAIN!!!  How does anyone "really" explain this kind of event?

Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire:
            Again how could anything quite explain this?  Unless you have actually experienced this there are no words for it!